I am married, so my availability for play is limited to those times when I am working from home. However, if ordered to perform a task, I will do my best to complete it in a timely manner.
I need a firm hand to apply discipline to me and establish structure
I am a slut. I finally admitted that to myself yesterday. I want a Mistress to use me. I then want that Mistress to get with her friends and run a train on me. I want that Mistress to pimp me out to others. I am a whore.
Do you suppose there are any Mistresses out there looking to own a slave that they can pimp out to other Mistresses to play with?
Losing control over every aspect of my BDSM life generates a high volume of erotic energy in me. For example, the idea of being humiliated in the public square is exciting. The idea of being put on the block by my owner, when I have one, and sold to another causes my cock to strain against the chastity cage bars that constrain it. I wonder if other slaves experience these same feelings?
I am a bit surprised that no one demanded that I put on my chastity cage this morning. Nice to be able to go to the bathroom standing up and have my cock and balls free. In the event, a Mistress does decide to put me in chastity, I did bring my cage with me, just in case.
I wish there was a way to tell who “liked” on of my diary entries
Is it wrong to wonder why Masters would be interested in me?
I did not realize that not being owned makes me less of a slave than others who are owned.
I reached the cotton collar slave ranking this morning. Only thing that really interests me is the public square. I wish I had some alone time so that a Mistress could amuse herself with me. But that is not in the cards for the next few days.
Started a 24 hour chastity task for 1GoddessBossy last night. The ring around my scrotum pushes my balls forward causing the sack to rub against my thighs. Sleeping is a challenge because if I lay with my legs together, I pinch my balls and that is like getting kicked there. Of course there is the periodic straining of my penis, trying to become erect be prevented by the small cage. Finally, my cock constantly leaks precum as I experience the frustration of no release.
Today was a holiday in the United States, Thanksgiving, so it was spent with family today. I, like many other people, are off tomorrow also, but will not have alone time in order to serve the variety of wonderful mistresses that are on here. Hopefully, new opportunities will arise over the next few days.
I experienced my first session with Dominatrix Aly today. Being new, I had no idea what to expect. Some of the tasks were a bit challenging and a few were a bit humiliating, but all of them fit well with what my kinks are. Mistress Aly was demanding, but also generous. I had a great experience.
Frustrating night with my chastity cage. I tried to use the numbered seal, but the cable did not lock down tightly enough and the cage came apart. So, I had to clear my beginning chastity entry and I'll try again tomorrow to figure out a way to make this work.
I am new to this site and checking it out. I hope that a Mistress will choose to humiliate me in photos and then display those pictures for others to laugh at.