Slave Nexus

42 days of serving GoddesNadia and unfortunately still really sick, will be on a break for now.

41 days of serving GoddesNadia and one week in Chastity. Really been exhausted today, maybe working wasn't the best choice when I am still a little bit sick. The surrender was pretty fun again today, thats what I imagine when I am a slave for someone.

Not sure what else to say here right now, because I'm thinking the same every day. Still hoping that changes but when I made up my mind its really hard to change it again, little bit sad about that, will see in the next few days.

40th day of serving GoddesNadia and sixth days in chastity. Starting to feel more horny than the last few days I think, but probably because I'm not that sick anymore. The surrender was pretty fun, sometimes I dream about doing that all day for my Mistress and if she doesn't need me anymore she can put me back in my cage.

Definitly feeling pretty submissive again. Honestly the cage was really annoying while I was sick but I didn't want to ask GoddesNadia to let me out but while I was sleeping it was really annoying, I hope it gets better in the next nights, I basically slept all day today. Looking forward to not being sick anymore so I can continue the training with GoddesNadia, even tho I still have second thoughts about this...

39 days of serving GoddesNadia and fifth day of chastity. Still sick but definitly feeling better than the last 2 days. The surrender was pretty fun, although I didn't put that much effort in it today to be totally honest.

Unfortunately I still have some second thoughts and already told GoddesNadia, I really hope we can work on it somehow. Other than that I'm  feeling pretty submissive, even kinda horny again after I felt really bad the last 2 days. Enjoyed talking to GoddesNadia today a lot.

38th day of serving GoddesNadia and fourth day of being in chastity. Still kinda sick, but the surrender was fun today.

37 days of serving GoddesNadia and 3 days of being in chastity. Unfortunately got very sick, but still wanted to put something in here.

36th day of serving GoddesNadia and second day of being in chastity again. Feeling pretty good, usually it annoys me a lot the first days but maybe I got used to it, not sure yet.

The surrender was awful, I hope I never have to do something like that again. But the anal training went great, after a few weeks I can really see and feel the progress.

Other than that I have been really busy today, so not much else to say or think. Starting to feel horny but I don't want to think about it because it will probably be 2 more weeks of chastity. Always great to talk to GoddesNadia about everything basically.

35 days of serving GoddesNadia and first day of being in chastity again. This morning I got to cum again before I had to lock myself up again. It's always the same when I'm locking myself up, I'm starting to doubt that I can do it but GoddesNadia makes it kinda easy for me. I just don't want to disappoint her but I'm positive I can do it for 2 weeks again.

The surrender was quite fun today, I wish I could do this longer, really makes me feel like a slave. The anal training didn't went that great, tried the big plug today but really couldn't get it in. I don't know how people get bit plugs or dildos inside of them, maybe I need more training, no idea. Definitly feeling more submissive again, at least since I have been locked up again.

Honestly was a little bit thinking about "quitting", like I always do. The orgasms felt really good and now I can't experience that for at least 2 weeks but I pushed myself, didn't take that much because its for GoddesNadia but I'm starting to feel like it's not a good idea to keep me unlocked for a longer time because I get used to it really quick. But if it doesn't work out with GoddesNadia I don't know what will work, maybe I'm not born to be a slave for someone for a longer time. That was definitly a problem in the past and I really hope it won't happen again.

34th day of serving GoddesNadia and I guess the first time not really being in chastity. I got permission to cum this morning and even get to cum tomorrow again before I have to lock myself up again. It felt really good this morning, I think the last time it felt way better but it was still amazing to experience an orgasm again.

The surrender was easy as well today and the anal training also went pretty good. I am definitly feeling pretty submissive, it feels like I can't do anything anymore without GoddesNadia permission, but I like it a lot. Gonna enjoy my time without the cage until tomorrow.

33 days of serving GoddesNadia and technically 16 days in Chastity. Today I had my first video call/session with GoddesNadia and it was amazing. Don't want to get too much into the detail but I'm already excited for the next one. I even got the chance to cum but unfortunately I couldn't do it, so I have to wait until tomorrow, also really excited for that.

