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Day 41 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Today I went out, but completely forgot about it yesterday ^^'. So no task done today, let's do it asap :D

Day 40 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Edging task today... Failed ! Feeling so bad... I warmed up too much before doing it lol. At least I ruined it. Anyway I got punished for it with spankings. At the end my hands hurt as much as my cheeks, I hope this would calm Goddess' anger a little... 

Well let's do better next time !

Day 39 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

A bit of exercise today for Goddess ! My thighs hurt a bit but everything is fine now :) I was also supposed to deprive some of my senses while at it... That's great ! I enjoy more and more being sense deprived :D

Day 38 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Eating task today... Well I'm glad I could eat for Goddess, from my natural position : kneeling on the floor !

Day 37 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Pain was on the menu today as I kneeled on some rice ! This was quite hard as the pain was more and more intense as the time passed. It is kinda the opposite pain of the balls in iced water challenge : this one was painful at the beginning but OK once you get used to it. With the rice, you always do small movements or so that change the pressure points of the rice and creates new pain on your knees. Anyway, it was hard but I handled it until the end for Goddess !

Day 36 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

I received my new chastity cage today... I tried the "cb6000" model. I can't even fit in lol, yet I made sure to buy the larger version I could find.

Day 35 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Back to serving ! Today I got to show my submission as slave to Goddess ! It felt rewarding itself :D 

On another note, I still haven't received my new chastity cage. I hope I don't get scammed lol.

Day 33 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

SPH today... All deserved ! Since I can't be man enough to be satisfying, all I can do is apologise ! So I will apologise to Goddess again and again, until she is satisfied :)

Day 32 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Balls punching today ! Classical methods are often effective, and balls punching is timeless haha. I did it with enthusiasm in the hope of pleasing Goddess :)

Meanwhile my new chastity should arrive soon. The website says "home delivery an installation". Well thanks but I'll manage the second part on my own lol.

Day 31 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3 <3 <3 

What a day ! I spent a lot of time serving Goddess today :D

So my first task implied randomness and anal (I used anal beads for the first time !). I took quite some time preparing it, and it felt great doing ! Though I was blinded so I was partially off camera for a bit lol, I didn't even know where I was in my own apartment xd. 

Then I had a workout task. I did squats ! It was really hard to hold, especially after oing a house move yesterday haha.

And I even got a third task before the end of the day !  A balance challenge. I did good on keeping my balance, but the hardest was to stay on one leg for 5 minutes, because it had my foot hurt. But I managed it so I'm happy !

But what really was the peak of the day was the chat session I had with Goddess ! This had me opening up more to her. I think this is a very important step for me as her sub : I very much value the bond, the understanding, the complicity, this is something that really impacts my feelings. So Goddess knowing me better will just make everything feel better, the tasks more thrilling, more satisfying, more rewarding to complete. 

Day 30 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So I helped my family with a house move today. I thought I would do my task afterwards but it went way more tiring than I expected (I didn't know they were on the 3rd floor with no elevator...). So yeah I'll do it tomorrow :)

Day 29 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Balls freezing today ! It's been a while since the last painful task ! At first it was really painful, but after a moment I got used to the temperature and handled it quite well :)

Chastity update : I got a new cage. Dimensions where good. But... The quality was poor, and after 1 hour of wearing it slightly injured me. Nothing serious at all, but it means that I won't wear this one again... I can't even return it :( Well I'd rather laugh about it than cry lol

Day 28 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Well I just came home after a karaoke afterwork. so no task done today sadly. Indeed I just came here to say hi today :D

Good night !

Edit : I just realised I haven't eaten yet lol. Tomorrow's gonna be a tough day at work. Good thing this was very occasional :)

Day 27 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

I finally did it! The writing task is over. It was quite tiring but I'm happy with the result. I hope it pleases Goddess :)

Chastity update : I no longer keep this cage at night. My thighs just push the cage away during the night. If the ring is too large it slips away. If it is not, then it pushes against my scrotum and burns.

Day 26 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

I came home quite tired after a long day and didn't manage to finish my writing assignment :/ Well I could have, but the end would have been rushed. My keyboard is also dying, which doesn't help lol. Anyway let's finish this tomorrow !

Chastity update : last night went not great again, I'll keep trying different settings (I'm kinda running out of ideas) and probably looking for another cage at some point.

Day 25 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

I'm trying super hard to finish my writing task but I would be rushing it by ending it today (or going to bed way too late !). I'm pretty sure I'll be able to finish it tomorrow ! 

Chastity update : The smaller ring went catastrophic during the night. It's always trying to slip away during the night, so once again I had a hard burning sensation from my ball sack that awoke me during the night. I don't really know what to do now, it either burns or slips away ? I'll try again tonight

Day 24 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So I have a pretty long writing task to do today. And since I'm always hesitant and a bit of a perfectionist, I don't think I'll finish it by the end of the day :/ Still, I think it will be decent once I'm done :)

Chastity update : a day spent with a smaller ring went really well. Let's see how the night goes !

Day 23 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Drain session today ! The thrill really is too good <3. This fetish is just so dangerous, but I know I can count on Goddess to keep it reasonable. I guess this is a proof of trust between us, which is great and exciting for the future !

Chastity update  : things felt much better and more comfortable toady. But during the night one of my balls went off the ring lol. I'll try with a slightly smaller ring, but last time I did, it felt too tight.

Day 22 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So today was about a bit of experimentation from my side, as Goddess had me trying some hypnosis. This didn't end up working at all, as I didn't feel any trance or excitation. But I'm still glad I tried. After all, you gotta try to know, and being disappointed is only possible because we can be fulfilled. The "risk" of trying something new is all about this I guess. 

