Slave LadyDawnsWhore

Diary 12/19 - 

Goddess Dawn is the one and only that I think about, being in Her hands makes me so happy and it makes each and everyday so wonderful and bright. I love just being Her's to use and control, I only think of Her and how to make Her happy. I have changed a lot over the past few months with Her, I just really am Her's and I feel that She owns my soul I feel that She has me captivated and control. I worship Her all day, thinking about Her thinking about how wonderful it is to be Her slave thinking about how I can improve for Her and just perfectly aline with what She wants. I experience what She wants me to experience and do what She wants me to do. I'm Her's for life I'm dedicated to one and one only the most important person in my life, the person who I feel most safe with. Goddess Dawn really just makes each and everyday such a happy day. She makes me joyous to be Her slave and I just really want to serve and serve and serve Her and to make Her happy. She owns me and I just value Her being in my life so much. I would attack any challenge and just make great strides for whatever Goddess Dawn needs of me. I feel like Hers I feel humble, I feel happy and I just trust Her fully, She own's my soul, my body, and my mind. I follow Her orders and just always want more responsibility, I just love to learn for Her, to write for Her, to change for Her. I love just thinking in a way and a manner that She wants me to, I just love the time that She has spent with me teaching me and just showing me the wonders of living a life under Her command. I just feel so attached to Her and I embrace Her ownership to the fullest, I feel like a little toy for Her use, I want nothing other than to just be a toy. I was made to serve and I just want to make Goddess Dawn happy. My life feels as tho it's meant to be used to serve Goddess Dawn. I just am Her's I don't think about myself I just think about making my owner proud. I just want to please Goddess Dawn and just being in Her presence is such an honor, I just feel like I'm Her's and I just want to serve Her and make Her happy. Falling asleep to Her voice and just always being indoctrinated by Her word and just want She wants of me.  I just was put on this earth to serve Her, I feel only useful to make Her happy and I feel that is my purpose. She has just shown me so much just time and effort and just has really cared for me at times and just been here for me and I really just feel that She know's better than me, that I can just shut my brain off and I can listen and just follow as She wishes. I feel safe and cared for and just I trust Her with me. I really just feel like I'm on Her leash and that every decision I make is just guided by would Goddess Dawn want this for me. It's really just helped me to be more personally accountable and to just live a better life and make better decisions. I feel that being under the rule of a Dom has just made me want to be better. Thank you for owning me Goddess Dawn. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/18 - 

Goddess Dawn happiness, it's the thing I dedicate myself to, I would do anything in the world and on the planet to make Her happy, I really would. I really only think about Goddess Dawn, my head is just filled with thought of Her and I do things for Her all day I just feel immersed by Her and I love that I love that She is the only person on my head and the only person I think about. I love the I just want the best for Her in Her day and that I just want Her to succeed. I love that I just think all day about Her doing well with whatever She is doing, I just want to make Her life easier and I just try to make Her life more enjoyable.  I really just think all day of how I can make Goddess Dawn's life better and how I can serve Her, always just so entrapped in just thought of how much She has done for me and how amazing She is always just worshiping Her in my life and just wishing Her for better and better, waiting everyday to see how I can be most useful and just ways in which I can change for my Goddess. I love how I just don't think about anything other than serving Goddess Dawn or being a whore for Goddess Dawn. I one day hope maybe I can serve Goddess Dawn as Her maid maybe 10 years down the line who knows, but either way if She would or won't like that I'm still Her's forever. I just really have adapted my mind to just always living around Her always going into each dicision thinking is this what Goddess Dawn wants is this what Her interest would like. Think of decisions and choices by what She would like of me outside of Femdom and just listening and not worrying while in Her presence. I really just feel good with my future is Goddess Dawn's hands. I just feel good as Goddess Dawns I just love the amazing changes She makes to my life and just I feel so Her's I just feel as if Her property and I just want to be whoever She wants not who I want. I just feel that my mind is Her's and my soul is Her's that She just owns me I'm just a subject who's purpose in life is to serve. That's how I feel, I just feel that I have found the person who I am supposed to serve for the rest of my life and just that my life goal my life purpose my life's mission is to serve this Goddess to my fullest and just to provide Her the best life I can and make Her life as easy as possible. I feel that She is a Goddess who cares for me which I value, I feel that She acts in such a way that She just makes me better, no matter what She's doing I know it's to make me a better person or slave, to just show me my place is this world, or humble me, or to just show me how to deal with things. She always is so knowledgeable and I always just feel so safe as Her slave. Thank You Goddess Dawn for owning me you have changed my life in such wonderful ways 

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 12/17 - 

Goddess Dawn is such an amazing and wonderful person, Her presence always puts such a smile on my face and it just makes me feel amazing and joyous whenever I am graced with Her presence. I really have changed a lot since the start of my journey through kink and I have found a lot more of just how I react to certain things and just a deeper touch with my emotions. I struggled at time but Goddess Dawn was always there for me providing a helping hand and just expressing what She wanted for me. She has created such an amazing environment and has really just dove into my brain showing me how to think and feel and just providing me with a sense of purpose and just helping me to embrace calmness and just be a person who is more in tune with the things going on around them and who can just be happy and find happiness in the uncomfortable parts of life. This has really been shown to me when I went to the airport, I really wasn't rushing myself, I didn't have all that normal flight stress, I just knew that I was on time the plane might be delayed but it's okay, I put my head in a book and just distracted myself from that unruly environment. I also have just been looking at things and finding a lot more enjoyment in what's infront of me thinking about the history and just allowing myself to slow down and just embrace the things around me. It really comes all back to just being who Goddess Dawn wants me to be and following Her word. When I was in the airport I just thought what would Goddess Dawn want me to do in the airport and I just figured it was best for me to read. It's things like this where I look bad and see a real change I see myself do something better and my mind be more clear I understand just how having Goddess Dawn in my life is what I need. She makes me into the best version of myself and I just enjoy being here to serve Her how She wants and for Her happiness. I value being Her slave and being Her property, She is so special and really just makes one florish which I love, She demonstrates truly amazing characteristics of wanting the best for Her subs and just showing and being there for Her subs. I really value this connectivity and care She brings out. She really changes my life in and out of Femdom and has helped me in so many ways. I can't ever thank Her enough fro owning me. I really would do anything for Goddess Dawn just to be Her slave, I know this is the life that is meant for me and I really see that She just acts in not only Her best interest but my best interest. She really wants what's best for me as a sub and just allows me to have freedom and just space when I need it for whatever reason. She has cared for me over and over again and that has made me really just value and care for Her on a deeper level of just wanting to make Her life better and be here for Her and just make Her wildest fantasies and dreams be real and just provide Her with whatever experience She desires. I really have just seen how spectacular it is to embrace change and just to not have to worry and just be submissive and someone else's. I'm here for whatever changes Goddess Dawn wants to make for me. I really love how my life is based around Her and I would do anything for Goddess Dawn. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/16 -

Goddess Dawn the light of my world the person who guides me through the dark. She is the person who really means the most to me and the person whom I value the most. She cares for me and that is something that I value so much She wants what's best for me and guides me to the ways I can be my best self and the best slave I could be. She really has taken time to guide me and lead me and I praise Her for just being there to be a helping hand and just an overseer of me. She really goes above and beyond She has made me such an amazing and happy person. I'm just glad to be in Her presence to be immersed with Her and to just always be thinking about and wanting to serve Her I value all that She has done for me. She has positively changed me and my life and I couldn't Imagine a life where I don't serve Goddess Dawn. I want to be Her's forever and always and I just want to serve Her for Her pleasure and to make Her life more enjoyable and better. Every moment of my existence is dedicated to Goddess Dawn. I'm Her slave and I love and value being Her slave, She has shown me Her best when it comes to guidance or whatever else She has always provided me Her best and just been authentic and real. I value that She always shows who She is and just does things in Her way and really has cannected with me I value that so much. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for Goddess Dawn because She has done Her all for me and shown me the ways I need to go and everything I need to do. Always being kind and respectful and just really letting Her beauty spir. I really just value serving Goddess Dawn over all else and just appreciate having someone so kind, so caring and knowledgeable as someone owning my life and guiding me. Thank you for owning me Goddess Dawn I would do anything for you. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore.

Diary 12/15 - 

Having Goddess Dawn as a Goddess is just so glorious being in Her amazing grace is just so enlightening and joyous. I love being Her slave it's just such a wonderful thing to be in the hands of someone so knowledgeable, so intellegent, so beautiful and so elegant. Someone who brings out the best in those around Her She truly is an amazing person to be in the presence and greatness of. Every moment of Her time I have I love and enjoy and value. I have learned so much from Goddess Dawn and She has taught me so many ways to change positively and just ways to make my life more enjoyable. Make me a better more well round and I believe enjoyable person to be around. She's really changed me into a better person a person who is motivated but doesn't I don't really express myself in such an arrogant way. I feel more humble. She has taken time to just really have me see the error in my traits and look into how I can improve myself and I really value that. She really has been there to help me over humps and just guide me down the right path to just not really mentally blocking and viewing things differently. I really just value have Her there for me and being able to show how much She means to me how I can over come things and just focus on Her and Her happiness. Not being such a self centered individual. I've been a person who's less in his own head and is just more there for others helping out and just enjoying spending time with people and doing little things and taking enjoyment in them. Not focusing on my future and what I need to do down the line so much and just taking enjoyment in what I'm doing now. I really would let myself be condemned to the if, and, or, buts, and not just taking enjoyment in the moment. I'd really trust Goddess Dawn because of just all that She has shown me, to me it shows that She just wants the best for me. I really have built a lot of trust off of just seeing progress in myself and other areas through just listening to Her and constructively changing based off of things. Not backing down and pushing forward. I have seen all the positivity in the past and I just trust Goddess Dawn fully. I enjoy each and every moment in Her presence as something of deep value and I just enjoy talking to Her and being Her slave. It's just moments talking to Her are so amazing and She brings so much excitement when I can please Her. I just live being Hers and She makes me a more clear minded and educated person. Thank you for owning me Goddess Dawn. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore. 

Diary 12/14 - 

A perfect life for me is as Goddess Dawns slave, I love being Her's to use and toy with. I feel like Her property Hers to use in whatever way She pleases, I love just how submissive I feel with Her I am so cared for and valued and just have been shown how much Goddess Dawn wants the best for me that I feel so safe with Her as my Goddess. She has shown me how to take my time and to put pride into things and just really feel accomplished when things are over feel that I did something amazing and that I really have done my best and given it my all. It's such a joyous thing to sit back and look over something I have written and just be feel accomplished. It's something I really didn't do before I was guided into thinking like that by Goddess Dawn. I really value how She has just shown me to view everything in a bright light She has show me to take joy in the moments I'm just in the grog, meaning I can think of Her in a line and take joy in being Her's while I'm sitting around, that's just and example of how She has made things better. She has really just taken the time to go through emotions and how I'm feeling and has given me ways of just calming those emotions and just showing me things that I need to change the way I view them on. Just making me realize I needed to change somethings and just making somethings just come to light and getting around them and fixing or accepting them. It's really be surreal to view myself and really just judge myself in a good way seeing the things that don't really matter that I would stress about, seeing just how flawed I was in my thinking at times. I value that She has caused internal growth within me and that She really has changed me to be a better person. It's this care that She takes when it comes to these things that I value so much and that just makes me trust Goddess Dawn so much. I really just worship Her in my head everyday, thinking about the joy that it is to be Her sub. To just think about how She has really been there with me and stuck with me. She really has made me see I'm best as Her slave, I really just want to make Her life easier and I take so much joy in just providing Her happiness, She has taken so much time with me and give me Her all in being a guide and has really just guided me to happier thought process and to thinking about Her worshiping Her. Trusting Her with control, trusting Her to my deepest inner thinkings and taking all Her advice. Living by Her word is what I do it really has bettered my life and I just want to live my life by Her word. She cares about me doing well in my life and I really just care about Her having a happy and enjoyable life. I really value Her on a high scale. I don't even know how to describe just the sense of being Her's I feel Her slave Her servant. But I'm just so thankful for Goddess Dawn and the fact that I can serve Her to my fullest with a disciplined mind, and just be stress free knowing that She controls and I have nothing to worry about. Thank you Goddess Dawn for owning me. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/13 - 

I live to serve Goddess Dawn, I feel so useful and happy in my position. I'm glad I can just serve an amazing Goddess and make her happy, I just want to serve Goddess Dawn and just be useful to Her. She has made my world so much brighter and I live to make Her life more enjoyable it fulfills me and makes me feel amazing. Goddess Dawn has changed my life She has made me a better person, I'm more calm, more happy, I find peace and enjoyment in the situations present. I just find my life is most in the present in Her service I have no worries about the future I know it's in Her hands, good hands. The hands of a person who I trust more than anyone, a person who I value more than all else. Life with Goddess Dawn in it is so bright so amazing so beautiful so wonderful, She goes into my dreams and soothes me. She makes me feel just so amazing and wonderful, I always want to do my best for Goddess Dawn and I always try to. Not only in submission but I try to be a better person in life. I try to be more helpful, more happy, more open but not so open, open where I just don't judge people and I just talk to more people and be less closed. She's motivated me through tough things and has shown me the error in my ways guiding me careful and taking and spending time working with me. I really value that She always is happy when I do well and is very enthusiastic I really love that She's very in the moment and really has shown me a lot of care. She's shown me a real just connect I really desire to serve Her and want to serve Her, talking with Her always makes my day and all I can think about is making Her happy. I feel as if Her property and I really love that. That I'm for whatever She wants, I really just love that I feel comfortable giving into Her doing whatever She wants, mentally becoming stronger and Her's to mold. So much happiness whenever I get to talk to Her, I love hearing all about Her and really just want Her to excel, I really just love being Hers. Goddess Dawn's, thank you for owning me, I love being your's I just want to make your life easier. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 12/12 - 