The surrender was quite diffucult today, because I couldn't really think of a way of putting my mind into words, but I got it done and I think it was really good, at least it felt really good to say it out loud. Definitly feeling submissive, but like really submissive, I'm every day wondering if I can feel more submissive but I actually can, i don't know how GoddesNadia does it.

Little bit scared to put on the chastity cage again tomorrow and have to wear it for at least 14 days, but GoddesNadia makes it somehow feel kinda easy for me. From time to time it gets annoying, but it feels like its worth for her. It's not like I'm suffering, I just have to get used to it and I really want to get used to it, I honestly want to stay in chastity even longer and with GoddesNadia it's possible.

32 days of serving GoddesNadia and 15 days in Chastity. GoddesNadia actually let me out of the chastity cage earlier under the condition that I don't cum "yet". As soon as I got out I took a bath, shaved myself and even touched myself a little bit. At first it felt a little bit weird, that was the longest time ever since I've gotten to touch my penis. But I realised soon, I can't control myself and could easily cum and then decided to lock myself up again. I really don't want to disappoint GoddesNadia so I figured out that's the best solution, maybe she has some mercy on me tomorrow.

The surrender was really easy today and the anal training went pretty good as well. Definitly feeling really submissive, I mean for a short amount of time I've like almost had the "control" but then I decided to give it up because I really shouldn't be in control. Looking forward for my first session with GoddesNadia tomorrow.

31th day of serving GoddesNadia and 14 days in Chastity. I have been really excited today because I thought I could maybe touch myself today, maybe not even to cum, just to feel my penis again, but unfortunately GoddesNadia had other plans and I have to wait for at least 1 more day. Still need to get used to being her property and doing everything to please her. I really hope I can touch myself tomorrow tho. It would have been better if GoddesNadia told me in advance, because I was really really really excited for today but I accepted my faith.

Definitly feeling very submissive after that. I think I went from really horny, to sad and after a while I accepted it and now I'm getting horny again when I think about tomorrow. The surrender was pretty fun today and the anal training also went good. Definitly a little bit scared of the next step of the anal training but I think it might be possible right now.

30 days of serving GoddesNadia and 13 days in chastity so far. Still hoping for a release tomorrow or maybe even touching myself again. The anal training went pretty good yesterday and today, maybe I will be able to do the next step soon. The CBT training also was great I was finally able to do it and the surrender was pretty meh but fine for me.

Still feeling pretty submissive. GoddesNadia doesn't make it easy for me. Been kinda horny since I saw that new picture of her, she is so stunning, really happy and proud to serve her.

29th day of serving GoddesNadia and 12th day in chastity. There are like 2 thoughts in my mind now, I want to be a good slave for GoddesNadia and I am really looking forward to maybe get an orgasm in 2 days. Maybe I can even touch myself like a real person, the last time I got to cum was really humiliating and I mean I still enjoyed it but I kinda hope that GoddesNadia may allow me a normal orgasm. It's insane how I went from touching myself every day to maybe 2 orgasms a month. But I think I am really starting to accept it and I also enjoy serving GoddesNadia a lot, that definitly helps. I haven't really thought a lot about what could happen in 2 days, but the thought of having an orgasm again excites me a lot.

The surrender today was awesome, I need to practice the slave positions more. At this point I kinda remember a lot of them but I want to know them off the top of my head. The CBT training went pretty well and the anal training will probably work pretty good as well, but I will do that later.

I think I'm still feeling pretty submissive, I mean the only thing in my mind is to make GoddesNadia happy right now. Maybe it's for the wrong reason, because I probably do it because I want to have an orgasm again but I'm not sure if I can ever get to that mindset to only care about her. Been really horny today as well, but again its probably also the thought of maybe having an orgasm again or even touching myself would make me probably really happy too.

