Slave Henry2Serve

By Monday of next week, I expect to reach two-hundred worships objective to Goddess Darkluna420. That should take my total fames count to 22,791 fames leaving me 2,209 short of the 25,000 fames needed to receive a promotion to the next slave level. I think I should start my next series of worships with a Mistress at the lowest Dominant rank which will elevate her in the ranks quickly while earning me additional fames bonuses. Next step is to figure out with whom to perform my next set of worships.

The objective is simple. Worship two dominants, that have worshipped fifty times each, 150 additional times to earn 750 fames plus a one-thousand fames bonus which will drive my fames total to 24,500. Add in another 250 fames for daily skills assessments and perhaps worshipping a third Dominant fifty times and then I receive my promotion to the Gems collar.

Even though I know I won’t be there for long, it is great to be listed in the top ten right now. 

This was Goddess Gothica's profile early last evening.

This was her profle a minute later, after I worshipped this wonderful Dominant for the 1,000th time.

When I can perform an activity in service to another that advances them on this site, it makes me incredibly happy. 

CONGRATULATIONS to Goddess Gothica on reaching the rank of Crop!

i just looked at the top ten ranked slaves, by month, for April and was surprised to see that nine of the ten are owned, rather than free. Not quite sure what to make of that.

If a bitch advertises him or herself as a famescow, they should first be able to produce a chart or table of their daily fames production so the Mistress or Master considering adding that bitch to her or his herd knows what to expect.  Below is my fames generation for March.

I wonder, does a whore like me become more or less desirable as he moves up the slave ranks?

Working from home today and feeling particularly chatty today with a desire to express my impressions regardless of the potential punishment I might receive later.  Perhaps a Dominant will get sick of my entries and put a ring gag in my mouth.

Just a thought: I do not mind paying for permission to speak to a Dominant. I have held wonderful chats with a variety of outstanding Mistresses--and a few Masters--where the fee to speak was five dollars or less. 

However, any Mistress who expects seventy-seven dollars just for permission to speak lacks a basic awareness of Slave Market economics and an unjustified, hyperinflated view of him or herself relative to the other Dominants here. 

Patience is a characteristic with which I struggle. That element of my personality makes the path to 1,000 worships mentally exhausting because of the "one worship per hour" ceiling. When awake, I constantly on alert to click on the worship button every hour and frequently go back to it multiple times because I could not remember whether or not I clicked it. When asleep, I worships appear in my dreams and I frequently awaken just to make sure I tap that worship button. 

That worship button is a marvelous psychological control tool for Dominants in that it requires little effort on the part of a Master or Mistress, but can impose higher levels of stress on the submissive.

I suspect there are Dominants who saw my name appear in their list of "Who's visited my profile" but wondered why they did not receive a corresponding worship after my visit. 

Right now, every worship I can give goes to fulfilling my commitment to reach 1,000 worships to Goddess Gothica so that each of us can receive the 7,000 fames bonus. Once I achieve that goal, I can distribute worships much more widely. 

I will be curious to see how the introduction of Slave Files impacts the overall Dominant demand for slaves. For those Mistresses and Masters looking to move up in the ranks, I can image that these slave files can make identifying high performance famescows easier and increase a Dominant's desire to acquire ownership in a productive bitch. Moreover, one the Dominant reaches hers or his objective, selling a high performer with a positive slave file track record could fetch more money. I can easily see an environment developing where the number of Slave Auction transactions climbs substantially. 

As an aside, I like knowing what Dominants think of my performance and what they share with their peers about me. Possessing a reputation for good performance is important to me.

Just a little more than seventy-five percent of the way towards 1,000 worships to Goddess Gothica. I managed to perform 250 worships in fifteen days at a rate of over sixteen per day. At this pace, I should hit my objective and Goddess Gothica receives her promotion before April 11.