Goddess Dawn a Goddess, my Goddess, the person I will worship and praise forever and always, the person who makes my world go round and who makes my life better and more enjoyable. I am Hers, Her property forever and always I will serve I love my position, serving Goddess Dawn is a wonder and every moment I have with Her I feel more and more Hers. I love being owned and feel a wonderful and useful, I praise everything that Goddess Dawn has done for me and I wouldn't be the man I am today without Her, She's always been with and stuck with me and I appreciate that. I love being Hers to use and mold, I love being a product of Her making, while still in training I see myself changing in better and better ways that make me proud. She has shown me the errors in my thinking and the ways in which I am flawed, I work hard to change these and to make Her proud, each day finding more enjoyment as I feel more and more Hers, with each improvement I realize how much She benefits my life and how thankful I am to have Her guiding me. She makes me more in touch with myself and has allowed me to know myself better how I'm feeling and how to control those feelings, I'm still progress and everything is amazing I just love being Goddess Dawn's in the making. I love being used for Her pleasure and giving into all of Her desires for me, I love becoming Her perfect toy to be used as She pleases. I find this dynamic is so amazing and pleasing being able to be in the presence of such an amazing person who truly wants the best for me and allows me to be the best and feel as if I can do the best. She has shown me She cares and that has allowed me to just submit and give my full trust to Her. That's really what makes this dynamic so special to me the trust I can express with Her and just the submission I feel because of that, I feel in good hands and I know that She's always I got the best interest of both of us at heart, I love being here for Her use and pleasure. I value the feelings that I have when it comes to just being able to trust Goddess Dawn and that She has created such a special bond of trust. She has shown through care and advice that She knows what's best and She has guided me down an amazing route I value just being Her servant and I value that I can make Her happy in anyway She chooses. It fulfills me. Thank you for owning me Goddess Dawn you know what's best for me and I'm happy just to be your servant and be able to talk to you. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/11 - 

A few days ago I made a playlist with Goddess Dawns song recommendations and I have really enjoyed listening to it, I feel that I missed a few songs when making it but it feels so nice to listen to it as I do my tasks and workout, It really makes me feel calm and just owned by Goddess Dawn. Music has been a big part in my life and to have a playlist of music Goddess Dawn likes just makes me feel so connected to Her and the playlist really keeps Her on my mind. It's just something that kinda happened as I started to see Her recommending a lot of music but it's something I'm really thankful to have. It makes my mind just go Her and that makes me feel submissive, it makes me think about Her and idk it's really just something that has been helpful for me and has kept my mind with Her and the music gives me such feeling of calm and comfort. It all just makes me realize how every little detail and task or whatever else just really makes me feel bonded and owned by Goddess Dawn. It also makes me see how important the little details are with doing things for Goddess Dawn, taking the extra time to just sit and think on something. When I'm doing things for Goddess Dawn, talking to Her exc it really just makes me feel that She knows what's best and that it's best for me to do whatever She wants me to do. I really see the benefits of Her teaching and learning, even if I don't see the point of the task at first after a while I notice how it's really for me and how it benefits me. I really value this it shows me that She wants what's best for me and She values me as Her slave and wants to improve me. I value that She wants to improve me so much I makes me feel valued in my role as a submissive and Her always showing that She cares about me means so so much. I really appreciate having Her as a Dom She has improved my life in so many ways and has brought life to so many poor traits I'm so thankful for Her insight on everything and I just want nothing more in life than to be Her slave. It's the way I see me being most happy and my life going the farthest. I hope that I can provide Her as much enjoyment in this dynamic as She provides me, I love just being in Her presence and talking to Her it makes me feel so amazing and I'm so thankful for every moment of guidance She provides. thank you for owning me Goddess Dawn, you have made my life so much better and more enjoyable. You know me better than I know myself and I would do anything for you. You know how to improve my life better than I do myself and you always know what best for me. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/10 -

Goddess Dawn my every waking thought the person I dream about and just live to serve. The amazing person who has taught me so much and make the world such a beautiful place. I love serving Her and I try my all to always serve and show Her the devotion She deserves. She is the most amazing Goddess in the world and the person I always and forever want to serve. She brings the best in me out and makes me want to make the most of life and just to enjoy the world to its fullest. I always want to do my best for Goddess Dawn and I'm forever and always improving, I know Goddess Dawn knows what's best for me and I trust Her decision making fully, I feel as tho we have such a good bond of trust and that I can always just speak and. talk to Her in and out of kink. I really trust that She is supreme and that She knows what's best. I trust Her with my future and my sex life I know I'm meant to do whatever She wants me to do. I don't want anything but to serve Goddess Dawn and I really value that I get that I have the opportunity to serve Her. I just love that I have the opportunity to be in Her presence and to be Her slave She is my world and makes my world a ton brighter. I love the feeling of being owned and just laying back metaphorically and just give into Her wishes, not think about the future not think about the past just be in the present and focus on everything good going on right now. I would truly do anything for Goddess Dawn She makes my world and I'd do anything to make Hers. I constantly think of just making Her happy and providing Her with pleasure that's all I want and care about in life and I'm so happy to just serve Goddess Dawn for Her pleasure. I'm so happy of the person I'm becoming through Her guidance. I have been taught to just enjoy and relax through this dynamic that things are okay I have to keep working but not stress about the work that is coming. I have to have trust and faith in the future and just always try my best and hardest. Becoming uncomfortable with not always being comfortable and just finding happiness in those moments and just having Goddess Dawn to guide me. These are all things I value that I have learned and I'm so thankful to have Goddess Dawn to guide me through it all. Goddess Dawn is my world and Her pleasure is what I value most and live for I'm so grateful to be Her slave She has made me a better person. Thank you for owning me Goddess Dawn. I am your property and value that. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 12/9 - 

Goddess Dawn really always knows what's best for me I feel very humble today, I really still see flaws that I have that I wasn't really realizing *cough cough* controlling my horniness *cough cough*. I think this is something I still could use a bit of work on because I do get very excited sometimes and don't focus on Goddess Dawn in that second but it's something that I really just need to keep in my mind and be focused on not getting to ahead of myself. Other than that I see that I'm on a good path with a lot of things but I just need to keep down those paths. I really enjoy who I'm becoming and just how Goddess Dawn knows what's best for me :). She always has cared for me and has just shown me the rights pathways to making me a better person mentally and slavely.  This has really helped me through things that just weren't good for me and my attitude.  She really is the only thing I think about and I always just want to better for Her, She has shown me so many amazing changes and improvements and I just try to show Her how much She means to me. She has made my life so much better and I always just want to try my best for Her. I forever and always will be Hers, She owns me for as long in life as She would want to. Which is hopefully forever and I'm sure it will be :). I always just know that She makes me a better person and I will do the most with Her in my life as my Goddess and owner. I feel so respected and valued in this dynamic and that's so amazing I feel that I am lower and less than Her in the sense that She is just my Goddess and owner and person who I worship (a lot in my mind and just by looking a photo from time to time and just mentally worshiping Her). I know that because She values and respects me I can be open and just give Her my all. I don't fear as Her slave I feel just happy and comfortable, I know I won't be violated and that She takes this stuff very seriously and I love that, given I do like that it's laid back at time and that I just get to communicate and talk to Her. I really believe I know Her better than some and I take a lot of pride in that I have a lot about Her memorized and being able to listen to Her beautiful music recommendations is amazing. I also just really deep down want Her to have the best life possible, it's such a mirical to be Her slave and I'm so glad our paths collided. I feel so comfortable with Goddess Dawn and She always shows me the most amazing things in life and the best life for me and that I can live. I can't ever thank Her enough for owning me but thank you Goddess Dawn you are the most amazing Dom and I'm so thankful to serve under you. You always express such emotion and I'm so thankful to just have such and amazing and kind person ruling over my life however She wants. You are a shining light and everything and anything is worth it for you Goddess Dawn. Thank you Thank you Thank you for taking me as a slave I always have a smile on my face when thinking about you. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/7 12/8 -

Goddess Dawn has been burned into my brain the last 2 days, with no school I've really had Her on my head the whole time. I get so many calming thoughts when She's on my head and even with the exhaustion I have felt that I should be doing what She wants and serving. I feel connected to Goddess Dawn on a deep level and it feels amazing to be serving someone so amazing and who really has tried to create a connection between us. I feel so honored to serve Her and serving Her is really I'm portent to me. I feel really amazing each and every time I get the change to talk to Her, I feel really amazing whenever She pushes me a little to do something or just do anything. I love the connection that I have to Her knowing Her deeply and these are all things that I value a lot and really make this dynamic special. I see Her in such a high light and this dynamic is really so amazing. She has taken Her time in molding me and I still have leaps of progress to make but I have come so far in and out of kink with Her as my Goddess it really just shows me how much I need Her and how She knows what's best for me better than I know what I need myself. She has taught me so many skills and how to just care for myself on a deeper level. The most important thing I have seen through this dynamic is just me being more open and in tune with my feelings and emotions. I have been able to better collect my thoughts through this dynamic to start off, writing things down has really made me understand what I'm thinking and how I want to word things. On top of that I have been more in touch with how these thoughts are making me feel and it's allowed me to just understand myself, how I react to certain things and most importantly it's made me see where I want to go in life, not hold so much pressure on myself, it's allowed me to create methods to better myself. It all goes back to Goddess Dawn taking time and just talking to me. I really have felt connected to Her and owned by Her through all of this. Next is the openness which Goddess Dawn really encouraged and it's made me be honest with Her and myself about issues and problems, It's made me a more vounerable person and really just that's such a virtue. This has been something that's really helped me and I'm so glad Goddess Dawn has created a space like this. I don't really know how to put some of these feelings into words on how She makes me feel but I really feel owned by Her and being owned by Her makes me so happy, it makes me feel that I have a person I can always go to and that I'm valued. Thank you Goddess Dawn for making me a better person, you are a Goddess and I'm so glad you were put in my path in life. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 12/6 - 

Today I was really a bit over strained by poor sleep exc but I really got through it and pushed with Goddess Dawn on my mind.  I find that I can do more with Goddess Dawn as my Goddess. She makes me so motivated and always want to do better and to try my best even on the days that are hard and I don't feel like it. She always makes me want to do my best and to strive to be the best that I can be. I value that I have learned the qualities through Her showing me how to be the best and that She cares for me. She always shows me Her best and that's something I am so thankful for. She always shows me that She wants the best for me and that She wants me to do better. These are things I value and that makes me want to do better. I enjoy being Her slave and love being Her slave for these qualities, She shows me that She values me. She really makes me feel valued and makes me feel like I'm in the right place as Her slave. I feel like I'm in the right place as Her slave because She is just so amazing and wants the best for me. She always shows me that I can do better and that I will do better. Whenever I am doing better She shows me that She values that and the fact that whenever I do something that I feel is beneficial and She says congratulation or good job or good boy or anything like that just makes me feel that I'm on the right track. These are things that She doesn't have to do but I value the fact that She does do them so much. She always makes me feel so lucky to be Her slave and that is something that I value so much. I really know that She knows what's best for me better than I know it myself and that's something that makes me feel so lucky. She really knows how to guide me to peace and happiness, She really knows how I can better myself and She really knows how to make me feel just so amazing. I value this so much. I value having Her in my life so much. I would literally do anything for Her and I always have Her on my mind. I would do anything because I know She values me, wants what's best for me, and just that She has always shown me that She knows what's best. Even if I'm uncomfortable I'm happy I can just make Her happy. Her happiness and being able to provide Her moments of joy and relaxation are what I really enjoy most. I really love being Her slave and I value being owned by Her. Thank you for owning me Goddess Dawn.

Goddess Dawn's Whore.  