28 days of serving GoddesNadia and 11 days in chastity so far. First of all, my balls didn't hurt again so thats going pretty well. The surrender today was amazing, sometimes I'm dreaming about living a life like that. The anal training was not that easy again, I feel like I'm not getting better at it but I will try again tomorrow and the cbt training went pretty good as well, I think it might work in the next days.

Definitly feeling pretty submissive, at least since I've gotten home from work. The tasks and the surrender put me on another level of submissiveness. I keep telling to myself, that this is my life now, while I am caged up and have the anal plug inside me, I think it actually helps to accept it. I mean it's not like I don't want it, but it's really hard to stay in chastity for 14 days every time but I think it has to be hard. I think this might be the first time where I actually feel like a slave, I mean I've definitly had very good experiences on this site and if it doesn't work out with GoddesNadia I don't know what else to try, but this actually might work long term. Was kinda worried I am not made for that, because in the past after like a few weeks or a month I didn't really feel like continuing it, but its different now, I hope it never ends.

27th day of serving GoddesNadia and at least 4 more days in chastity. It's been pretty easy today, my balls didn't hurt, I honestly wasn't too horny but I was working again so I could distract myself a little bit. The surrender today was pretty interesting, the anal training was okay I guess and the cbt training was definitly easier than yesterday. It feels like I have no real progress with the anal training but I hope my body just needs some time.

Feeling very submissive again. Enjoy talking to GoddesNadia a lot, she started to plan our first session. Not that much else to tell today, I keep saying to myself that I have to live with the cage now and this is my new life now, maybe it helps, who knows.

26 days of serving GoddesNadia and hopefully 5 more days in chastity. My balls still hurt, it's not really that bad but I've started to notice it through the whole day, I really hope it gets better soon. The tasks today have been pretty good, the surrender was kinda short but powerful, the anal training was a little bit rough today but still manages to do it of course and the cbt training was great, it didn't hurt that much so I tried to hit a bit harder.

Still feeling pretty submissive, even when I'm not doing anything for GoddesNadia. Started yesterday to tell myself that this is my new life now and I have to deal with it and told it myself today even more, like every time it hurt or slightly annoyed me or when I was horny I just told myself that I can't change it and I'm here to serve GoddesNadia and that also means to wear a cage at all time. Maybe that will help to get more into that mindset.

25th day of serving GoddesNadia and 6 more days in chastity at least. My balls kinda start to hurt, not sure if it's because of the new cage or because I'm just too horny. I think if it would be possible I definitly would have touched myself earlier, but with the new cage there is no way to do that. I need to accept my new life, it doesn't make sense to think about touching myself or even cumming, I should accept that I can't do that anymore and do everything to please GoddesNadia, because she is in charge now of basically everything.

Starting to feel more and more submissive, at least I think that is how I feel. The tasks today were pretty easy, I build a humbler today, it's not as good as buying one but I think it gets it's job done. I really appreciate GoddesNadia right now, because she is very patient with me and is helping me getting through it. I wonder when like the switch happens to not care anymore about touching myself or cumming and only wanting to please GoddesNadia, it's probably still a long way.

24 days of serving GoddesNadia and half time in chastity I guess, only 7 days left i hope. Really starting to get used to the new cage and my new life, sometimes it makes me a little bit sad even that I have no control over myself anymore but only a little bit. The exciting part is definitly way more than the sad part, but GoddesNadia is also really amazing so that makes up for the sad part. I mean it's not really sad but it was such a big habit for me to touch myself at least like one time a day and I really miss that freedom. Still need to get used to that I guess, but I really want to get used to that, I want to have that feeling that nothing else matters to me than making GoddesNadia happy, I really hope I can get there.

The anal training has been going pretty good today, the CBT Training still hurts a lot but I trust GoddesNadia that it will get better. Still feeling very submissive, got a task to build something by myself this weekend so I will probably need to buy some things tomorrow in a construction market. Very excited to the future with GoddesNadia, definitly been pretty horny today but some days already have been worse.

