Slave ExtremeBM

I'm an experienced 37 year old sub. In my everyday life, I'm a respected business professional. In my secret life, I serve dominant women. I tend to be on the extreme side and I was told that I have high pain tolerance. I have served Dommes on and off mostly in real time over the past 14 years.

I like no-nonsense Dommes who are sadistic, cold, strict and have no mercy and would treat me like the loser at all times. I get very weak and submissive for cleavage.

My experiences in real time femdom sessions include: Extreme Corporal Punishment (To give you an idea, my worst punishments so far were on 2 separate occasions. One was 115 Strokes of the Judicial Cane and the other was a 100 hard strokes of the wooden paddle. Always looking to be pushed further and like to go past screaming and begging), whipping, bastinado, hard face slapping, some CBT (ballbusting, flogging, curious about electroshocks). Not very experienced with CBT, spitting, worship, Heavy humiliation (being forced to lick the dirt from the bottom of your shoes, being forced to lick between toes, being forced to put a dirty sock in my mouth, being forced to open my mouth and drink piss and shit with hard consequences for failure, verbal humiliation and being told how much of a loser I am and that real men pay women for sex but losers like me get humiliated and beaten,..etc), hot wax, ice play, orgasm denial and trampling. forced is my biggest turn on so being f orced into all of these things and forced to give up more control is what I crave. I enjoy being forced into service as opposed to service (Being a good boy, worship,..etc)

I'm very interested in gambling, wheel and high stake games, games of hard choices in the BDSM sense.

One of biggest turn ons is hardcore real blackmail (CNC) and being forced to do things. Findom is not a fetish I have so I have no interest in Dommes that are only interested in the financial aspect of BDSM (Nothing wrong with Dommes that do. Just not for me). For me blackmail in the BDSM context is about pushing limits and force. My first exposure to blackmail came as a subscriber to a website for a Domme from South Africa around 12 years ago. There weren't as much blackmail content out there yet. She was extreme and had 2 blackmailed subs that she forced to do things on streams. On one of the stream I watched, she put up and ad for her straight sub to be fucked and communicated with the responses. She then made the sub wear a mask not knowing anything about the stranger that will show up to his house to fuck him and cum in his mouth while we watched on stream and she directed. The first 20 minutes of the stream was him begging her not to force him to do it but she was ruthless and he ended up doing it. Another time she said that the same sub was given a punishment and she arranged for a local Domme to go to his place and whip and cane him. She put it out to her fans and the number of comments was going to determine the number of strokes. He ended up with over 80 strokes while we watched on stream and she was going to charge him $10 for every stroke he can't take. Another stream was of another sub who tried to run and was given the choice between exposure or punishment. He had no choice and the punishment was to send a Domme to his place to use him a toilet. The streams showed him begging and crying for mercy but there was none. He had to either lay down and open his mouth or get exposed. The fear in his eyes as he had no choice but to open his mouth as she took a dump in it. She then hit him with a whip until he consumed everything. I remember I used to watch those streams with peaked interest and that's when I knew I had that interest in blackmail. I've been an addict since and the addiction has been escalating. I’ve been addicted to blackmail porn and watching victims being blackmailed into things like f orced feminisation, extreme chastity and even crazy things like eating dog food,...etc