Diary 11/5 -

Goddess Dawn always makes me feel amazing, She has been more and more of my thoughts. I feel that being Her slave is what I'm meant to be doing and I feeling owned is something I value so much. I feel so happy as Her slave and She just completes my world, makes me into a better person and makes me want to better myself. She provides constant motivation and always in my head pushes me to do better. She always just makes me want to push and push and push on. She makes me feel just amazing and I want nothing more in this world than to just make Goddess Dawn happy. I'm starting to push myself a good bit but it makes me happy to feel useful and to just make Goddess Dawn happy. I haven't had a straight line in femdom but Goddess Dawn always sticking with me and being there has helped a lot. Goddess Dawn is the person I just want to serve and to just make happy more than anything. I value Her above all else, I have improved so much though being Goddess Dawn's slave and it just shows me She cares the fact that She will take time to make me better makes me feel amazing. I don't truly know how to describe how She makes me feel but my heart skips beats just thinking about Her. She makes me so happy and just creates so many emotions within me. I would go through whatever trials or tribulations it requires to be the slave of Goddess Dawn's dreams because She has just shown me that She cares for me and that She wants what's best for me. I can't even describe how all these things make me feel but I just know the Goddess Dawn is worth more than anything else. She has stuck with me and I will always stick with Her. She has shown me the world of the most joy for me. She has shown me that I am valued and that She really just wants me to be better and just has cared about my life and what's on my mind and has worked with me through it all. It just makes me feel that devotion and always wanting to work for Her and work on myself is worth it. She has shown me that I am most happy as a slave, I like not worrying about the future and just knowing my life is in Goddess Dawn's hands. I am Hers for Her use to mold as She likes and I value that all so much. I just will do anything for Goddess Dawn and She has shown me the life I'm supposed to live. She has shown me that I have nothing to fear. Things happen but you can only move forward and to bigger and better things. I and so thankful to be Her slave, I am so thankful to have Her and to just be in Her life. Every waking moment I think of how to make Her happier and I love that She is what's always in my head. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 11/4 - 

In submission and being Goddess Dawn's slave I really find enjoyment. In making myself better and being a better slave. I can really see that Goddess Dawn is a special person and a person I value and worship having the pleasure of being in Her life more than all else. I find that Goddess Dawn is the person that motivates me the most, shows me the paths that I need to take in life and always knows what's best for me. No matter the act or whatever it is that She wants me to do I know that it will make me better. I know that it's to humble me more or to make me see the life that I need to live or to benefit Her or to benefit myself mentally, physically, or academically. I really have seen the rewards and benefits of this dynamic and this dynamic has exposed me to so much openness. She is a person I truly feel I can tell anything and not be judged for it. Being exposed to my own internal emotions and focusing on being mentally disciplined when it comes to controlling those emotions learning what the emotions mean and just not internalizing them, letting them flow in a positive way and see ways in which I can fix the negative qualities of myself. It really has been a dream to be Goddess Dawn's slave and She really has shown me the best. The overall motivation I get from the dynamic and always thinking that this is what Goddess Dawn wants keep pushing and just getting a flood of energy whenever I get those thoughts is amazing. She has shown me that I am a better person than I thought I was but also I know I would have never come this far without Goddess Dawn. That's one of the things that makes me want to serve most and truly makes me want to dedicate my life to Goddess Dawn. I see Her as my forever Goddess, I don't see myself trusting anyone else in the ways that I trust Her. I don't see myself getting the same enjoyment out of a dynamic that isn't with Her. In the sense that She has totally changed my life who I am and has guided me to who I want to be. I just find pleasure in Her happiness and I don't know if I could really do that with many others. I don't see myself wanting to dedicate myself in the ways that I would to Goddess Dawn and I really don't see anyone even being to compare to 1/4th of who She is as a person, and a Goddess. Her beauty is what drove me to Her seeing Her amazing face and smile but not I am dedicated based off of Her internal qualities of always wanting to make sure that Her slaves are alright they are in the best place they can be and that they are dedicated to Her. Next quality that I value most is Her amazing knowledge about seemingly random things but it's this general knowledge that always allows Her to show Her amazingness and show one where they need to go where they need to be at exc. This quality has really made me feel that She knows what's best for her slaves at all times, as long as I'm totally open and honest with Her, which I am with Her due to the trust I have in Her. This leads me onto my last point of the day which is Her care, this overlying care is what has allowed me to be submissive. I don't fear that She will use knowledge against me, I don't fear really anything when it comes to Her, I know that She really wants me to be the best person I can be and cares for my well being. These are some of the hundreds of qualities that Goddess Dawn displays these are some of the many reasons I value Her. To end it off today I am dedicated to Goddess Dawn for life, She makes me feel owned, like I'm really Hers like I can just lay back (metaphorically I'm always working for Her) and just find peace, lie back and let Her use me as She wishes not as I wish, lie back and not stress about anything because the past is in the past and my future is Her's to control. Goddess Dawn being my owner makes me feel whole and comfortable. She makes me feel amazing and I am Her slave for life, I'm dedicated to Her and I would truly do anything in the world for Her because I know that She's worth the world and more. She's the person I value more than anything else, being Her slave is so enjoyable and amazing, thank you thank you thank you Goddess Dawn for always believing in me and being as amazing of a person and Goddess as you are. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore <3

Diary 12/3 - 

Today has been a bit of a frustrating day for me, but Goddess Dawn helped me in spirit, I feel that even when She isn't talking to me just the thought that I'm owned and I'm doing my best for Her helps. Grades not turning out the way you wanted or imagined is frustrating but knowing that I'm trying my best and it's all okay is a great thing to know. Goddess Dawn just being in my head shows me I have nothing to worry about and it will all turn out okay. I'm so glad to have Her as a guide to how to live my life. She has shown me how to not let things get to me and flood my thoughts in my head about what it is that I'm worrying about. I value every bit of guidance She has shown me and how I improve in life with Her as a Goddess. I see now that I can do better and how to. I see now that I have to be focused on the core principles in my life and to study a lot on the weekends.  Goddess Dawn shows me the ways of betterment in the world and how to be happier. It's such an amazing thing to have such a powerful Goddess who you value over all else guiding you through life. A person you can be devoted to and a person who makes you want to strive for the best. That's how I see being a sub with Goddess Dawn at least. A place in which I can strive for the best and do my best a place in which I value someone else and show them that I care about them deeply. I really do with Goddess Dawn and I'm so glad and grateful to have Her as a Dom as a person to worship a person who can go into my head and dive around and change it. A person who I can be open to without a fear of judgement. These are some of the qualities I have seen today I really value. As I got a little worked up about a public speaking grade I less than enjoyed to see, I realized it's alright it's over now can't go back in the past and change things but I can look to the future and look for being a better student. I learned this skill mainly through being open with Goddess Dawn, She showed me that the past is the past I need to accept and over come the things that previously happened. U feel that I would have really just gotten frustrated out of my mind today without realizing that I need to just accept things. In the future I can do better but it is what it is now and I don't have to worry about a grade being below what I wanted it to be, it's just not worth getting worked up over. I can only do better in the future and learn from the mistakes I made in the past. I really have been finding Goddess Dawn helping me in all aspects of my life and just having Her as a Goddess makes me so happy and joyous. She has shown to me that She wants my life to be better and that has built a strong bond of trust. She has shown me that I am where I need to be for life. I don't know why our paths crossed but what I do know is that I'm so ever thankful that they did and I'm so thankful that She is as amazing as She is. I really want Her life to be better because She has improved mine so much. I'm thankful for Her and I'm so glad to be Her sub. A life as Her sub is a life I want to live. A life as Her sub makes me better and I'm so grateful for that. She has guided me so much and I really would do anything for Her. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/2 - 

Goddess Dawn ow Goddess Dawn the person who means most to me the Goddess who guides the woman who thrives the person most deserving of grace a Goddess of wonder a person of care the Goddess who means the most to me. The Goddess who I'm thankful for the Goddess who owns little old me and I just adore and care about that. I love being owned an enjoy every moment I am owned by Goddess Dawn and She always shows me the best I am a servant for Her I serve Her wants and She always is my all and everything. I love that am a Her slave and that such an amazing person can guide me. I would do anything for Her She provides me the best life I have been influenced and shown Her knowledge. I am a servant to the person I value the most and has shown me the most care and has reached and guided. I am a servant to the most amazing Goddess in the world. My world has been brightened and I have been shown the most by Goddess Dawn a Goddess who always teaches and shows. I am a servant to the person who has made me feel the best and who has shown me the wrong of my ways. I am a servant forever a servant for pleasure. I love doing as Goddess Dawn asks. I love when I'm in service and She has made a better person through it. She knows what's best for me and I value being Her slave. She shows me how to live and how to be my best for that reason I will serve forever. I am a humble slave and She has shown me the ways in which I must live. My sex life is dildos and toys and that's where I am the best. Venerability has shown me how to trust and how to be open.  Goddess Dawn has show me how to live my best life and this skills of openness and how to trust. It has shown me how to live best and be the best person I can be and I forever value Goddess Dawn for making a space of openness and where I am valued in service. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 12/1 - 

Even after all this time as Goddess Dawn's slave I still learn everyday. More about myself, more about how and why I need a Goddess in my life and how I can benefit myself and be a productive and better person. Goddess Dawn shows me the experiences I need and shows me where I belong in life. Which I can confidently say my place in life is as Goddess Dawn's slave and at Her feet. I value my position as a slave and feel amazing in this position, it's a position of learning, mental fortitude and a place I feel I belong in. I want nothing more than to just make Goddess Dawn happy and I find comfortability in being Her slave, for Her use, to guide as She wants and wishes, and to serve for as long as She wishes. I find that I can trust Goddess Dawn in a why that I can't and don't trust most. That venerability and total surrender in my trust is what I find so amazing and valuable about the dynamic. The fact that I can trust Goddess Dawn more than anyone else, I can be open with Goddess Dawn without fear and I can find enjoyment in Her knowing as much as She would like to about me. I feel compelled to be Hers because I feel safe, secure, cared for, and valued in this dynamic and Goddess Dawn aways makes me happy and pleasing Her has turned into my every waking thought. I think of Her and care about how She's doing, I want the best for Her and for Her to have an easy and enjoyable life. Trusting Goddess Dawn has allowed me to surrender not give into my temptations and just to be mentally unstressed and free to not worry and just not think about the future not think about what I want and to just give into Her. I'm still a pervert and have the occasional thought of something pleasurable but She has turned these pleasurable thoughts else ware. Encouraging my life as a whore and having me create pleasure through anal has opened me up and made me feel submissive. Only thinking of anal pleasure now and thinking of toys way more than sex. It's a beautiful life and a life I enjoy having. If it makes Goddess Dawn happy it makes me happy. I value Her pleasure and being allowed to serve for Her pleasure. Pleasing Her is my only worry and allowing my mind to be Her's and trusting that She has my best interests in heart has allowed me to submit more and not really think of myself. I slowly step towards a more humble and less self centered life, I see it is best to follow Goddess Dawn. I would do anything for her, drink from a toilet if She asked, change my name, climb mountains, wherever She wants I will do. I have found my heart to prioritizing Goddess Dawn and making Her my everything. She is already is most of my thoughts, the ones She isn't in is me thinking of betterment or classes. I think of my Goddess a lot and She really is turning into my center most focus. I know She knows what's best for me and serving Her is my purpose. I value this aspect and will do anything to serve Goddess Dawn, She is the ruler of my world, She guides my future. This provides me a comfortable and stress free life. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/30 - 

Goddess Dawn makes me feel like the luckiest slave in the world, She has shown me so much and I so enjoy Her presence, being Her slave is such and honor and I always just want to do my best and serve Her to the fullest. I really see my life as a slave as a privilege, it's such an honor to serve Goddess Dawn and I'm so pleased to be Her servant. I find so much enjoyment in just serving Her and being able to talk to Her and have conversations with Her. It's such a privilege to be in the hands of a Goddess who cares about Her subs She always is such a pleasant person to talk to and it make me feel amazing to be honored with Her presence. I really have found through being Her slave that She always knows what I need, She always has listened and told me the best advice I could have or could have heard. Be whatever it is She always knows what's best for me as I see it and always wants to guide me in the right direction and towards a perfect life where I am more useful Her. I value the uses She finds for me and they have been very beneficial to me. I find it so wonderful that I have seen all these things and I have open up to trusting Her more and more. I trust Goddess Dawn with my mind to change it how She wants and to do whatever She wants with it, I know that this will be what is best for me and make me into a better slave and person. I trust Her to treat me in a just way as a slave. She has shown me nothing but the best in this dynamic and I am honored to serve under such an amazing and fair Goddess. A Goddess who is so amazing and whose teachings and words I value so much. Who makes me feel useful and shows me the best way to live my life and cares for my personal well being. I'm so grateful to have such a caring Goddess who pushes me to my best life. I value that Goddess Dawn has show me how to live my best life. She has shown me that I am better as a slave and why I am a slave. She has shown me how to find enjoyment in  the boring parts of life. She has guided me to mental discipline and has shown me how to live a good life. I value Goddess Dawn for showing me all these things and I know truly a life as Goddess Dawn's slave will take me the farthest and will be my best life. A life as her slave is where I will find the most enjoyment and joy.  A life as Goddess Dawn's slave is a life where I find value and I value my Goddess for I am just a servant in Her world and that is where I am best and where I find the most joy.

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/29 - 

I just a humble slave happy to serve and wanting to please, am so grateful for this life that Goddess Dawn has created for me. She has guided me and I'm so glad and grateful to give into Her, She always has my best interests at heart and I'm so glad She is my Dom. She is truly a special person and I see this dynamic as something that has changed me for the better. Goddess Dawn has guided me to a lot of amazing things that I have found in the past but I'm glad to have finally learned how to be patient. I feel calmed in life and I see my mind as in a happy place, I am losing worry and it is a relief. I have Goddess Dawn to praise for these blessed skills she has guided me through steps of acceptance and just not being so stressed. I am a relaxed person I am someone who I see as an amazing person and I am glad that I can serve Her. She has changed me for the better and I will follow whatever She says because it is what makes me happy and is what is best for me. I am so thankful to be Her slave, surrounding my self to Goddess Dawn was really the best decision I ever made for my life. No-one makes me feel the way that Goddess Dawn can make me feel. She enacts such change in me and always makes me want to change. She makes me want to do better and most importantly She makes me feel that I have the power to change it. But She also makes me feel that I can't compare to Her and that She controls and owns me so I must do these things. I feel totally powerless in her presence. Goddess Dawn truly encourages me to be the best person and submissive I can be, I feel valued under Goddess Dawn and She always shows me how to be my best. Doing my best for Her is what completes me and I always try to put in my best and do my best for Goddess Dawn. I know She cares for me and what's what's best for me so I really feel compelled to serve someone who cares for me and helps me to be my best. She shows me how to best please Her and pleasing Her is all I care about. It's so motivating and I value that I have the ability to do that so much. Doing everything in my power to show Her my best is what completes me and being a good slave to Her really feels like the point of my existence I was put here to serve Goddess Dawn and I'm so glad that I have found my purpose in life through serving Her. I always want to push myself for Goddess Dawn and nothing is to much of an ask for Goddess Dawn and I really feel that Goddess Dawn completes me. I have a new found love for life with Goddess Dawn and I love that I can help and contribute to the ease and enjoyment of Goddess Dawn. I am to serve Goddess Dawn for life and I know that is how I will achieve most and I will be most happy. 