23th day of serving GoddesNadia and at least 8 more days of Chastity. Still a little bit scared because its so long without even touching my penis anymore but I'm starting to accept my new life now. The 22 days before were totally different because there was always the possibility for me to cheat or touch myself. For the first time I could hear the beautiful voice of GoddesNadia today, she is just amazing in every aspect.

The training is going pretty good I think. Definitly a lot of things to do for me but that helps me to get more and more into that life. Definitly feeling pretty submissive since yesterday, probably a 10 out of 10 since it's gotten so real. Definitly felt pretty horny today overall, it feels like the new cage is a little bit smaller than the old one so my penis presses against it a lot, but I will get used to it.

22 days of serving GoddesNadia and fifth day in chastity. Honestly just scared when I think about being at least 9 more days in chastity. The trainings today went okay I guess. The anal training was a little bit rough, couldn't get it in very easy and the CBT training was way too painful, I didn't even hit that hard. The surrender also was very exhausting, almost didn't make it to be honest.

Definitly feeling pretty submissive and pretty helpless today. I will definitly do everything in my power to please GoddesNadia and I really don't want to disappoint her. She has full control over my chastity cage now, because we put the keys in a keypod. It's a 50:50 feeling, it kinda feels amazing to really have no control, especially with the new cage I can't even touch myself through the cage and I am very scared also. I don't know if this will put our "relationship" to a new level. I've already been thinking a lot about GoddesNadia, she is really amazing and very smart. Looking forward to the next days or month under her supervision.

21th day of serving GoddesNadia and fourth day in chastity again. The anal training is going pretty good with the medium plug. The surrender was really nice today because I was able to touch myself and the punishment from yesterday was hell of a pain. It still hurts, I really tried it but I couldn't really make it, I hope GoddesNadia still accepts it.

Have not been really feeling submissive today but as soon as I got home it was very different. With the tasks, surrender and the punishment I'm feeling very submissive right now and still a little bit in pain. I will definitly think twice again in the future before I touch myself without permission but with the new cage it shouldn't be possible to do it so it hopefully won't matter.

GoddesNadia is probably asleep right now but I've decided to put the chastity cage back on to get used to it right now, I hope she will be proud of me tomorrow.

20 days of serving GoddesNadia and third day in chastity. Looking forward to finally wear my new cage tomorrow, although I'm a little bit scared, I hope it fits well. I really start to appreciate GoddesNadia more and more. She is so smart and knows a lot about basically everything and it's not like she is bragging about it, its so fun to talk to her, I am learning new things every day.

The surrender today was really weird to be honest and I even had to do it twice because I did it wrong but I don't mind that. The anal training also went better than expected, I think its going really well. Honestly didn't really feel submissive today but I was distracted all day with work and other things, only felt like a litte bit emarassed especially when I did the surrender.

19th day of serving GoddesNadia and second day in chastity again. It's been really easy today but I have distracted myself with games for a good while. But overall I was definitly less horny today. The surrender today was kind of awful to me, but I did it of course. The anal training was good, it still gets easier every day I think, I hope it will be easy tomorrow as well with the bigger plug.

Definitely felt pretty submissive today, especially when I did the tasks from or for GoddesNadia. Probably the same score as yesterday. I hope I can wear my new cage soon, although I'm a little bit scared of it, but GoddesNadia told me my penis has to heal first, which definitly makes sense. It's pretty hard to not touch myself without the cage.

Sometimes I'm thinking about doing even more for GoddesNadia, especially on the weekends. In the weekdays it's sometimes pretty hard to keep track of everything but in the weekend when I have nothing better to do I sometimes wish I could do more for GoddesNadia.

18 days of serving GoddesNadia and it's still amazing. It's technically my first day again in chastity, since I got to cum yesterday, but I've somehow been very horny today. Probably because I was sitting at home almost all day and had no real distraction. Honestly thought it would be easier today, but it's still fine. Also got my new chastity cage today, really looking forward to wear it, although I'm a little bit scared because with that I have almost no way to touch myself, as I should I guess, but still scared. Haven't really been feeling very submissive today, probably a 5 out of 10 today.