I wonder if the other whores on this platform experience more, the same, or fewer, fake dominants than do I? Another one appeared in my message feed on Wednesday, presenting as a Mistress from Dallas. Her user name was Blondereine and she employed “strong arm” language with me. She opened by declaring she owned me and to purchase her contact information 

Admittedly, her approach excited me a bit. But her tone and language more closely tracked my interactions with Masters than Mistresses. Moreover, minor grammatical errors set off my skepticism. With a little bit of research, I learned “she” was likely a group of Romanian guys trying to scam bitches out of their money.  Blondereine either blocked me or deleted their account  

What makes Slave Market such a great platform is the protection from scammers that it offers. 

I did not win the most pitiful cock photo contest, but did receive 775 fames from the votes I did receive.. Thank you all for voting for me. I really appreciate it!

I need to find the right size anal plug. My previous one was too large and now the one I purchased is too small.  I guess I searching for the Goldilocks plug--one that is just right.

Couple of items added to the toy box. Who wants to enjoy themselves using me?

I just experienced an odd interaction. A dominant messaged  a "Hello bitch boy" greeting. I returned the greeting and then she demanded I submit to her ownership. Admittedly, such a strong and demanding exchange causes me to tremble with a little bit of excitement. I scanned her profile which only had femdom and BigMamma tagged and no kinks. Returning to my message stream I asked what she enjoyed. I did not receive a reply. I thought I would go ahead and strip nude, assume the slave waiting pose, and send her a gift so she knew what I looked like. But when I went to use my phone, her message thread did not appear. Then, when I refreshed the page on my laptop, the message thread was also gone. Wonder what she did to get her account suspended? Because that is the only thing I can think of that would cause the message thread to disappear.

Periodically, I see a notice that a Mistress--and occasionally a Master--with whom I do not have an active coversation, stopped by my profile page. If, after their visit, I don't see a short note saying "Hello" or some such other pleasantry, (for that matter, they could write strip naked, get on your fucking knees, and send me a picture of you in a slave's collaring pose), I assume there was nothing in my profile that piqued her or his interest.

I am marching towards the goal of 1,000 worships to Goddess Gothica. The fames reward for meeting that goal is 7,000, providing a reward rate of 7 fames per worship. The 1,000 goal seems to be the sweet spot for rewards as the marginal rate for even higher worship numbers is the same or lower. 

I performed 563 so far and won’t likely hit my goal till the end of April. But it will put me more than half way to my next collar promotion. 

Next collar level reached! Special "Thank you" goes out to Goddess Gothica who really jumpstarted me on this path. I'm at just over 10,000 fames now and next step is to get to 25,000. It will be a long road, but I think it will be worth it. 

I am half way to fifty worships to Mistress Darkluna420. When I hit that fifty number, I'll earn an additional two-hundred fames which will put me either just under 10,000 or just over. Either way, I am now incredibly close to reaching the next collar level which will then allow me to insert images into my public diary entries. On the upside, she does not even acknowledge I exist which makes it much easier to add worships to her account and not have to worry about subjecting myself to her training as part of the process.

Based on my experience here, the prominence of a Mistress’ findom kink appears inversely proportional to her age. 

Twenty worships of Mistress Sadisticony away from reaching fifty and earning a two-hundred fame bonus. Then, I will need to begin worshiping another Mistress in order to secure another bonus. I am just not sure which one.

I looked at my slave ratings today and I think my "High Limit" rating is much to generous. Admittedly, I lack an analog with which to compare, but I just don't feel like I demonstrate the tolerance for the rating reported.

I decided to try going down one ring size on my chastity cage to see if it fits better.

I've mentioned this in my diary before, but I feel like writing about it again. I am a fat slut, a bitch to be psychologically abused and made to feel worthless. Far too often, Mistress interactions are almost as though I am an equal. That is not the kind of interaction I deserve. Should a Mistress start her greeting with "Hello?" Sure. But really, the greeting should be "Hello bitch. Strip, get on your knees with your legs opened wide, hands behind your head, and send me a picture." Then she should immediately go to asking why my cock is uncaged and demand that I lock myself. I should never be permitted to where clothes while interacting with my Mistress.  