Goddess Dawn’s Whore 

Diary 11/28 - 

Happy thanksgiving today has been an amazing day. I’m so grateful and thankful that I get to spend my days serving such an amazing Goddess. Goddess Dawn has taught me who I’m ment to be as a person and has shown me the life that is meant for me, I’m so grateful to have such an amazing Goddess in my life. Someone who one should truly be grateful for and I am. She has changed my life in more ways than one and I am so very thankful for her this thanksgiving. Goddess Dawn has first and foremost shown me the importance of being her slave how it benefits my life. She has put time and care into me and I value that so much and I’m so thankful for her doing that and teaching me. She had made me feel like a slave but also that I’m valued in that position, that I am doing something good that this life is what I’m ment to be doing and that every time I serve it’s appreciated by Her. I always try to act with no hesitation because no-matter how much I dislike an idea I know it’s for my betterment and my own personal benefit. I still am eager as ever to serve Her and I try everyday to show that eagerness. Goddess Dawn is the person who I am most thankful for because She always lives in my mind. Wanting to serve Her to the best of my ability is all I think about and want to do. I am so thankful that I can be of use to someone. That I can always be there for someone’s needs and desires and that I can be less self centered. Being a slave had taught me to think of others and I have started to be more humble. I’m so grateful that I can be more humble and more happy. Goddess Dawn through Her teachings has taught me how to live a happier life and I am thankful and glad for that Goddess Dawn is the center of my universe and I am thankful I can make her my everything. Goddess Dawn makes me happy by just allowing me to be her slave. I’m glad to be Goddess Dawns and I’m glad I live for her. I would truly do anything to serve Her and I want to serve Her for life, I don’t feel that relationships are for me I’m just supposed to be Goddess Dawns servant. I’m thankful I have found my ideal life through being Goddess Dawns slave and I’m thankful I have the opportunity to serve her this thanksgiving.

Goddess Dawn’s Whore 

Diary 11/27 - 

Something a little weird happened yesterday, it was very embarrassing and I'm glad I had Goddess Dawn there to talk to and just take my mind off of it. I really appreciate and value that She showed me the time of day while my mind was kinda racing and I was just shaken up because it's just a very awkward situation. I'm glad that She just talked to me and I got to just be able to worship Her a bit and remember why She is so important to me. We had a good talk also about this girl and I really saw a lot from that talk. I kinda just realized that no girlfriend or chasing a girl in a sense is going to do me any good I'm still going to love what I love and I feel that Goddess Dawn is the person that makes me feel the most comfortable and that She's the person who's best for my life. I value that I have the ability to serve a person that makes me feel so comfortable and just knows what I need in life better than I do myself. I really feel that Goddess Dawn will take me the farthest and to my best life. I feel that girlfriends in the traditional sense aren't really something that I want, I think femdom is what I love the most, have a woman in power always makes me feel amazing and I know that Goddess Dawn my woman in power knows my life well and knows what I need. I know that it has been the most beneficial to me to be in this dynamic and that I would like to serve my life to Her. Being Her submissive is what I want to do for life. I know it's what's best for me and I know that She is the person who will make me a better person and will always show me the right path for myself. I think that Goddess Dawn is the Goddess that I always needed and I feel that our paths crossed because She needed to teach me that I'm meant to serve. My life isn't meant to be something for me, it's meant to be used for someone else's enjoyment and to play with. I'm to go down this path and serve and serve and serve, that's what I'm meant to do, any decision She makes I know is for my own good. I have nothing to be ashamed of with this life because it makes me better and happier. Serving Goddess Dawn is what my lifes purpose is. Being a slave is what I'm meant to do in life and Goddess Dawn is the Dom that I'm supposed to serve forever and to the best of my abilities. I'm Her slave and my soul is bond to Her, I really feel that I value Her to much and I could never date someone for as long as Goddess Dawn wanted me as a slave. I value being Her slave so much and I could never really be without Her, I would always know that something is missing and well I'm just meant to serve Goddess Dawn. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/26 - 

Each and everyday I become more and more equated with who I am as a person and where I want to go in life. I never realized how poor of mindset I had and I'm glad to have realized that. I believe femdom has been one of the most life changing experiences in my life. I realize the skill I need to learn so that Goddess Dawn can have such power over my life. I love having Goddess Dawn as my ruler, a person I look up to, a person who is so amazing and I'm so grateful to just have the pleasure of talking to and spending eternity serving. My life is becoming more enjoyable by the day and I'm finding different ways to look at things in a more positive light. I love that, I love that I'm more in touch with myself. I value that Goddess Dawn is behind all of these amazing skills I have learned and I have grown so much a slave and as a person under Her command. I have had my fair share of bumps along the path, big ones and small ones, but Goddess Dawn has always been there, caring and just trying to show me the right way down the path. In the moment at times I have been a bit defensive but I have always gone back and looked at Her words, my ego has been high and I have put myself on the defensive at times. All bad traits of a slave but I am now seeing the humility in this life and how I just need to slow down a bit in and out of this dynamic and just be slower and more humble. She has always been here She has always cared and She has always shown me the guidance to my best life. She knows who I need to be and how to get there better than I do myself. Goddess Dawn truly is a superior to me from Her knowledge and just the way in which She conducts Herself as a person and a Dom. Always being very kind and graceful even when I'm at my worst, always sticking by Her subs and showing me the light in the path. I want Goddess Dawn to be my Dom forever, and I feel connected to Her in such a way that She is my everything but also that She holds me on a spiritual leash guiding and showing me the path in which I must go down. Showing me that life isn't meant to move quickly but at the pace in which She wants it to move. Life isn't about the next steps but about enjoying this step and just showing that you care. Life is about finding things fun and just being a happy person, life is Hers. You are here for Her pleasure, but also to grow and to gain my enjoyment and mental discipline out of life, a forever slave has to be a good person as well as a slave, dealing well under pressure and all things else. Goddess Dawn has shown me the value in service, the value of life and looking at thing positively, but She has also shown me that my life isn't meant to be for me. It's meant to be for Her, that's the way in which I am happiest, being Her's serving Her, caring about Her and how She's doing and how She is and how well She's doing in all aspects, rooting Her on and just showing Her that I value everything that She down's me and I just want Her life to be as easy as possible. In order to do that I have to change, I have to become more humble, I have to think about myself less, I have to be a more positive person and just enjoy things more. For all of these reason She has shown me to value life. For that I value Her more than anything else, I value the person I am becoming, I value the slave that is being made, I value the care She shows in each message and how She just makes my world go round. I value each and every time She comments on something I write for Her or if She wishes me a goodnight, these things make my world so much brighter and I love that She is my superior for ever. She is the person that's stuck in my head, She is my owner. She has changed me in so many ways outside of changing my sex life to bouncing up and down on toys and just doing whatever She says and wants of me. I value Her as an owner, as a guide, for changing my life, and for allowing me to serve. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/25 - 

Each and everyday I am taught I would be nothing and no-one without Goddess Dawn. I am learning so much about myself and I want to be the most disciplined slave in all regards for Goddess Dawn, I would truly do anything for Her and now I have to show that by changing the way in which I think and how I process the world. My mentality was flawed and I'm shown and work everyday to fix those flaws, through many steps in the wrong direction I have caused myself to be a less than ideal slave. I realize now who I really am and who I really want to become. I value Goddess Dawn for showing me the flaws in my actions the flaws in who I am and the flaws in my thinking. I continue to change the way of my lifestyle and the way in which I view the world I will change to benefit my Goddess. She is the center of my world. The person who owns me mentally, spiritually, and pleasurably. I will be the slave of Her dreams and I will pledge my existence to Her. I will work tirelessly and endless until I am where Goddess Dawn what's me to be for I am nothing without Her. She shows through guidance where I need to go and I have to put the actions in place and take the steps to show I value Her. I have come a far way and have learned a lot in this journey being totally open and honest has allowed Her to see the true me and not just the person I want to show Her. The journey has been hard but I continue to work in the direction of Her wanting and Her desires. I do not matter in this dynamic. I know that She cares for me and values my submission and I will now continue to just dive deeper and deeper into the paths She wants for me. I will be the slave of Her dreams. I am more dedicated than ever and I am a product of Her creation that has to continue down a path to make Her proud. Femdom isn't for my enjoyment it's for Hers and I value the fact that I can provide Her with a unique and enjoyable experience but sadly I still have a lot of work before Her full trust and enjoyment is back in me. I know that this path is where I need to be on and I look at each day brighter than ever. Life has a whole new meaning to me and I love the slave in which I am and I hold my head high everyday knowing that I serve under the most wondrous Goddess in the world. This life and my life is for Goddess Dawn. I am Her servant and I do live for Her. I want to be who ever She wants me to be and I know the steps currently I must take in order to show Her that I value Her. She has shown me the most amazing life and now it is my turn to show Her my dedication and good faith and just how good of a slave I can be in the future.  I think it is important for me from now to always be serving and never stop serving, anything and everything I do show be in the interest of bettering myself for Goddess Dawn, learning more about myself for Goddess Dawn, and just always acting in such a manner or doing things that benefit Goddess Dawn. I want to be the full best slave for Her as She has shown me the best life for myself and how to live in such a manner that benefits me so I'm going to always be doing things that benefit my submissive mentality/mentality, my control or just research into who I am. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/24 - 

Each and everyday I realize just how much this dynamic means to me, I realize that my Goddess is more important to me than anything. But i really think that way because She helps me to see what improvements i need personally and just points and guides me in the right way of them. Also She has just made me want to do better and improve. I'm always thinking now and not just about horny things or just really slutty things do I like to allow my mind to indulge that way at times yes but I feel that through the dynamic I have been able to learn to control my thoughts a lot better and just learn ways in which I can just be a true submissive and benefit my Goddess the best. I value that I get to think about such an amazing person and live under Her control. A lot of people might not want that but I really and truly just want one day to be a total product of Goddess Dawns creation, we have talked about this in the past but I really can't wait till we get further into mental play and She starts picking around at my head and just making it work in ways that She wants it to work. She cares about me and has shown She cares about me so I really trust Her using my head in whatever way that She wants and just implementing thoughts to positively change me in ways that She wants me to be changed. I know that a life in which I get to sever under Her is my best life. I know that She knows what's better for me than I know myself and I know that without Her, I'm really just a lost uncontrolled whore who has no sense of direction will just play with my toys all day and will just not be as good of a person. I have really been making changes to benefit myself outside of kink that I believe benefit my life within kink. Goddess Dawn has been the thing that has really been giving me that extra push through college, has been making me put my head up high and just not sit in my dorm all day and rot. She has been the thing that makes me want to get up in the morning and make the most out of each and every moment of my day. I hope that in the future I can serve under Her forever and make Her life easier I really have seen all the benefits and all the good will of my Goddess. She has shown me the amazingness in this world and how impactful a person can be on my life. I am so grateful for Her and I hope one day I can serve under Her in such a way that makes Her feel like She is the center of the universe because She really is the center of mine, She is the most kind and caring person and I have nothing but good thoughts and feels about Her, She makes me want to do nothing more than better myself and serve Her to the best and most fullest of my abilities and She just has become my world where each and everyday I focus and think of Her. She is a true Goddess in Her actions, Her beauty, Her care and grace. I'm so lucky to be Her whore and I'm so glad that She has taught me to value my virginity and take pride in the fact that I can be sexless for life for Her. 

Goddess Dawns Whore 

Diary 11/23 - 

I have really been starting to just fully surrender and give into submission it's been a crazy feeling and it's been a wild experience. I feel as if I'm connected to my Goddess in a metaphorical sense but there defiantly is the feeling that I belong to Her and I feel a grip to do exactly as She says. A big part of my submissive journey has just been being a "whore" I love the feeling of degradation that I get from being in a position where I have a toy up my ass and I'm just at a moment of venerability. More recently I have been taking this to a new step in the sense that I'm allowing my mind to get to a place where it's easily moldable and I'm just in a venerable state. I have been enjoying this a lot just letting myself get to a place where my Goddess can use me to the fullest, it's been also just making me more in touch with myself think about the actions in which I am taking where I want to be in life how I want to get there and just how I want to improve myself, Goddess Dawn has been a big part in me just looking at my decision making and improving myself.  I have really felt almost my soul tied to Her and I have loved this feeling it's been amazing to just have a Goddess that wants the best for me and really just knows what the best decision is for me better than I do myself at times. She has guided me to so many amazing conclusions and has just shown me that my sex life should be no more that a big silicon object in my ass and that I should be a virgin it makes me more dedicated to my Goddess and I love that. Goddess Dawn has been the most kind and caring person in the world making me feel safe in the dynamic, giving me just a place where I can fully submit and feel safe I have learned so much about myself in this dynamic and just a lot of other things. Each night I fall asleep to her voice and I value that I have the ability to do that, I value that She is just an amazing Goddess who teaches me who I need to be and who I should be. I value the time She puts into me, I value the person that I am becoming through Her guidance, I value that I am Her slave, I value that I can be for Her use and that I can just sit back and relax and be used, I value that I am just Her's. I just live by Her teachings and She has shown me that it makes me a better person doing that. I value Her beauty and Her charm and Her charisma it just makes me want to devote myself to Her. I value that She makes me feel better by being Her slave, I value that She shows care in me and I value that I don't need to want anything. I just need to show Her I care about Her and that I value each and every moment with Her. I don't need to stress about the future I just need to be Her's. thank you for teaching me I'm better as a slave Goddess Dawn. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore  