The anal training is going great I think, it feels easier every day. I don't know if that's normal but my penis gets really hard when I put my plug into my ass, that's sometimes annoying but I guess that's how it should work. It's almost like a ritual now, when I get back to work or in the weekend when I wake up I do the daily training.

Was talking a bit with GoddesNadia today and I am a little bit afraid she will only give me permission to cum like twice a month. Maybe I will get used to it but currently it sounds kind of insane to me. But I will try my best to do everything to please GoddesNadia and if that's what she wants I will do my absolute best. I'm only afraid of disappointing her, but I think with her on my side I can do everything.

17th day of serving GoddesNadia and even tho I fucked up a little bit I finally got permission to touch myself and even cum. It was really humiliating the way she made me cum but it didn't matter to me, I honestly just wanted to cum again after 17 days. Can't really describe it, it was really amazing and I hope she doesn't keep me for another 17 days in chastity until I get that permission again to be honest.

Felt really submissive again today, the tasks, the surrender, the punishment and the "reward" made me feel like a real slave today. Honestly still a bit horny even tho I got to cum but that's okay for me, maybe I need to keep a litlte bit of hornyness so I can serve GoddesNadia better. Was really frustrated before I got permission but now even after an hour I can still feel the relief and I am very thankful for the permission to cum. I really really appreciate it, I guess I really have to work for that but I will do my absolute best to do everything GoddesNadia wants and deserves.

16 days of serving GoddesNadia and it's still amazing. Yesterday we started with my anal training and I think it has been going great. I really appreciate the way she trains me, because I'm really not comfortable with anal but we start very slowly. Today was also the first day I have asked for permission to touch myself, unfortunately I have been denied. I will probably try again tomorrow because it has been more than half of a month, I mean I touched myself a few times in the last 16 days but not more than 30 seconds...

Currently I am feeling very submissive, it got more and more the later it was today. After the anal training I felt really submissive but then after GoddesNadia denied myself I really feel submissive, because there is nothing I can do about it, was thinking about convincing her, but I will just try again maybe tomorrow. Other than that I have been very horny as always, it was going okay at work today but since I have been home my penis has been hard most of that time. I really hope my new chastity cage arrives soon.

After 15 days of serving GoddesNadia it finally happend. I have succeded the Trial and I am finally owned by GoddesNadia now. It feels very very very good, I'm also a little bit proud, it feels like I have earned it. No idea what happens next, I mean we obviously continue with my training and with chastity, but I think it will be on a different level, now that I'm owned. I think since I have been owned by GoddesNadia my penis is so hard and it doesn't stop. But I can't touch myself, I can't disappoint her on the first day. It just feels like a dream, I may have finally found the one. I think my next goal will be to meet GoddesNadia in reallife. Maybe we can make this happen this year.

14th day of serving GoddesNadia and it has been 2 amazing weeks. I really want to continue my training with her, especially after todays task. These tasks always make me feel like a real slave, not really sure how to explain it but it works. Had to take of my chastity cage for now, got some scratches or small wounds down there, I don't know if I pinched it somewhere with the cage. I hope GoddesNadia won't be mad about that. My new chastity cage should arrive this week hopefully, maybe it will heal until then.

Feeling very submissive lately, I am basically thinking about GoddesNadia all day and trying to worship her every hour. My penis also was pressing against the cage all day. It's really not getting better, I was hoping it will get better after some days or weeks but it may get worse every day. Definitly feeling very horny and a little bit frustrated, I really was hoping for a little release today, but the scratches also really hurt so I should probably not touch it so it can heal faster.

13th day of serving GoddesNadia and I'm just so horny all day. Hopefully not gonna touch myself again, but I will do my absolute best to not do it again. Ordered a new chastity cage yesterday, will probably take some time until it gets here, but I hope with the new cage it will be easier for me to follow the instructions of GoddesNadia. Her new profile picture didn't really make it better for me, it feels like my penis has been pressing against the cage all day. The task today was fun, although I almost failed because I didn't recognize it properly, but when I got home I fortunately remembered it. Looking forward to post something on the Public Square for the first time.