Yesterday afternoon, I hit the five-hundred worships mark for Goddess Gothica which earned both of us a three-thousand fames bonus! I am really pleased to reach that milestone for her because Goddess Gothica is an incredible Mistress and any slave who submits himself to her is better off.  I am now three-quarters of the way to moving up one more slave level, but it feels like it will be a slog. 

I am within eighteen worships of hitting five-hundred total to Goddess Gothica. I am incredibly happy that I can hit this number this week and allow her to earn three-thousand fames as a bonus.  

I wonder if a trans Mistress is stricter and more demanding than other Dommes?

Even though, thankfully, I am owned by the incredible Goddess Gothica, I see new names of Mistresses and Masters who visited my profile. Mistress Starlett669 and Mistress XXoticqueen are the two most recent names. I wonder if my name comes up in slave searches.

Yesterday, after hitting my 200th worship of the beautiful Goddess Gothica, I earned 1,000 fames and advanced to the piked collar level. While that might seem exciting, in reality, getting to this next level is like losing bladder control while wearing dark pants. I have a warm feeling, but I don't really notice anything. Only after getting to the next level, when a slave can include images in his or her diary is this really significant. Otherwise, it is just a yawner. Right now, I am 6,900 fames away from the next level. It is going to be awhile before I cross the next threshold. 

I could certainly be wrong, (I mean, I'm livestock, not a person) but if an unverified or only partially verified Mistress followed me, then did not come back onto the site for eighteen days, she probably wasn't really interested in me, but rather in what she could financially extract from me.

Sluts on this site need to understand that they exist for only one reason, to advance the interests of their owner. While a Mistress or Master might have a variety of fascinations, generally, these break down into a few categories--pleasure and status advancement. Slaves must expect their owner will order them to perform activities (within the agreed upon limits) that the owner finds enjoyable, not the slave. A slave's happiness comes from the owner's enjoyment and a slave must demonstrate he or she has that proper orientation. 

The second element is either status advancement or economic improvement for the Mistress or Master. Both elements derive from  the Dominant's fame balance and ranking. A slave who produces higher volume fames on a daily basis for his or her Dominant helps their own move up in the Dominant status rankings. Moreover, that same slave is also more valuable to other Mistresses and Masters motivated to further their status too. Fame producing slaves will bring more money to the Mistress or Master at slave auction.

Dominants should not get attached to their slaves. If they see an opportunity to sell one and earn credits they should do so and when a slave becomes owned, he or she must accept that control of the direction of their experience is gone.

Shortly before the wonderful Goddess Gothica saved me from the brutal world of freedom, another Mistress lured me off platform and tricked me into paying her 100 dollars and then disappeared. Even on here, slaves need to remain diligent for the few who are just scammers. 

Less than a thousand fames to go and then I move to the next collar level--piked. Hopefully, the changes in collar levels makes me more valuable to my owner and makes other slave owners want to have me as their own. It is a good feeling to be wanted.

Another idea that really excites me is being used by a mistress for her cam show on one of the chat sites out there. 

Just need to earn a little over 1,400 more fames and I move up to the next slave collar level. 

I spent thirty days in chastity, put there by Mistress Alessa. It was a very challenging experience.

I hate being locked in chastity. You really have to pay attention to how you sit down. I pinched my ball sack again when I sat in my office chair and the pain from that that is like getting kicked in the balls

Surprisingly, no Mistress has demanded that I keep my pubic area shaved and my ball sack hairless. 

I finally found, on my home page, where I could react to the offer of ownership. I declined the ownership offer after the Mistress described her expectations and one of those was a hard limit for me. I really appreciated the offer and it made me feel worthwhile, a sense of value I have not experienced in awhile.

A message popped up in my web browser that a Mistress sent me an ownership request. But I cannot find it anywhere. That is frustrating.