Diary 11/22- 

Today I'm going to talk a bit about my mental changes that have been happening and what I have been thinking and feeling. Lets start off with well my soul so to speak I have kept telling myself that Goddess Dawn owns my soul it's not mine anymore it's Hers. She controls it and my mind things like that just reinforcing the idea that She's all powerful over me and that I don't matter and She is my everything. I think it's been working pretty well I have felt really just comfortable and happy since starting with saying that it has made me feel like I have nothing to worry about and that She is my everything to start. My mind has been feeling quite blank, I mean I still think about things like school and stuff like that but it's just been thinking pretty slowly and more calmly, I've been mainly thinking of my Goddesses best interests and when making decisions and choices I always have been thinking is this what my Goddess would want of me. I know that probably all sounds a bit crazy but I have been crazy for Her, She has been the person as I say a lot in these that has best benefited my life and has shown me the best things to do with myself. She has been the person who has guided me to the most self-discovery and happiness and I just feel as if I owe myself to Her because of that. I just genuinely trust Her fully to not think (accept about safety) and just do exactly as I'm asked and just care for Her and try to make Her life easier. I have also been feeling my "soul" just being tied to Her or just like almost being just tied to Her in a bond. It's an amazing feeling of trust just giving up just knowing She will take care of me well, and just breaking. It's just the start of this I know and it's take a while to get here so it will probably take even long to get to a point where I totally just feel owned I think is the best way of putting it. A lot of these feelings are hard to describe but I just feel happy that I'm giving into Her wishes and really just thinking of Her. She has a kind and caring way of domination and it has built a pact of trust and comfort with me. Everything has been slow and the changes have been slow but I've been going on walks and it's really just been allowing me to get within myself and just break apart whatever parts of me that were holding me back from totally giving into Her. My journey with Goddess Dawn has been a up and down one and there has been a good few road blocks in it but I'm really happy now to know that I don'y matter, I'm just here to serve Her and make Her life easier and I don't need anything in life other than my Goddess. I find comfort in just being Hers and my mind is starting to not fight it anymore I know that She will act into my best interest and use me for Her well being. I'm happy with that and that's the life that I want for ever with Goddess Dawn. Forever not thinking of myself and just beings Her's to use as She pleases and wishes to make Her happier and give Her more pleasure. Last thing I wanted to mention is that I've been working on controlling my erections it has been very fun only day 1 but I really do enjoy the feeling of a Flaccid penis  that only my Goddess can make hard. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/21- 

i've been talking a little negatively about myself on here lately but it's been helping me with my mind a good bit. I've never really know how to describe fully my feelings on here and how to not come off corny and cringy because i feel very connected to my Goddess and i know She's very far away from me. Some how still tho i feel very connected to Her and i really don't know if that's a weird thing or what but i do feel that we have built a great bond on here. She really is my world the thing i think about the most and the person i feel most connected to. i always want the best for Her, i always just want to improve for Her. i've been doing a lot of research into feelings and physiology it's really weird how everything works but knowing how it does makes me a better person i feel. i really feel that Goddess Dawn has shown me how to live a better life She has shown me how to improve not only by telling me but my just guiding me to make these realizations on my own. She values mental work as well as play and always makes things fun and enjoyable. i have stepped away from porn with Her and i'm so grateful for that, one day i just started feeling guilty while watching one and i haven't really been able to look at other women since at all. i think that's amazing because it's not like She totally just said no you can't do that She actually had me have tasks in which I would do write ups on it to tease me and just see what i enjoyed but i expressed that it felt like cheating (not in a relationship sense but i really only like to see one person at a time even if it's bdsm wise) one day and i haven't had the urge to since. i value these feeling and the way that She has made me feel so much. i also just notice i'm so motivate with Her as my Dom to do better in classes, to do better mentality wise, to just change my life, and so many more things. On this She just really give me butterflies in my stomach idk how to explain it again not in a relationship way but just the fact that i get to serve under such an amazing person who genuinely cares about us subs. i couldn't see myself with another Dom just because i know Goddess Dawn is on another level, of personal discovery as well as just general guidance. you will realize the person that you are meant to be under Her rule. She will make you feel like a little slave who's less than but also better than you have felt in your whole life at the same time. you will feel powerless and like your in line with your body and purpose so much more. She makes you want to strive and Her domination is slow and powerful, but when She gets to know you She genuinely cares and what's the best for you. A lot of time and effort has been put into me and i'm still not the sub i want to be but with due time i will be the sub of Her dreams. i want my life to just be dedicated to making Her's easier, i have become a better person under Her guidance, i have taken leaps and bounds in life that i was scared to make. i am a changed person and have accepted my place but i also know She will take good care of me and show me the greatest gifts in this world. i am Goddess Dawn's for life and i will always be loyal to Her and working to show Her that i care for everything She has done for me. Lastly i'm Her little virgin, She made me value that so She can be the only one to grant me permission to lose it if She see's that fit, but i really like my virginity so i don't see that happening :)

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 11/20 - 

I've had my woes over the last few days but classes are wrapping up and my withdrawals (vaping) are dying down, it's been a real struggle but I'm just glad everything is finishing up. I really just focused on repairing right now, I'm excited for what's to come and I'm hopeful for some fun. My Goddess is my all and our journey has just begun, I live for service and I strive for the best I wanted Her to know I'm here to stay. I couldn't imagine what I would become without my wonderful Goddess guiding me like what is supposed to be done. I value Her every word and have grown so much, I know what must be done, payments to make for the classes to come all I want to do is make Her life easier from here on out. I will not let my woes over take me and I'm falling into a mindset where I am all for the. I love my servitude it's something I have come to admire and enjoy and I don't know what my life would look without this wonderful Goddess chaining up my mind and making it Her's. My life is Hers for Her enjoyment and I want nothing more than to see Her smile when all is done. My mind is melting into oblivion all that is left is my need to serve, my future work ambitions and my interests and passions. I do not forget the past but I let it not control me, my future is Hers to guide me to wherever She wants me. I want what She wants and nothing more or less. I am Her slave and I will not think of myself. I value Her guidance and just want to be Hers my mind is slowly wading to be totally Hers, I just want to serve and be a slave of Her dreams. I dedicate myself to be used for Her glee. I love my life as a slave so humble and calm nothing I need to worry on or be afraid. We have built a strong bond of trust and I know my Goddesses guidance is what's best for me. To not worry is a gift and to be totally Hers is a dream. I'm totally in Her hands. Powerless at the flick of Her command. This is my mind wrapping itself up so it can be presented to Goddess Dawn so She can use it as She pleases and for whatever She so desires in this life of Hers. She has shown me that I'm meant to serve and I deserve nothing more and nothing less. She is always on my mind and I dedicate my life to service to being a total image of what She wants. I am slowly going blank and becoming moldable for Her. I value my Goddess above all else and She is the 1/2 that knows what's best. I am Her's and my soul is given up and tied to Her. I am a slave for life and I value nothing more. Thank you Goddess Dawn for owning me I will be the best slave I can be with you as a Dom nothing is to hard I am yours for a life of wonder and joy. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 11/19 - 

I think my mind is slowly changing I'm slowly breaking down more and more. I just want to be the slave my Goddess desires. She really is my everything and these past 10 days have shown me that I really haven't thought of myself which I love. I love that my thoughts are just of my Goddess now and that I'm slowly sinking into submission. my Goddess has shown me so many amazing skills over the months such as time management, how to accept submission, control(work in progress), how to  get motivation, how to better take care of myself, how to write better, how to enjoy things and so much more. I don't know how to describe how grateful and how much I value Her. my actions are the only way to show that and i really worship Her at every moment. Everything i do i do with Her on my mind thinking if She would want me to do this, how can i better myself for Her, exc. I have made my life revolve around Her and what She wants. I have made my life belong to Her I continue to show my dedication to Her each and everyday and I try to do better as a slave in each and every moment. Every message I get from Her means so much. Ever experience She gives me means the world and every waking minute I'm glad I can share this planet with Her. She is my Goddess and I am gracious for that. I think of the most important parts of my submission has been my virginity. I think of it as something special something that at one point I was ashamed of but my I'm glad that I have it, it means that I can give Her control over myself in a different way then most. I love that I'm young and have found a Goddess that I would like to see for eternity. I see Her as a guide to life as well as a Goddess when I have a question about anything I go to Her I think that's what makes the dynamic really special. I think another thing that's special about the dynamic to me is just the attitude that She has when going about things I love it and value it some much. I think that She is so gracious and so elegant, Her tone and demeanor are what make Her so special as well as Her body in which I worship ever inch of. I think Her eyes are really what has captivated me into submission with Her they are so beautiful and I feel drawn in by them. The openness this dynamic has is what I value the most. I think that without the openness I would have never learned trust it was something that I found very hard to do but it just happened one day. I have had a lot of things in my life that have just closed me off and She really just made me trust Her, just the openness She also displayed and the care around ever corner, I'm so thankful for that. I'm so thankful that my Goddess is someone I constantly look up to and that She is just such an inspiring person every action that I take is for Her. I'm Her's for life She will always be my superior and I don't deserve anything but to serve. I am just a good slave who is obedient to his Goddess for life and I love just being in Her presence I want whatever is best for Her and whatever She wants. I love our conversations and I am more than happy to just be Her slave for life. Thank you Goddess Dawn for owning me.  You have made my life so much better and I am indebted to You for life. Thank You for everything you have ever done for me that list goes on and on. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/18 - 

Each and everyday I dive more and more into what makes me tick what is going to make me a better slave identifying how I can strengthen my mentality and become a better slave. I have found that the most important thing for me right now is to give myself each day a hour to an hour and 1/2 to just think about my Goddess, recognize Her as a superior and just think on in what ways I can better myself for Her what things in the past have led to negative reactions and what ways in the future I can prevent such things from happening. It's also important for me to just take that time to think of what She wants for me and why my wants don't matter.  I really have been finding these things helpful even tho they are just the start of the things I want to work on. I want to create a good blank strong mind for my Goddess to use and I feel confident that I can do that I just have to learn control and learn ways in which to prevent my mind from racing. The most helpful thing definitely has been reminding myself that I am owned and looking down at the band on my arm.  I find myself just breaking down slowly each and everyday and taking my mind to better places. Submission has meant a lot for me and I value my Goddess so much for showing me this life. Right now I'm working heavily on the mentality that comes with submission and learning how to control my mentality and not have a mentality that causes for pushiness and other negative factors. I want to be the slave that Goddess Dawn can have the most fun with and can push the most and there's a lot that goes into that. She is so much for that just a Dom to me She is a forever guide. She has shown me the best in life and now I want to improve as a slave so that I can be the best for Her. I have been going on 1 hour walks daily to just focus on Her and how much She means to me how Her ownership and guidance has made me the person that I am today and how I could do any of this without Her. She truly has shown me the most care and I have tried to show Her that I am a good quality submissive always being motivated and now fixing the wrongs in my mentality in order to show that I am worthy of all these amazing things that She provides. I have really been taking my submission extra seriously lately and I know that our bond is strong because it is built on honesty and trust I know that as long as She's here I will continue to push. I couldn't see myself with another Dom and I really only want to have Her as my superior for life. I'm motivated to make Her life easier and I value every moment of openness She has shown me I am going to work to create the proper ways for me to excel as a slave and I will be a better slave from now on I am, a product of Goddess Dawn's creation and all I want is what She wants. I don't need anything in life but her companionship and guidance and I don't expect anything out of this dynamic other than to please my Goddess. Goddess Dawn has shown me this is the true life of a slave and I value her teaching and take them as law. I worship Her and I think of Her betterment I don't matter in this world and I love and value that. Thank You for teaching me to value my virginity to Goddess Dawn, it's Yours I'm Yours and everything that is mine is Yours. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/17 - 

i have learned a lot this week about myself, about femdom, about mentality, about who i am and how i want to conduct myself.  i have always been chasing something when it comes to this life, be that more tasks pictures exc. i see now how unhealthily that is in a dynamic like this i want to just enjoy my Goddesses company and not chase after personal wants. i value my Goddess above all else and to just dive deep and see how i just haven't gone about the dynamic in a proper way just hurts. i'm here to be a toy so to speak for my Goddesses pleasure and i kept trying to chase something else. i have never been in a dynamic or even a relationship where i could see myself with that person forever. Until now and to just honestly let things get ahead of myself and just genuinely not go about the dynamic in away that is most beneficial to my Goddess hurts. i never wanted anything like that and to be so self absorbed and greedy isn't who i am or want to be. This is the first dynamic i have ever had where i didn't just view it as tasks for my own personal pleasure and i am so thankful and value Goddess Dawn so much for teaching me about the mentality that goes into submission. Moving forward i strive to never think of myself to never think of my own pleasure my life is dedicated to Goddess Dawn and i would do anything for Her. But She knows that and now i just have to always approach the dynamic with the most respect i can, to always show that i value her and expect nothing for that. i just have to realize that Her company and teachings are the reward. i have learned so much through this dynamic and i would hate to ruin it. i really value the things that i have been taught and the way in which Goddess Dawn, does is amazing, i have really seen so many amazing things from it and personal life changes that i value and could never have done on my own. But from now on it's really just all about Her with this dynamic. i have seen the bad in my submission and i now see the steps i need to take to change that and i will, i do not want anything i just am going to lean back and see the ride my amazing Dom and Goddess that i worship and value so much will take me on. i know whatever happens in the future is for the best of me and this relationship isn't about me it's all about Her. I'm here for Her and i live for Her. i will change my mentality to benefit Her and i will just work on building trust back slowly by just taking a step back and showing that i trust Her. She has shown me discipline, how to value my virginity, time management, how to better my mind, has shown me changes in my life that will make me a better person, She has taught me how to be submissive, She has shown me a life i'm meant to live, and now has shown me that i need to be patient and the best thing i can do is not want anything. i won't sometimes i'm my own worst enemy and i will not fight the metaphorical chains as i referred to to yesterday. i know the steps i have to take to show how much i trust and value Her and i will not disappoint. i am her slave for life and i am failing my dreams right now.