I'm not sure if I feel submissive today or if I feel horny. I mean I would almost do anything right now to touch myself again or even have an orgasm, I think the best I did in the past was 14 days. Not sure if thats a submissive feeling or if I'm just thinking about me or my orgasm. Nonetheless it's probably a 9 or even a 10 out of 10 on my submissive scale. Not much else to say other than that I'm feeling sooooo horny and can't really think about something else. Maybe tomorrow is finally the day and if not that's also ok for me I hope.

12th day of serving GoddesNadia and I disappointed her today. Felt really bad about it and didn't really know how to say it. Got a deserved punishment for that, I feel like the punishments are getting more and more painful, it was definitly way more painful than the last one. It was honestly not that bad it could be way worse but now I know my place again. But I completed the punishment as well as the task but the task was way less painful. I'm really trying my absolute best but after 12 days in chastity it's really not that easy to not touch myself, as dumb as it sounds. I have little holes in my cage where I can reach my penis with 1 finger and sometimes I can't hold myself back. I might have found a new cage with no holes, only on top when I have to pee, I think I will order that one so I won't GoddesNadia anymore.

I feel very submissive today, maybe a 9 out of 10. I was on vacation the last few days and didn't really do anything, but after my task and punishment it feels like I am back home. I have been way to horny the last few days, even right now when I'm writing this my penis presses continuously against the cage. Everything reminds me of GoddesNadia, the worships, the messages, the tasks, even when I lie in my bathtub or in my bed I think about her. But I want to be totally honest, I really want to cum as well. Not sure if I get permission in 2 days, but thinking about it keeps me kind of sane. The good think about mondays is I have to go to work again and I can distract myself from that situation. I don't know if it ever gets easier but I will try to not disappoint GoddeNadia anymore.

11th day of serving GoddesNadia and not much going on today. Last day of my vacation, will go back tomorrow and chastity is going okay. Balls did hurt today but way less than yesterday. Tomorrow I can finally continue my training, definitely looking forward to that, will. probably be a little bit exhausted because it's a 8+ hour drive but maybe GoddesNadia will have some. mercy. Feeling pretty horny right now but it was fine all day so I can deal with that, got better than yesterday for sure. 

10th day of serving GoddesNadia. Still in my little vacation and of course still in my little chastity cage. Haven't really been a problem today, my balls did hurt a little bit but that always happens when I'm kept longer in chastity. It still feels like I'm getting hornier and hornier every day, not sure if it started today or yesterday but it gets really tight in my cage when I get a message from GoddesNadia. The constant worships also remind me about my situation. I hope it gets better soon because it's not that easy when my penis presses against the cage more and more. 

8th day of serving GoddesNadia and she surprises me every day. I got 2 tasks today, because I will be busy the next few days. Today might be the first day I've felt like a little bitch for GoddesNadia, in a positive way. After the first task I was already feeling pretty good for what I have accomplished, but after the second task doing everything I could and still kinda disappointing GoddesNadia was not that great. I honestly really tried and that's important for me, I hope that's also enough for GoddesNadia.

After both tasks as I already said above I feel like a little bitch now and I love it. Probably a 9 or even a 10 out of 10 on my submissive scale. The tasks the last few days have been really pushing me (in a good way), trying out new things and expanding my skills.

Currently I am feeling really horny, it's really tempting to touch myself right now especially after these 2 tasks but I think I'm strong enough to not do it, just took a bath and my penis has been hard since then. It was not that easy to get it back in the cage. Really happy and kind of proud to be a slave of GoddesNadia, she is just amazing.

First with with GoddesNadia was amazing as expected. Been in chastity the whole week and it's been easier than I thought. Sure I had a day where I couldn't resist touching myself, but I will be stronger next time. Definitly understand the meaning of pain of regret now, pain of discipline is probably my choice from now on.