Ball sack circumference is 22.9 centimeters this morning. Locked in chastity is causing just the slightest swelling of my scrotum.

Ball sack circumference is 22.8 cm this morning. Adding this to my diary so Mistresses can see my ball sack fill with cum as I am denied release.

Mistress Alessa locked me in chastity last night and already, I'm dry humping the air. There is so much precum oozing from my cock that it soaked through my underwear and started dribbling down my right thigh.  

Worst time to be locked in a chastity cage right now. I really want to mount a bitch and seed her. 

Mistresses are far too nice to me in conversations. Feel free to use degrading language when ordering me. 

Addressing me as “slave” is boring. Calling me “slut,” “bitch,” or any other degrading term is much more exciting. Moreover, there is no reason to be nice to me. If I message you, feel free to tell me to strip, assume the collaring pose, and send you the picture as a gift before you will bother with talking to me. 

An overlooked element of domination is language. I don’t mean specific words, but rather the language a Mistress demands her slave to use. For example, a French Mistress could demand a slave to only speak in French. It not only shows who dominates the relationship, but puts added stress on the slave by forcing him or her to learn a new language or be punished. 

Just became a leather collar. Now I can be humiliated in the public square and put up for sale in the slave auction. 

Doesn't look like any Goddesses visited my profile in the last few days. Perhaps, now that I am old meat, interest is waning.

Been a few days since I wrote anything. Interesting to see that the Slave Auction is pretty quiet right now. Guess there is not much desire to unload property that does not work well for a Mistress.

Who wants to strip me naked and lick me in chastity?

I am a slut. I finally admitted that to myself yesterday. I want a Mistress to use me. I then want that Mistress to get with her friends and run a train on me. I want that Mistress to pimp me out to others. I am a whore.

Do you suppose there are any Mistresses out there looking to own a slave that they can pimp out to other Mistresses to play with?

Losing control over every aspect of my BDSM life generates a high volume of erotic energy in me. For example, the idea of being humiliated in the public square is exciting. The idea of being put on the block by my owner, when I have one, and sold to another causes my cock to strain against the chastity cage bars that constrain it. I wonder if other slaves experience these same feelings?

I am a bit surprised that no one demanded that I put on my chastity cage this morning. Nice to be able to go to the bathroom standing up and have my cock and balls free.  In the event, a Mistress does decide to put me in chastity, I did bring my cage with me, just in case. 

I wish there was a way to tell who “liked” on of my diary entries

Is it wrong to wonder why Masters would be interested in me?

I did not realize that not being owned makes me less of a slave than others who are owned.

I reached the cotton collar slave ranking this morning. Only thing that really interests me is the public square.  I wish I had some alone time so that a Mistress could amuse herself with me. But that is not in the cards for the next few days. 

Started a 24 hour chastity task for 1GoddessBossy last night. The ring around my scrotum pushes my balls forward causing the sack to rub against my thighs. Sleeping is a challenge because if I lay with my legs together, I pinch my balls and that is like getting kicked there. Of course there is the periodic straining of my penis, trying to become erect be prevented by the small cage. Finally, my cock constantly leaks precum as I experience the frustration of no release. 

Today was a holiday in the United States, Thanksgiving, so it was spent with family today. I, like many other people, are off tomorrow also, but will not have alone time in order to serve the variety of wonderful mistresses that are on here. Hopefully, new opportunities will arise over the next few days.

I experienced my first session with Dominatrix Aly today. Being new, I had no idea what to expect. Some of the tasks were a bit challenging and a few were a bit humiliating, but all of them fit well with what my kinks are. Mistress Aly was demanding, but also generous. I had a great experience.

Frustrating night with my chastity cage. I tried to use the numbered seal, but the cable did not lock down tightly enough and the cage came apart. So, I had to clear my beginning chastity entry and I'll try again tomorrow to figure out a way to make this work.

I am new to this site and checking it out. I hope that a Mistress will choose to humiliate me in photos and then display those pictures for others to laugh at.