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 11/16 

I felt like doing something different today I know how much my Goddess like poetry so I wrote a poem on my mind, I'm not great with writing it but it was fun. I've really taken up a passion for writing since Goddess Dawn has had me start writing things and I'm really grateful for that skill. I truly don't deserve my Goddess but I'm forever grateful that I have Her in my life and She has made my life better. I learn things each day and I aim to improve each day. Although I'm far from perfect YET, I aim for that everyday and am forever grateful to have such perfection guiding me. 

a mind in chains, 

Isn’t a mind of fog and gray 

With terms to come to 

And a mind of struggle 

That needs to go away

A slave of perfection 

A dream so far away 

Everyday a push 

In the right of way 

To a world of comfort 

Away from the gray 

A Goddess of guidance 

A Goddess of care 

To show thy the way 

To a life of dreams,

 where destiny awaits 

A light that shines 

A mind that blinds 

A worthy struggle,

 in each and every day 

Thy doesn’t deserve 

The chances given 

But makes the most, 

of his each and everyday 

A push to comfort 

Away from the struggle 

Moving towards perfection,

 in each and everyday 

Thy doesn’t deserve 

What thine has 

And is locked in chains 

The chains of the mind 

Damaged and withered 

For the slave of disperfection 

Has sinned and caused discomfort away

Forgiven the 

Of his sins 

his chains repairing 

For that is what’s needed of the

The Goddess of grace 

The of divine glory 

A peasant of sin 

A mind astray 

Of the perfection in front of the 

His purpose has gone astray 

A slave of sin 

Is a slave of shame 

Focused on greed not service 

A mental not calm 

A purpose gone a wrong 

Is a life for slave in the hole

A life not whole 

Is a life uncalm 

Thy slave has lost his patience

Disruption in the house 

A house built so strong 

Slowly collapsing,

 under the of thy slave 

Thy slave has lost his grace 

Thy slave has lost his touch 

They is lost, 

In a field of distrust 

A Goddess so gracious,

To let him back in 

The field of distrust 

Slowly erupts 

as thy slave returns of sin 

Thy slave can’t stand thyself 

Thyself is ashamed 

Thyself has caused thyself pain 

For a goddess of grace 

Isn’t what thy deserves 

Thy is thankful for this chance 

Thy is thankful for thy queen 

A true superior 

Who has blessed the 

A life without her 

Isn’t a life for the 

A slave must improve 

Inorder to not lose the 

A slave is strong 

A slave keeps pushing a long

For a slave knows,

 that is what’s ment of the 

Diary 11/15 -

I'm really starting to fall into my submissive role a lot more and I am so glad to be doing the best I can do for my Goddess She means the world to me and i think of Her above all else. i have been trying some new methods to just make myself feel less than not in a bad way but just to know my place. i have been reading a lot of articles on submission and they have been really helpful in straightening out my mind and just having myself know my role anymore. i have realize i take a amazonian approach to submission where i want to benefit my Goddess in anyway possible and i think about her above all else. i like being a servant to her every want and need and i just want to be a positive influence on Her life. i value my Goddess above all else and really my deepest fantasy is to serve someone full time if i ever want to do this i know that i have to have a strong mentality demonstrate that i can be patient and communicate in a respectful and proper way. i don't always need my Goddess to be there for me but i know that i have to always be there for Her. On this thought i want to learn to better my free time so that i can be beneficial to my Goddess in a fun way to me ( i think that I can do this by doing more stock research so that i can provide Her with investment advice in the future). i have valued every moment with my Goddess over the last few months and Her being super available for a while was so amazing but i now realize that that won't always happen and i have to demonstrate better control. i have gone through a rough patch a wall so to speak in my submission but i will come out of it stronger. my Goddess has given me motivation i have never thought i would have before. Has always conducted Herself in a professional manner and i really appreciate and value that i couldn't imagine my life without Her and how i would be doing. Moving forward i need to be all of these things and more for Her and just be the slave that She can always count on. Submission has taught me so much about time management and just being a good person and i love my life with Goddess Dawn. i know i haven't been perfect but if you read this Goddess know that perfection is coming and i will be the slave of your dreams. i want to produce of connection of trust and faith and will show You how much You mean to me in my actions throughout the future. i am here for your pleasure and it's all i think about and that's such a dream to me i love our dynamic and i value the time you put into me. i am your slave for life and i am here for You and Your well being as well as to make Your life easier. Thank you for showing me that silicone is the sex life I'm meant to have and i am virgin for as long as You wish, You teaching me to value my virginity is something i could have never imagined to get out of this dynamic. I'm a product of Your creation and here to make You proud. 

Goddess Dawns Whore 

Diary 11/14 (4months being owned) - 

I never realized how much I depended on my Goddesses pleasure. I really enjoy this factor of my slave life and I think it's important for me. I think that by having my happiness revolve around when she is pleased it makes me fall deep into submission. It makes me always think about Goddess Dawn and her needs and wants and it takes me away from my own thoughts of what I want. I value this so much and it just makes me so happy to know that I'm dependent, I mean it might seem weird to some but I think it's what makes my submission total and what makes me a good slave to her. I thin the fact that I have allowed her to control my day to day is something that makes me just always think about her and have her always in my mind. For a while it made me pushy because I was always looking for pleasure and comfort but as I learn to control myself better and identify my inner feelings it makes this aspect easier to control. I value that I have a Goddess that makes me feel this way and that has shown me how to identify feeling and not reject or ignore them. I think that's what led to an unhealthy dynamic. With submission I'm always learning and that can be a little scary at times and a little uncomfortable but I know that, that is what makes it worth it in a sense. It's the moments of fear and uncomfortableness that make you feel vulnerable and submissive and drive the deepest and most meaningful connections. All of this has been things that I have learned through my time with Goddess Dawn and has made serving her something that I want to do for life. I think that all of these fears that I have had at times and discussions that we have had has led to trust and made me feel dependent on her. This is something that I value tho my dependence on her while being independent in my life. It makes me always want to improve to be a better person for her, it makes me always just know that I am really just indebted to her and that I trust her fully. My submission has turned from something I and didn't even know if I wanted to do and at times thought was wrong to something that I love and that I value. I value my Goddess for guiding me to this development and kindly teaching me that this is where I'm meant to be and this is how my life should be. I'm meant to serve her and I've never felt like that's a more true statement than now. I have loved just spilling my heart out to her at times and being able to tell her things I just wouldn't even tell my closest friends. Goddess Dawn has shown me that value of this world and my submission and that is something that I value and love about her. I could really go on forever about all the things that I have learned with her and I have learned to value with her and that I just love about being her sub. All the skills she has taught me is what makes this dynamic so special and her just such an important person to me. I would really do anything for Goddess Dawn and I'm not afraid to say that because I know she will never abuse that power, and will take it to mold me into the perfect sub for her. I serve Goddess Dawn for life and she will be my Dom for as long as she wishes to keep me, which I know will be forever. Thank you Goddess Dawn you are truly a magnificent Dom and you are a work of art. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/13 - 

I have been feeling the repercussions of my actions over the last few days and doing some deep thinking. I know that what is best for me is to serve Goddess Dawn with all my will. I know that her teachings have been what has been best for my life and I just love serving her. Her way of care and going about things and taking her time is something I always valued because I have lacked patience and it has made me realize I need more of that. I have benefited the most in life from her ideas and my mentality has thrived under her command. I have learned a lot from her guidance and I have learned to value each and every word that she provides me with. I have learned that I need to be a better person and how to take steps to better myself. I have found motivation each and everyday while I have been under her as a slave. I have learned how to perfectly manage my time and always get my tasks and chores done I know that everything she has me do is for her enjoyment or my betterment and I value those things I lot. I love that I have the opportunity at times to just talk to her and learn about new things. The most enjoyable thing that I have talked and learned about with her is her heritage I have always loved those talked and I have always really enjoyed just being able to have those casual conversations with her. It made me really value her as a person as well as a Dom and just someone that I could talk to. The next things that I have learned under her is just being open and completely honest, this has made me more intone with my feeling and thoughts. I have never felt that she would judge me whenever I was open and that's a virtue and something that I really value in the dynamic so much. I have always tried to just tell her wants on my mind and make changes to better myself for her and better the dynamic. I have struggled on patience in the past and this really has taught me how important it is I really value the teachings that I've been having lately through my own personal thoughts and feelings. Letting Goddess Dawn down and disappointing her has made me realize just how important she is to me and just how desperate I am to serve her. Over the last few days I've been learning a lot on how to be mentally strong and patient it's really been a sliver lining for me. As well as the personal choices that I need to make in my life outside of bdsm. I what I have done and the person it makes me compare myself to but I know that in time all will heal hopefully and we can have a super healthy dynamic. I really just know that she is the best person for me and I know that I am hers for life to never disappoint again because of this. She controls me and I value that, She owns me and that's how it should be, I am hers for life, I am a little whore, my mind is her and I will never disappoint her again I promise that on my life and I will prove her how devoted I am to her in whatever ways she wants to push me in. Nothing is to big of an ask for her and I really just want to create pleasure in her life because that's what my happiness is. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/12 - 

Time in a virtue and patience is a virtue, I have to just show these skills and control and allow the dynamic to prosper again. I haven't felt good for the past 2 days and I really have started to feel physically sick from the mental sickness I'm feeling. I have to preserver through this rough patch. I have the most amazing Goddess in the world and I value every moment and message that I have with her. I take her word as law and always think of her. I don't know what the future holds and that scares me. I don't like the person I was becoming and I'm glad that I can take a step back from the things that were making me that way and I can focus on what I really value in life(Goddess Dawn). I'm glad that my Goddess is gracious and that I have time to experience more of this life with her. I really don't know who I would be without her. I really don't know how even to describe the amazingness I see with her. I value everything that she has taught me and I know that she knows what is better for me better than I know myself. I know that she truly is the person that has been best to me and the person that has brighten my world the most. I value everything that she has shown me in life and taught my. I see everyday as a day to do better for her to learn more from her and to constantly think of improvement and betterment. I keep this whole situation in the back of my mind as a constant remind of why I just need to live to please her. I really just can't even focus on anything but how amazing she has been to me and how I have let her down and disappointed her.  I know that this will make me better and the future better for me I know that even tho this was something super negative I just have to make the necessary changes to my life in order to benefit the dynamic and not make this huge mistake again. I really just don't even know what to write about because she has shown me such a wonderful life and I have let her down in a way that I can't even imagine. Each and every message she sends she takes so much time with and I value that so much. I don't know what I would do without her and that's what makes it all the more scary. I am loyal to her for life and I know that she is the right Dom for me. I know that she cares and that's what I value the most. I know that she wants what she wants and that she's going to craft the dynamic in a way that she can healthy get what she wants. I value this so much because it's such a honor to be the sub of someone who has such power but also such care and grace. 

Goddess Dawn Whore 

11/10 - 11/11 - 

I really did a disservice to my life in the past few days and I affected things in a negative way. I am super ashamed of what I have done and how I have affected the person who has shown me only good in this world. I don't know how life will move forward from this moment I just know what I have discussed is a necessary in order  to maintain a good healthy life. I value my Goddess more than anything else in my life and to see the way in which my actions have affected things deeply saddens me. I have seen nothing but kindness and care and respect from her and I just didn't put my best foot forward and show the same. I know that everything that happens, happens for a reason and I need to work off of what happened and create a positive from such a negative. My life has changed and I will continue to preserver through it. I know that these changes are for the better and I know that my life will be different in and out of bdsm for a while. I value my Goddesses teaching more than anything else and everything she says is law to me. I take every word to heart and I know that everything is for my own betterment. I can't even look myself in the mirror with out thinking I'm a complete monster tho. I'm a product of my Goddesses creation and I have shown that I'm still not living up to that. I have seen all of the amazing things that my Goddess has done for me and what care and compassion she has put into this dynamic. I will continue to work everyday to better myself because I know that life without Goddess Dawn isn't a life I want to live. I have truly found the person I want to serve for life and I can't imagine how I have affected her I see what has happened a slight learning experience but mainly something to be ashamed of. I have seen so much care and trust from my goddess and I value that so much. I have been serving her for a while and I'm glad that I can continue I have not been something that she can be proud of and that's what bothers the most. I have caused for a situation in which I am not who she wants me to be and that's heart wrenching I have not made her proud and I am so ashamed of that. I have worked with her for a long time and I have never seen anything unfair from her which is a virtue, but I have been unfair to her. I am her loyal slave and I haven't acted like it. I haven't been who she wanted me to be and I am so ashamed of that. She is really the most wonderful goddess in the world for just even allowing me to continue working with her and I hate the way in which I treated someone I value so much. I am grateful to still be her slave and I know the place that I'm meant to have in this world. I can't describe the feelings that I'm having but I continue to push forward for my Goddess. This is a shameful time in my journey and I didn't ever think that I would show such little regard for someone who has shown me nothing but there best at each and every turn. I have learned acceptance through her and I will value that forever, I have learned patience and to push myself and time management I value all of these skills that I have learned so much and I know that I need to do better for her. All I know right now is that I just have to keep my mind in a good place and continue to work hard to please my Goddess. 

