Limits (known): scat, blood/permeant scaring/violence, public humiliation race play, no face
Today, I received my first chastity cage, and putting it on made me really nervous. At first, it took me some time because the thought of it made me so aroused that it didn't fit. Eventually, I managed to put it on, which left me with mixed feelings. On one hand, I am excited to have a device that keeps me from touching myself all the time; on the other hand, it clearly shows that I want to give away control. My mistress requested that I send her a picture as proof of me wearing a plug and nylons, and I hope my response pleased her.
After several days of abstinence and following my mistress's orders for one day, she allowed me to climax for her. However, she decided that I did not deserve a satisfying orgasm, which is why I had to ruin it. Of course, I was disappointed, feeling so much pressure, but I was also thankful to have at least a little pleasure for her.
Before lunch, my mistress ordered me to jerk off for her. Of course, I was still wearing my utilities. Doing so for the first time for a mistress was really exciting. I was already horny for the last few hours, so my eager dick was already swollen. However, I was not allowed to cum, which left me with a sense of unsatisfaction but also a desire for more tasks.
Today, my mistress ordered me to wear panties and a plug, so I can understand what it feels like to be a slut. Following her orders fills me with excitement. As she requested, I’ve already been wearing them for half the day, and I can’t stop thinking about what she’ll ask of me next. The panties feel amazing, and the plug serves as a constant reminder of her control.