Anyway, chastity update : Today it felt like my cage was twisting my left ball. The pain was light but persistent, so I took it off. I still feel it, so I guess it was a good idea. I'm losing patience with it a little. Is it even possible for it to feel comfortable with a cage on at some point ?

Day 21 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Finally back to task ! A bit of a tricky workout this time, I'll always be nervous doing this kind of things lol. Still, I think it wasn't so bad, I hope Goddess enjoyed it :)

Day 20 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So 2 days in a row without serving, I feel kinda bad, can't wait for tomorrow and finally serve Goddess properly.

Meanwhile I keep wearing the cage at home, especially during the night. i can't say that is suits perfectly, but I'm getting used to it.

Day 18 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3 

Today I had to put on a little show, and then ruin my orgasm for Goddess ! It's not a problem to have an orgasm denied by Goddess, as edging before her is already such a privilege <3

Chastity is still looking decent, I'll keep getting used to it :)

Day 17 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Cum day today ! I won't share the details, but it was a new way to orgasm for me. And oh my... The feeling was just amazing ! I never thought I would ever experience something like this :D

Chastity training update : last night was good, it didn't hurt or anything, didn't wake me up. I kept it while I was home and it was also OK. Let's keep going :)

Day 16 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Spankings today... I did my best to make them sound as loud as possible, I hope this will be enough to please Goddess !

Chastity training update : Pain awoke me early this morning, as the ring was giving me a burning sensation on my ball sack. I feel that my thighs push it away during the night, thus stretching my skin and giving me pain.

Since this afternoon, I've tried wearing it without the "belt" (is there a name for this ?) that holds it tightly against me. So far it looks promising. But the night will be the judge of that.

Day 15 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Today Goddess had me singing for her. This really got me out of my comfort zone, but I still tried my best. I chose one of my favorite songs, I hope she likes it.

She also had me edging, which I gladly did :) Then I put my chastity cage back on, as I still try to get used to it. I already spent 2 evenings and nights wearing it, and feel like I found the best way to wear it. Well, it's still testing phase to me, so  let's see :)

Day 14 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3 (report is a bitt late today, sorry...)

So today was a mix of balls pain and ridicule. Well, for as much as I fear the potential consequences of balls torture, Goddess let me a little choice on my pain, so I made sure it was well felt, but not dangerous.

Well I digress too much haha. My point is that I really tried to emphasize the ridicule aspect of the task, making it really personal (but still within her command), so that Goddess would enjoy it. I hope she did !

day 13 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So today I ruined my orgasm for Goddess... Not a problem at all ! The intensity of worshiping Goddess before ruining it all is far enough of a reward to me :)

On an other note, I received my new chastity cage ! Well this one seems to fit perfectly in terms of girth, but is a little too long ><'. Well at least I can put it on and it stays on solidly, so it will do the job for now :) I'll wear it for the night, hopefully it won't hurt or anything like the previous one !

Day 11 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So today was supposed to be a great day, with my butt getting pegged for Goddess. And yes, this part was great.

But my bad habits from the past caught me today. I didn't use to regulate my orgasms, so, after 6 days of holding back, my body couldn't bear it. I felt my thighs tickling and warming the whole day. This was disturbing me and preventing me to focus, starting to impact my "traditional" life.

So, after a lot of hesitation, I decided to beg Goddess for release, as I didn't see any alternative. In her great generosity, she accepted. I came quickly, without even being actually hard.

Shame is on me after today, but I now focus on doing better in the future. Hopefully my new chastity cage will be helpful when it gets delivered.

Day 10 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

What a great day today ! Once again Goddess gave me the opportunity to live up to the name she gave me. I toyed with a dildo in my ass... This was so good.

I also ordered my new chastity cage, I hope this one fits !

Day 9 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

After a day away, I finally could serve Goddess again. I hope she liked my dog impression and my dildo sucking skills, allowing me to live up to the name she gave me. I gave my best and even took a throat lozenge afterwards.

For the first time I saw the notification saying that my Goddess "rang the bell". I panicked a little as I didn't know this feature existed and wondered what this meant for me to do ^^'. Anyway, I was just so proud to be summoned by her. Her attention truly is a reward itself.

Day 8 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Sadly I won't be able to serve Goddess tonight, but I wanted to give an update about my chastity cage concern.

Unfortunately, it is definitely a little too narrow :( As I keep it, it slowly slides away until it "chokes my balls" (I don't really know how to say that, but it burns). Anyway I'll buy a new one, this looking more carefully at the dimensions.

Day 7 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So I received toys I ordered today : a metal chastity cage, a silicone dildo and a vibrating butt plug.

Goddess had me try the chastity cage <3 

The feeling of being restrained is crazy, getting excited while locked is just another turn-on itself. I love it, and I want to submit more than ever.

On an other note, I can't help but have doubts about the cage and its size. I definitely struggled to put it on as the width seems a little too narrow. I'll spend my first night in chastity now and will see how it goes.

Day 6 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

Sport day today... Well it was hard, I felt something in my calf for the evening, I hope I won't be hurt by this tomorrow...

Not related, but I really gotta calm down my horniness ^^'. I won't be able to last like this lol (but I swear I don't cum !).

Day 5 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

So today was finally my first real orgasm for Goddess <3. I had to eat it too. At first, with post-nut clarity hitting, I felt really weird for a moment. But after 1 or 2 hours, I was glad I did it ! Doing such a disgusting and degrading task for Goddess... It's thrilling !

Day 4 as Goddess Hellcat's slave <3

I'm not used (yet :)) to have my orgasm controlled, so I was so relieved that I could ruin it this morning for Goddess, even after only 3 days <3.

Still, this isn't enough for me to stop thinking about my Goddess all day long !

Now I've had my balls frozen, hard feeling... But it hurts good I guess !

I can't wait to see what's coming