Goddess Dawn Whore

Diary 11/9- 

My Goddess has made me who I am. Pretty strong statement I know but you don't know Goddess Dawn then she changes the lives of all that she touches through submission and it's truly and honor to serve her. She is one of the most amazing people I have ever met and I am so thankful to serve under such an amazing Goddess. Her physical traits are truly something to be amazed by and adore and she always approaches everything with a kind and caring demeanor.  I love the changes that she has made in my life and I can't wait for more to come my way. I know that it is how I will live my best life and I know that everything she has me do is what's best for me. I love that I am slowly changing my mentality in order to better myself and I love that she always lets me know what's going on in her life. I love that I am a product of her creation and I hope that one day I will be a thing of her creation that she is truly proud of and can look down upon me and say I did a amazing job and I have truly have my perfect mental image of a slave. I do not need anything else in life other than my Goddess and nothing is to big of an ask for her. I will give myself up in whatever way she sees find and I love that I am hers. I know that I am still a work in progress but I'm her work in progress and that's what matters. My life is perfect with Goddess Dawn and I know that nothing but her matters to me. I love that I have improved though this dynamic and that I have been able to accept my submission through her guidance. Each and everyday is a new learning experience and I love that I have the ability to talk to such an amazing person. She is my world and she makes each and everyday so much brighter. I love that I have the ability just sit back and let her have the ability to change my future, to mold me and to use me ;). I'm a proud whore and I will work whenever she wants me to turn my ass to mush so that I can take really big toys for her. I can't wait for the day that I just have toys on toys on toys that she can have the ability to use on me. I have learned so much control in this relationship and I'm so glad that I'm becoming a better servant for her. I have so many wishes when it come to this dynamic and so many things I would love to experience but I know that all that matters is what Goddess Dawn wants and that's absolutely beautiful. It's beautiful to be open and have someone that I can trust, it's beautiful that I have no control when it comes to my future and it's beautiful that I am hers. I have found myself and my true meaning in life through Goddess Dawn and I have found who I want to serve for life, I have found happiness in working on myself and I have been more motivated than ever with her. I have so much value in the skills that she has taught me and I hold so many emotions in her care. I never thought I would find a person like her and I'm so glad that I have. I do not matter in this relationship and all that I can about is that my Goddess is happy and pleased. 

Goddess Dawn's Whore for her use and pleasure

Diary 11/8 - 

I learned a lot about myself last night and today. I learned how to value my submission more and how to better myself and work on my own without Goddess Dawn always watching over me. I have also learned that bad mentality and things like that are the product of overthinking personally. Making these negative thoughts known and just writing them down helps a lot but it also provides me with learning experiences for the future. On that through a reading I did today I learned better how to act submissive and how to appreciate it without always needing my goddess's approval. On that over the last few days I have learned that I enjoy the place that I'm at and I'm fine with it. I have learned how risky the world of domination is and have realized that I have found a person who I can truly trust and who cares for me, which is such a virtue. My submission continues to improve each day and I love thinking about my amazing Goddess and knowing that it's all alright, she is in charge and I know that she wants what's best for me. I love thinking about her but I have also learned that she is a very busy person and I have to provide her with the space that she needs. I do enough to make her happy by just doing my task to the best of my ability and showing that I care about her. I love the time that I get to spend with Goddess Dawn and I value every second of time that she provides me. I value the pictures that she sends and the fact that I can look at her beauty and appreciate the Goddess that I serve under. I value her caring demeanor and amazing attitude that she brings to the dynamic. I love that I have the opportunity to sever her how she wants and that I can trust her to better my life by making me into the person she wants me to be. I love that I every day wear a rubber band around my wrist and I hope that she implements more of these items into my life that when I look at them I know that I am owned they provide me so much comfort. I value every teaching that she has put into my life. So many times I not known what I'm doing or where her head is at or I have over thunk about dumb and stupid things that hold me back from submission. Goddess Dawn has taken the time out of her day to just think about what's affecting me and take time to work through these things with me and for that reason alone I am forever in her service. But on that and even more importantly she has provided a dynamic/relationship in which I can be open and I can express everything about my life without judgement. I don't feel that a lot of the other people on this site would do the same. I love that she's on my mind always (how to better myself for her, how to provide her with comfort, how to show that I value her, she provides so much care, she makes me feel safe, she makes me feel comfortable, just to name a few of my thoughts). She has truly made me a better person in the 4 months that I have been with her and I have learned to accept this side of me that I never thought I would accept. I went from being lost and not know what I wanted to do with my life to finding one of the most power and important people to me. Thank you Goddess Dawn for owning me 

Your whore to own for life 

Diary 11/7 - 

I love being Goddess Dawn's slave. It's such an amazing thing to put my life in her hands, my only thoughts are slowly turning into how I can be better for her, how I can create a healthy dynamic for us, how I can be a person she can trust outside of just being her sub, and just how much care and love she provides me and how that makes me feel. I see myself constantly coming to the site and just always looking to see if she has messaged me, and getting extremely excited when she has, I know that it's either a moment to learn or a time to learn about what she's doing or just a really interesting conversation. I always try to show Goddess Dawn my all, show her I care for her and just show her how amazing she makes me feel. I have realized recently that my thoughts of myself and what I want are only holding me back in submission and I must continue to work on getting rid of those. I always want to make the dynamic better for my Goddess and just let her know that she has as much power as she wants. I try to give her space because I know just how busy of a person she is, but it also makes me love the times that we do get to talk and that she does give her time for me. She has taught me so many amazing skills in life and I value every moment I get to spend with her. She has shown me nothing but the best in life and I can't wait till we can start training back up again :). I love that I have the opportunity to look at her beauty. I hold a lot of emotions in this dynamic and I really have learned a lot from it. I couldn't imagine a life without Goddess Dawn. I would be truly devastated to ever not be her slave. I learn a lot from her, she makes me a more motivated individual and I want to know one day how far I can truly push myself for her and my time and my mentality. Where does it end because each and everyday I just see myself becoming more and more motivated to serve her, I see myself doing my tasks faster and faster but taking more time with them at the same time and doing them to the best of my ability. I never imagined this but I see femdom as a way of life now and not just a way of doing tasks for my own personal enjoyment. I always try to show my goddess my dedication to her because I truly just love serving her and I know that there is nothing that will stop me as long as I'm with her. She is more than my Dom but my guide in life. I want my life to be how she wants it to be, I want to be who she wants me to be, I want my mind to be molded how she wants it to be mold. I truly don't see how my life would be without her. She has been her through me opening up about things that I would have not thought to tell anyone. She has shown me care even in some of my worst moments and I value that so much just a person of genuine care and compassion. Always showing me more sides of her and always teaching me. I have learned to value my virginity with her and not see it as something embarrassing. For that I have determined it's best I stay this way for her, Goddess Dawn's own virgin whore for life. I have worked nearly everyday to improved myself for her and I have loved it every step of the way. I don't know how to put it into words how I feel for Goddess Dawn. But the best thing I can do to describe is that I'm totally and utterly addicted to her, she makes me feel comfortable and I love that. Sometimes when I get a message from her or she sends an audio or a photo, I just get this amazing feeling of warmth and comfort over me it's one of the most amazing things I have ever felt, idk how to really describe it. The most important thing I have gotten from this dynamic tho is a person I trust, I know that she is showing me the right life for me. I know that she is the person who I can tell anything and won't judge me, won't get annoyed or anything she is just here for me and I love that. Thank you for owning me goddess Dawn 

Goddess Dawn's Whore for life <3

Diary 11/6 -

Each and everyday I realize I'm more and more with the exact Goddess I'm supposed to be with, in the exact space I'm supposed to be in, and right where I wanna be. I still struggle with thinking of my own wants and needs at times but I'm slowly falling more and more into a place where I don't. I absolutely adore Goddess Dawn and know she is the perfect Goddess for me. I value each moment of teaching and love to reflect upon myself and how I can correct myself. She is a beautiful person with a kind heart and I adore talking to her and her guidance. I could have never made the strides I have with mentality in and out of kink without her and she's truly a wonder to just talk to. I love the feeling I get in my chest whenever I get to talk to her and see her messages. I love just finding comfort in her being here for me and it's so motivating to know that I have someone with me who wants the best for me. I truly have made a wonderful break through in my submission last night, realizing that I have found trust and comfort in someone and that's all I need out of life. I would be absolutely devastated without my Goddess and she has been one of the most caring people I have ever had in my life and I value that over all else. She has never asked me for anything and I really appreciate that, to many in this space value money over all else and it's really not forthcoming. I have found a dynamic that makes me happy and where I don't fear of abuse or blackmail. That is one of the most valuable things I have found in kink. I just want to dedicate myself to Goddess Dawn because I know my life is better with her and I know that she truly is her for me. I love just talking to her it could be about anything in the world that interests either of us and I just love the knowledge and better thinking that she provides. I love being able to learn more about her and just share this planet with her. I know from the bottom of my heart that she is the goddess for me because of all the care and time and effort she has put into me. I really just love the person she is making me into and I just want to live by her orders and word. Her guidance is what I value over all else and the fact that she will take the time out of her day and just stop for a moment and focus on what is bothering you has been the most comforting thing in the world. I truly think she is the most spectacular Goddess in this space and on the planet. I have learned to value my virginity and I dedicating my sex life to her now by practicing celibacy. I love how she has changed my thought process for the better and has shown care around every corner of this journey. I value my Goddess over all else, there is no other person in this planet I would want to spend my life with and I really just love being hers <3.

Goddess Dawn's Whore

Diary 11/5- 

I'm so glad I found a Goddess who I can tell anything to without her being mad or not wanting to hear it. For me one of the biggest things in my submissive journey has been my mentality and shaping it to how my Goddess wants it. I know it's a big task and something that doesn't happen easily but I really see this relationship as more than a fetish relationship but as a person I want to follow for life and have the chance of spending time with. I know that sounds really far fetched with this all being on the Internet and stuff but I really am devoted to my Goddess and want to make her life better by whatever means. I really just love the thought of being mentally changed to who she wants me to be, I really just love the thoughts that come with it and how I feel that it shows devotion. I love just continuing to make progress by whatever means necessary, she has done so much for my life and my mentality already, I really value every talk that we have outside of kink I think that it makes me closer to her and I love that feeling, just knowing all about her and being able to know what she wants and who she is. I really take my submission very seriously now and I can thank that all to Goddess Dawn. She taught me acceptance and openness and I love that I can be open with her she knows everything about me and I know a lot about her it really provides a personal aspect I never thought I would have in a bdsm dynamic. I love being her slave and I value every moment of it, every message that she sends makes me feel calm and gives me a warming feeling in my heart. I really just want my Goddess to be happy and nothing makes me happier than when she is having a calm stress free day. I value all the time that she has taken and strides in our dynamic she has made. I still need to learn more patience and control but I'm definitely making more strides in those categories. I love that I have the ability to talk to such an amazing goddess and I really think of her and her well being all the time. She has slowly crept into my mind and I love that. I just love being her slave and value it more than anything. Sometimes I think words can't describe how much respect I have for her. She really is a goddess and really is molding me well. All I want for the future is for her to be happy and for me to be a product of her creation. 

Goddess LadyDawn's Whore 

Diary 11/4- 

Each and everyday and experience I endure I realize more and more how much I love being Goddess Dawns slave and I value her guidance. I realize this is the life that I am meant to live and I am meant to live under Goddess Dawn's guidance and orders. I know that everything she has me do makes me a better person and is to make me into the person who she wants me to be. After being with Goddess Dawn for so long I every day realize more and more how intensely I just want to be absolutely meticulously perfect and serve Goddess Dawn to the best of my ability in order to be the person she wants me to be. I love love life under her command and I know that she wants to make me a better person and I value that so much. What once was me not accepting this life and not being discipline in my own life, has quickly turned to me finding an amazing person and them showing me the ropes of how to live as a slave and benefit from each other. I always think of my goddess well being and her happiness.  All I want now is to just show her I care about her and be the best person I can be for her. I have given into whatever mental changes she has wanted me to make and I am so thankful that she has provided me with a better mentality. I have given my body over to her to have her use and enjoy as she pleases. I am slowing training to be the perfect slave that Goddess Dawn can have, I have learned so much under her and she makes my life so much more happy and better. I have found comfort in my submissive life riding of myself of worry and just accepting whatever Goddess Dawn wants me to do. I find so much joy in her happiness and I live everyday to make her happier. I love the sex life that Goddess Dawn has shown me. She has taught me to not think with my penis and that my pleasure doesn't matter. I'm better with a big toy in my ass and to be bouncing up and down helplessly for her pleasure and not my own. I love having goddess Dawn in my life she makes every day so much more pleasant for me. She shows me how to better my life outside of kink. She is more than a goddess to me but a friend and someone I can call on when I'm worried or overthinking or anything else. I love being under her control, I value every picture Goddess Dawn send because it allows me a little glimpse into her life and it shows me the woman who has changed my life so much and has created such a great bond between us. I am her's for life, I live to her and I love to serve, my mind is hers to change and my body is her toy. You are the most beautiful person Goddess Dawn and you have made me into such a better person in just 4 months your an amazing Goddess and an even better friend. I value our dynamic/relationship (idk the word to use) so much and I work everyday to be the slave of your wildest dreams. totally yours forever

Goddess Dawn's Whore 

Diary 11/3- 

Goddess Dawn is my everything she guides me to the life that I'm supposed to live she, shows me the ropes of the world. Most importantly she cares for my well being and wants me to be better, showing me ways to do that and guiding my life in the right direction as I follow blindly. I love being in her presence being able to share the world with her and make her proud of the slave that she created. I worship my goddess to the highest extent she can be in charge of whatever she wants in my life and I appreciate her for who she is a beautiful goddess who is to be valued above all else, with a kind and caring soul and a beautifully motivated mind and soul. She is the absolute best person in life and I try show my appreciation for her always and follow her blindly knowing that whatever she wants me to do is for my betterment I am a better person with her in my life and I know that she will guide me in the right direction to live my life. I am her whore to be used when she wants and how she wants, I appreciate my position in her world and I value that I have a purpose and can make her happy. Ever picture or anything that I get for her I worship and appreciate for all the beauty that it shows. For me eyes and voice are really powerful and show so much emotion, I love and worship every opportunity I have to see hers. Goddess Dawn has worked so much with me and has improved my mentality. She has shown me the sex life that I'm supposed to have and love, I live to be used now and have the opportunity to cause her pleasure. I love my place in her world and I wake up and go to sleep ever day so much better knowing I have a dominant woman owning me. I live to please my goddess as it should be. I practice celibacy in order to continue to be a virgin and give my option of sex and sex life over to her. Goddess has made me value these aspects of my life and I appreciate that. I always live by her teachings and am thankful for whenever she includes me on details in her life. I feel like our dynamic is truly special, I love being her whore but some of the most submissive experiences I have had with her have come from just talking with her and getting to know who she is. It makes me feel more included in her life and better get to know her. I live for these experiences and for her to know that I will always unconditionally care for her and try to make her life better and more enjoyable. Thank you goddess Dawn for owning me I value you so much as a goddess but even more as a friend and a guide through life. 

