My compulsion is wearing feminine clothing, panties and lingerie within the privacy of my home. I am looking for roleplay and celibacy.
Always always thinking about and looking at women's lingerie online. I buy some online and buy in the local shops. I even dream about wearing these items. I get wet because of this. I need someone to guide me. I have looked art sissy stuff, but don't know if I am one.
I have to wear women's panties always. The tighter the better. At night I put on panties with side ties, stockings, garter belt and bra. Sometimes pink lipstick. The panties I wear out of the home are usually pink or have some lace. I am excited doing these things and know they are naughty. I need someone to keep me from playing with my you know what. I've been celibate for a couple months now and don't know how long I can keep my self control. I'm hoping to find the right Mistress to keep me from doing the naughty stuff. I will obey all instructions to keep me celibate.