After todays task I definitly felt more submissive than the last few days. I really didn't want to do it but I want to at least try for GoddesNadia. It was very uncomfortable and it burned a lot but after that I felt like a real slave. I really want to get in that mindset that it doesn't matter what I want and it only matters what GoddesNadia wants but it's really hard to get to that point. On a scale from 1 to 10 It felt like a 7 or 8 today. Will probably go back to a 7 by the end of the day.

Other than that I had a doctors appointment today and GoddesNadia allowed me to take off the cage for that. Took the chance after and shaved myself because I want to look clean for GoddesNadia. My mental state is pretty good, didn't have to work today, slept really long today as well, maybe was a bit worried earlier before the task but overall I'm great and really grateful for GoddesNadia. I feel like it's very easy to be her slave, she knows so much and is very careful but is still very strict and demanding and makes me do things I've never done before. Really looking forward to the next 7 days even tho I will be gone for a few days soon and I don't really want to pause our traning.

6th day of serving GoddesNadia and 6th day of chastity and the task today was very painful. Way worse than the punishment yesterday for touching myself, took me a few tries to actually do the task exactly as GoddesNadia wanted. 

I definitely feel more submissive than yesterday. The cage, the constant worships, even the messages remind me more and more of my place. Maybe even a 6 out of 10 today. My work distracted me very good today, so it's been not that bad on the horny front yet. Slept pretty good as well last night, actually thought I would have more problems with falling asleep but it's been going very good so far. 

Today I am pretty exhausted from work and still a little bit in pain from the task. My penis has been pressing against the cage a lot since I got home and did the task for GoddesNadia. I really hope she enjoys it at least. I am enjoying my time with GoddesNadia for sure. The tasks are getting more challenging but I like it. 

5th day of serving GoddesNadia and I really enjoy how she is taking care of me every day, even in aspects of my life no one ever took control so far. I've slept very good today, still not long enough but at least I didn't wake up last night.

On a scale from 1 to 10 how submissive I feel, I would maybe go back to a 4. I am way more horny than yesterday for sure. If it continues like that it will be unbearable in a few days. Gonna be honest I touched myself inside the cage with 1 finger for a few seconds earlier, but then I immediately stopped, because GoddesNadia probably won't be happy about that. Really trying to disctract myself from that right now with video games.

I guess I'm a little bit bored and/or frustrated right now, but that always happens when I am caged for a longer timer I suppose. Maybe I need to get my focus more on GoddesNadia instead of my own desires. With at least 9 days in chastity left I should definitly figure something out.

4th day of serving GoddesNadia and I'm still learning new things every day.

The last night in chastity was not that great, I woke up a few times, but that's ok because it's the Weekend, was also up way too long maybe that play also into it. Definitly been a little bit hornier today than the last few days, especially while researching and executing the task GoddesNadia gave me.

After my task I definitly feel more submissive than yesterday, maybe a 4 or even a 5 out of 10. My mental state is pretty normal today, little bit exhausted because of the last night. The urge to touch myself went up a lot, but it probably gets harder when I sit at home all day and cannot easily distract myself with work or something else. And the fact that GoddesNadia is absolutely gorgeous doesn't make it easier I guess. I enjoy talking to her a lot.

It's now my third day serving GoddesNadia and it's honestly been amazing. I mean, I always think that way in the beginning but I have already learned so much the last 3 days and I'm really looking forward for the next days, weeks or maybe even months.

She also put me in chastity and it's been very easy so far. Usually I have some problems sleeping in the evening or wake up during the nights a few time, at least the first few days but either didn't really happen. If it stays like that I can wear it forever but it will probably get harder soon. But I trust GoddesNadia that she will lead me the right way going forward. Maybe she is finally the strict Mistress I've been looking for, I can already tell that because if I do something slightly different than she told me I have to do it again, what definitly makes sense.

My mental state has been pretty good. I really want to make GoddesNadia happy and don't want to disappoint her so I am giving 100% to do everything she demands and do it exactly as she likes. I think on a scale from 1 to 10 how submissive I feel right now maybe like 3. Really curious how GoddesNadia will make me feel more submissive. Maybe that will also change in the next few days.