Slave Lien88

am a single woman of 36 years old. I look like a very normal woman. I worked in accountancy. I was a rather shy and prude person. So nobody would ever suspect that I would be on here looking for a master. I was prude my whole life, already as a kid I had low self esteem and some issues with that.

I used to be married and I had a normal (maybe boring, but good) life.

In the summer of 2023 my husband suddenly left me for another woman. This has turned my life upside down. I have been depressed for a long time, with dark thoughts, and I no longer felt a purpose in life. I went through a very difficult period and I had to stop working for some time.

In oktober 2023 I was approached by a master. He introduced me to this world, and taught me to become a completely different woman. I never dared anything else than vanilla, and i was always a shy person. However, he taught me this world, and taught me to give in to my feelings of being a slave. The feeling of not being lonely but having a master I can make proud. The feeling of pushing my boundaries and doing everything I would never have dared to do before. He has slowly but surely educated and trained me, and quickly made me undergo experiences that I would never have dared without him. He taught me to have a purpose in life again.

We didn't live together but we saw each other at least once a week, usually more often.

The first steps were in humiliation, getting rid of shame through exhibitionism tasks, and lust. Pain was not present. he made me walk around a BDSM fair completely naked, where everyone else was dressed. I have been extremely shy my whole life, so this was a really big step. I felt extreme shame, but I tried to just ignore that feeling of shame, and was mostly happy that I made my master proud and that I dared and did it for him. He also took me to a club, where he also let me walk around like that and eventually let me be used by others. At home I also had rules (for example, I had to live naked at home) and tasks, but not outside of it.

He has gradually increasing my training, and in the coming months pain and more bdsm would be introduced.

However, luck was not on our side and at the end of 2024 he became seriously ill.

I am now completely alone again, and I find myself struggling. I miss the guidance and direction, and I feel I need this.

I am looking for a real master, who understands me completely, and who wants to guide me.

I am not attached and I can meet easily. I don't mind starting online, talking, camming, to gain Mutual trust and to see that we are serious, but eventually I need real contact. I write this in English as I think it might be difficult to find anyone who is interested in a woman like me, and I an open to meet anyone, as long as it's not impossible to meet (anywhere in Europe isn't a problem, USA might be more difficult), but preferably someone dutch (Belgian or Netherlands) would be best.