Slave Lilsubslavebrat

I’m looking for an online master to give me orders and to help me control my life. I don’t feel good in control of my life and I struggle with picking out my own clothes. I’m not sure what I’m good at as I have never had a master before but I love the feeling of wearing a collar and crawling on my knees. I really need someone to control me and make me feel so much better for being who I am. I do have ptsd and anxiety along with other mental health things but I am willing to try a lot of things. As for why a master should pick me, is that I am very willing to please any way I can, and I really need help controlling things. I’m not at a place where I can have a real life master/daddy/dom but I absolutely love the feeling of being less in control and less than someone else. I know I don’t look like other guys but I really want to have a daddy. I am transgender and have not transitioned yet, but I hope that will not stop a master from helping me. The times I am most available at are later at night like after 8pm Wisconsin time. I do sometimes work later but rarely does that happen