Slave Chili323

Lying in bed after my third night locked up and trying to let the events of yesterday sink in. Mistress has started to push me a lot more and this challenge is getting more difficult. I am now at the stage where I think I am constantly horny. I can feel myself leaking at random times. Bit surprisingly I only woke once during the night. After a quick adjustment of the cage I was straight back to sleep. So while I am finding this difficult, my body is getting to use to Lady Lucretia's to be used for her entertainment. After today, I will be locked for a new record so I'm excited to see how that goes and I'm excited to see what Mistress has in store between now and my eventual unlocking.

I'm just waking up after my second night in chastity for Lady Lucrezia. I had a surprising peaceful sleep. I was only woken twice by the grip of Mistress's cage around my cock and balls, which is very surprising considering the amount of teasing yesterday. This challenge is already more difficult than previous locks and my balls feel a lot more full than usual. This is resulting in a significantly tighter feeling cage. I'm struggling as much now after 40 hours as I did after the previous 72 hour lock but I know I can push through this and set a new record 

Mistress honoured me with a picture to worship. I felt my cock straining within the cage the whole time while worshipping her. This was a glorious reminder of why I'm locked. I'm locked for entertainment and enjoyment. The straining cock, the pull of my balls and the constant leaking are constant reminders that while I am suffering, I enjoy every moment of being locked.

Yesterday I locked up my cock for my owner Lady Lucrezia. My cock is now her property, and is purely for her entertainment. It is no longer mine to use.

I am so lucky to hand control of my cock to Lady Lucrezia. This is a the most amazing experience of my life. The cage feels so tight and reminds me of her ownership and control and all times. Every erection during the night which wakes me reminds me of her control and my place beneath her. Not even in my sleep am I free from her and I thank Lady Lucrezia for honouring me with this cage.

I'm finally free. Overall that wasn't a bad experience. I think I'm starting to develop a rash where the ring was rubbing against the underside of my balls. I must look into how to stop that before my next chastity session, because there will definitely be a next one!

Last night going to bed locked for a while. There isn't much to say today. I went for a hike which didn't feel as challenging compared to yesterdays cycle and there were even times when I forgot I was even wearing it. It's starting to get more comfortable. I haven't had any interaction with Mistress today so I'm just counting down the hours until I can remove the cage and finally touch myself again! 

Good morning. My second morning waking up and still being locked. Last night was a much better night than the previous night. I only woke twice having to adjust the cage, but it was still very uncomfortable when I did wake. The worst bit was having my locked keys beside the bed. They were teasing and tempting me. Thankfully I stayed strong and just remembered that I am where I belong. Those keys belong to Mistresses cock and that I am her slave girl.

A little follow on from my last entry. I'm just adjusting my cage before going to sleep. I'm trying to make it as comfortable as possible and it's made me so horny. I just want to touch myself and cum but I can't feel anything through the cage and it's so frustrating. I think this is going to be a long horny night!

What a day! This is the first day that I woke in chastity and go to bed still in chastity. It's nothing like I've experienced before and nothing like what I imagined.

Work was cancelled today and I was instead dragged out on a cycle with some friends. It would have been suspicious to say no, so I just went with it. I made sure to put on tight shorts and loose fitting tracksuit pants over them and pedalled into the unknown. I was expecting a lot of discomfort and maybe even a little pain but it wasn't like that at all. There was no pain and only a little discomfort to remind me of my situation. The worst part was when we were off our bikes. I had to be mindful of how I stood so as not to make the cage obvious.

Surprisingly, the biggest challenge for me today was when Mistress simply said "good girl". I've done forced feminisation but being called a girl without the forced fem element was different. It felt more emasculating with just the cage on as it reminded me of my place below Mistress. My manhood has been taken away from me and without my cock I'm just Mistresses girl. I'm not complaining, it just hit me differently than I would have expected.

Apart from that, today was pretty manageable. There weren't as many women around in tight pants to torture me. However, I do feel my horniness levels increasing and at times it feels like my leaking is uncontrollable. 

I'm feeling some straining against the cage as I write this so I'm not too confident of a comfortable night's sleep but I am hopeful!

Just after waking up from from my first sleep in my new proper lockup. I lost count of how many time erections woke me during the night but thankfully I was able to fall back asleep pretty easily.

Yesterday I seemed to notice more gorgeous women walking around in tight fitting pants than usual. I don't know if that really happened or if I just noticed them more now that I'm caged. I'm thinking that probably didn't help with my erections during the night.

I'm embarking on a new adventure. I've finally gotten some free time and I've locked myself in chastity  and submitted to Mistress. I've never done anything longer than 7.5hrs but I'm aiming for 3 days. Getting ready for bed now and I can't wait to see how this goes!

So, I decided to submit to another three tasks and let my Mistress decide what category they were. Handing over control like this felt very, very submissive. She decided that I hadn't completed any CEI tasks for her so now was my chance to do it. I had tasted my own cum before but I absolutely hate it. I never do it by choice, but only when requested/forced by a Domme. I seem to enjoy the thought of it but loose all desire once I cum. I feel like I can still taste it in the back of my throat hours later.

For each task, I recorded myself cumming so that Mistress knew I wasn't trying to cheat, and then had to lick it off the floor, suck it out of a condom or simply cum in my own mouth.

All of these tasks made me feel submissive but the condom scenario made me feel a lot of humiliation too! 

I had the most fun completing a sissy task today. I was ordered to dress up in heels and lingerie and then fuck myself with my dildo while in doggie position and moaning in a high pitched voice. It was such a turn on and felt so good. I really was moaning in pleasure and was just imaging what it would have felt like if I really was being pegged. I'm actually getting hard just thinking about this!

Today's task involved mopping the floor while wearing lingerie and a butt plug. It was a new plug and it felt amazing whenever I bent forward.

It felt like a race against time because I didn't do the tasks until later in the day and I knew people would be arriving home soon after I finished the task. Luckily I hot it done and cleared away all evidence before anyone saw me such a compromised state!

I just completed what felt like the most humiliating task I've ever done and all it required was a chastity cage, heels and me shaking my ass. I actually had to quickly google twerking tutorials because I've done anything like that before. I used the rattling of the padlock on my chastity cage as guide for my effort and with each twerk, I could feel my cock getting harder and harder in its cage.

Yesterday's CBT task was simply tying my balls tightly with some string. I've always loved bondage and have experimented with this in the past. I love the feeling of the rope squeezing my balls and how they become more sensitive when like this. I'm also a big fan of the marks rope leaves and I was able to enjoy these for a short while before they disappeared.

Today's CBT task involved masterbation and a bowl full of iced water. It was a very strange sensation when I put my cock and balls into the ice. At first I was more frustrated by stopping masterbating, but after 10-15 seconds, I could feel my balls freeze on the outside, while the inside was still warm. It resulted in a strange tingling sensation which lasted for longer than I expected. 

Since I found out that my favourite Mistress on here is into CBT I've gone on a bit of a CBT binge with her. Today I was given a task which involved masterbating while using toothpaste as a lube for a set period of time. This actually took 2 attempts as I was getting to a place no Domme wants her subs to get to much too quickly. I had to stop, cool down, shower to relieve some pain from my cock and then try again. This time I was better able to control myself but I was left with a stinging cock for about an hour!

The last task in this session involved clothes pins and body writing. I always find body writing humiliating. The clothes pins didn't hurt at all going on but the sting when taking them off made me just want to leave them on indefinitely. I did fuck up this task. I was rushing to complete it and I forgot to proof it before submitting it. It was sideways and the text was mirrored. Silly mistake so I had to resubmit the image. Thankfully Mistress wasn't too angry about this but I was very angry with myself for being so sloppy.

Mistress saw fit to reward me with a photo which I gladly use to worship her.

My next CBT task simply involved a wooden spoon. I was terrified of this one and put off completing it for as long as I could. The longer I waited, the more anxious I became. My biggest fear was not being able to hit myself hard enough to please Her, but thankfully, I managed it. There were a few hits where I just wanted to bend over in a fetal position. 

Just completed a cbt based task for a Mistress. I have a very love/hate relationship with cbt. On the one hand, I hate it. I get absolutely no pleasure from it and it is just pain. But because of that I love it. Because of this hatred for it and lack of pleasure, it makes cbt one of the ultimate acts of submission. I do it not for my pleasure, but for Mistress' enjoyment. That is the contradiction, I love it because I hate it!

The task involved masterbation and cold water and right now my balls are throbbing. I think this is because the masterbation made them start to fill up and then the cold water made them contract but they didn't have much space!

All I want to do right now is touch myself until I cum!!!

I spent the last few days doing some humiliation tasks for a Mistress. It involved taking pictures in various poses and some body writing. The body writing felt very humiliating and I was worried about getting it off before anyone could see but thankfully I didn't have any problems. (I learned that cooking oil is great at removing permanent marker from skin). All in all, it wasn't the type of session I would normally do but I enjoyed it.

Completed my third and final task today. As usual, it was simple but cruel and all I had to do was give myself a facial. It felt so humiliating feeling my warm cum on my face. I felt so disorientated from the combination of cumming and the humiliation that I forgot to say thank you to my Mistress at the end of the video. Thankfully I remember quickly and was able to say it by text almost immediately after posting the video. 

I had so much fun completing these tasks for my slave-market Mistress. Everyday, while waiting for the days task, I was excited with the anticipation of what it could be. Each time, this was quickly followed by "oh crap!" as soon as I saw the task. However, eventhough each task was so simple, I had a great feeling of accomplishment whenever I completed the task. Plus Mistress said I did a good job so that was the cherry on top!

I cant wait to submit to her again!

Yesterday, I completed my second task for a slave-market Mistress. Was really nervous when I saw it because I had never walked in heels before and I was worried I wouldn't be able to walk far enough to please Mistress. I felt like bambi on ice but focused I managed to do it. Afterwards I realised I forgot to close the blinds on one window and whilst extremely unlikely I know there was 1% chance 1 neighbour could have seen me if they looked out 1 of their upstairs windows.