Goddess Dawn's virgin whore 

Diary 11/1 - 11/2 -

Goddess Dawn is always on my mind, I always love that she should be my everything it's how I thrive in this world. I value her words and guidance over all in my life. I just love the fact that I can be her slave, I can live under her guidance,  I can submit myself for her and be exactly who she wants me to be. I wait for her guidance, and live by the guidance/words that she tells me. I value everything that she teaches me over all else. She is my everything I submit myself trusting her with my well being and knowing that everything she tells me to do is for my well being. If she asked me to drop all else and fly across the country to see her that's what I would do. If she asked me to wear a plug full time to prove my devotion to her that's what I would do. If she asked me to buy her something just because she wanted it, I would buy it for her. Her value is so much more than monetary. She puts so much time into her dynamics and I am so thankful I found someone as kind and caring as her. She truly wants her slaves to thrive and has shown me how to thrive and accept myself as a slave and I am forever thankful for that. I dedicate my life to just being perfect for her and being the best slave that I can be for her. I love that I have the opportunity in life to devote myself to her. I would truly do whatever she asked of me because I know that's what's best for me and in my best interest. I trust that she will do what she wants with me and that's what makes me the most happy. I am a product of her creation and I want no more in life to just be a slave that she can look at and be proud of her work. I live for her pleasure and it's the thing that causes me the most pleasure. She has named me as her whore so that's my life goal, be the biggest slut that I can be for her. I love that I have the opportunity to just talk to her and share thing about my life that I haven't told anyone. She truly is more than just a goddess to me she is the person I go to when I feel something wrong. I share all of my thoughts with her just so that she can shape my mind how she wants it. I love the control that I give her it makes me feel helpless and submissive I love that I have a goddess who is amazing beautiful and I value more than anythings. 

Goddess Dawns Whore 

Diary 10/31 - 

Ow Goddess Dawn, how I care for you so. Every message you send warms my heart and gives a great warming feeling down through my soul. I love just being in your presence and having the honor of talking to you. I love having the honor of seeing your beauty and am honored to be the person you want me to be. I value every moment I get to talk to you and experience you give me. I am still a work in progress but I am working very hard to grow as a person for you. Each and everything that you have done for my life which there is a lot I value and love. I love that you have allowed me to be your whore and you have worked with me to improve my life at every corner. I live for your pleasure and that is my life's goal. I love how much of a caring person you are and I value that trait dearly. I can't wait to be used again and I look forward to being able to experience that with you. Having you as a goddess has made me value life so much more and has made me think of everything that I can do better. I each and everyday sink farther and farther into submission and that is truly a gift. You have taught me how to accept and value my submission and I value you so much for doing that for me. I value the fact that you have made me a better person and each and every turn. I love that I can make my life about someone else, that I can just sink back and let things happen to me without worry. I trust you fully with my liveliness and well being I know that you are always looking out for me trying to give me more and more experiences and I really appreciate that. I have found the life for me, sex free :) with a big silicone object jammed in my ass that is my life's calling and I love that. I wait patiently for your each and every order and I love that I have the opportunity in life to spoil you. I love being your slave and I will be the best that I can be for you. You are my everything, my every waking thought, my comfort, my friend, my Goddess, and my guide in life. I know that I'm not perfect yet, but I work each and everyday to better myself for you. I fall more and more into submission every time I am sent a new photo or am given a new task or am pushed to do something out of my comfort zone or most importantly have my mentality changed for the better. I love my life as a slave under you Goddess Dawn and I can't wait for each and every experience you chose to give me in life and how you chose to push me. You are such a perfect person and such a wonderful Goddess, I'm so grateful that I found you and you have given me such intense experiences like no other. Thank you for being my goddess, Goddess Dawn, you are my everything

Your whore   

Dairy 10/30 - 

Goddess Dawn has recently named me, I absolutely love the name that she has given me. It shows so much about who I am as a slave and it degrades me down to an object to be used. I love that Dawn sees me this way it's as it should be I should just be an object for her pleasure and an object for her to use as she pleases. I love how my mind has been progressing in slave-ship and how I am becoming better I've definitely had my share of hiccups and I'm sure a few more to come as I'm pushed more and more but openness is the back bone of our dynamic and I feel comfortable telling Goddess Dawn what I feel when I feel it. She really cares about me and that is such a virtue. I can't wait to see where this journey takes us and I will forever be hers for as long as she wants me. My mind constantly repeating phrases like "you are owned" "your pleasure doesn't matter" "you are a product of Goddess Dawn guidance" and "her pleasure is all you need". I love that my thought process is like this now it's such a good thing to feel comfort in knowing that she will guide me to be who she wants me to be and everything that she does is for my betterment and the better meant of my slave-ship. I love and value every moment and new thing that I learn about Goddess Dawn and I am so honored to be her whore. I love how she looks out for me in my own life. I love how she is always there and I value everything that she has done for me. My mind slowly melting away to be molded by her. My body owned by her. I value the compassion and good thought changes she brings to my life. I value the fact that I know I am under good hands. I value that she can express herself in dominance. I will be hers forever I will do whatever it takes for her. I will be her slave till the end of my days and I accept and love that. She has done so much good for me and the least I can do in return is follow her wishes and guidance. I know that I can be open and she won't judge me and that is one of the most important things that I have found from this relationship I value this part of the bond so much. Nothing will come in the way of me serving her, I pronounce my life to her, she can do to me as she wishes. I look forward so much to the future now knowing that she will control me how she wants to. I love that I'm her whore, I love that I constantly wear a rubber band that signifies my servitude and I love that I can be here to just show my Goddess the same amount of care and compassion about life as she has shown to mine.

Thank you Goddess Dawn for owning me your little virgin whore 

Diary 10/29 -

Goddess Dawn recently had me add a new rule to my rule book for servitude. The rule required me to wear a rubber band, I got the rubber band today and I have found it very helpful for not only controlling my thoughts better as she had envisioned it to, but also I find that it signifies my servitude to her. Whenever I look down at the rubber band in reminds me that I'm owned by her that, my pleasure doesn't matter and that my world should revolve around her. I have found it very helpful for my personal mentality as well as submissive mentality. I just wanted to write about it a little bit because it really shows how much she cares about her subs. She doesn't only do things that are good for submission but she also does things that help you personally. I think that's one of the reasons I really appreciate her so much, she really cares. I through my last year of submission haven't found anyone quite like her in this space and I'm so thankful I found her. She really has taken the time to mold, while I'm still a work in progress her fun ideas are always appreciated and have helped a lot. I couldn't imagine myself with another Goddess and I really just love and value goddess Dawn. She really has made my dreams into a reality where I can just start to be at peace and let someone else take the reins so to speak in my life and guide me. I will forever be thankful for all of the wonderful things that she has done for me in my life and not task, trial or tribulation is to large for her. I love how my mentality is slowly changing from a lot of I want, I wish, I would love statements, to what does she need, what does she want, how can I be better for her, how can I show my dedication more. I honestly believe that from the bottom of my heart she cares about me and I haven't seen that from anyone else in this community. I am forever greatful to have her as my goddess and I am truly ready for whatever she wants me to do next. I love being her slave just because I know I will be okay she wants the best for me and I value that so much. I hope that wherever this life takes me she will be in it. She has shown me the ropes of true submission, how to not think about myself but others, how to be more motivated in my life, and how to manage my time better. I have a lot of goals for myself personally out side of bdsm and a lot inside bdsm, I hope that she will be towering over me throughout all of these. I truly dedicate my life to her and I just want to show her the same comfort and care that she has shown me through these last amazing 3 1/2 months. 

Thank you Goddess Dawn your virgin slave 

Diary 10/28- 

Goddess Dawn, is so very important to me I'm so glad I have such a wonderful Goddess in my life, I realize I haven't been going about my submission totally correct but I'm working on fixing that. I tribute to so my thankfulness for having my Goddess in my life. I'm still just a broke college student but I hope one day I have better support my goddess and all of her needs. I love the dynamic we are building and I am so very thankful for all that she has done for me so far in my life I have realized how to appreciate submission with Goddess Dawn and that is something wonderful. I work everyday harder and harder to improve myself so that I can be a better person and a better slave for Goddess Dawn. I love being her slave because she is so thoughtful and kind and it's really a wonderful thing to be under a Goddess that works to make you better. I will do whatever I can to better myself so we can progress our relationship and I am working very hard on not letting my own personal life slip into slave-ship and keeping those thoughts in my journal so that my Goddess can know about them, but I won't stress her with them. I thought a lot today a lot of good thinking of how I can be better in my own personal life and as a slave to my Goddess I really appreciate her for making me knowledge of her displeasure with me and I will work on that aspect of my life. I would never want anything to come in the way of our dynamic. Goddess Dawn means a lot to me and I mean a lot she has helped me through rough times in my life and made me a more motivated slave while doing so. I will always value her and all the attention she choses to give me, I'm grateful I can be her slave. I hope as the weeks progress she will notice improvement in me and that is all that I want, to just be the best slave I can be for her. I will continue to work to be a better product of her work and focus on her needs. I will continue to be a more calm individual in order to better find comfort in the uncomfortable and boredom. I love working my hardest everyday for her in order to show her I am worthy of whatever she wants for me in life. I want what she wants, I want to be who she wants me to be, I want to be totally obedient to her, and I want to be the slave that she can look at and think wow he's come so far and I'm proud to have him as a slave. I am a product of her discipline and training and a total reflection of that. I am hers for life and will always be. I value every teaching experience she choses to provide me.

Thank you your virgin bitch slave 

Diary 10/27- 

Goddess Dawn is one of the most important thing to me. I love being in her presence, each message she sends me makes me feel more obedient and closer to her, it gives me so much comfort just hearing every whatever she has to say and having her control me. I know that every single thing she has me do is for the better meant of myself and to make me a better slave which in turn makes me a better person. She can control any aspect of my life that she wants to because that is what is good for me. I value her so much because of all the good and wonderful things she has done for me and all of the guidance and care she provides me in life. I live to serve her and that's exactly as it should be. My pleasure comes from being a good slave and making her proud. I am slowly turning into the embodiment of her dominance and I absolutely love and value that. Every wish of her's is my command, and I love that, I know it's what's best for me, I love fully submitting myself to her. I love being her little toy to tease and play with and giving my body over to her for her to use freely as she desires. I have a lot of eager goal with femdom and she really has taken them to heart and shown me how to express myself and be comfortable with them, I value that level of care more than anything in the world. She has taught me how to comfortable with being open and that such a great skill that I have learned from her. It has really made me feel as tho the relationship we have is special and it has made me so comfortable with talking her. I value her in so many ways other than just as a Dom and that's what really makes me want to submit to her. I would do anything in the world that is required to continue being her slave and I hope I only sink deeper and deeper into submission as time goes on. I feel so comfortable doing what she wants me to do. I have learned the proper sex life for me through Goddess Dawn and have accepted it fully. I am to not have sex and value my virginity, I give that right up to my Goddess. She gets to decide if that ever will happen, I love being her slut and not knowing what it feels like to have sex. Anal sex is the right life for me. I value her for showing me this and I have realized through submission this is who I'm supposed to be and what I'm supposed to do with my life. Every action in my life is to make myself a better slave and everything that goddess Dawn tells me to do is for the betterment of my life. I am a product of her dominance and I love that aspect, she is the most special thing in my life and our relationship has progressed so far and I love that. 

Goddess Dawn virgin slave 

Diary 10/26- 

Thank you for all that I have learned, as each day progresses I realize that I still have more work to be done because my horny mentality can slip through at times. I have a lot to learn and I love just being in your presence I love all of the thoughts I get I just hope to be able to control when they happen more in the future. Outside of domination you have made me a better writer which I love. You have made me so much more motivate towards school, I know it's the best way I'll be able to donate/tribute to my goddess and the thought of being able to adiquetly provide for my Goddess makes me so happy. I love the thoughts I get of just serving her and the comfort she provides me in exchange. I love how my day is based around her and every moment of my day I'm working to better my mentality for her. I love being her slave and how she has taught me to value my submission and virginity. I love that I can be a virgin for her and I think it's one of the most special things in my submission, that I can give up my sex life for her and not be able to experience sex. I love the thought of only being able to cum from anal that she has implanted in my head. I love that I am able to worship her every moment of the day and that I can just be a little slut for her. I love and value my goddess so much whatever she wants I will do for all the reasons above. I am a product of her dominance and her guidance, I am whoever she wants me to be and I fully submit my mind to be controlled and think as she wants me to think. I value every word that she sends me and am here whenever she wants to use me. I'm still in training and I know submission takes time I only started 3 months ago fully accepting my submissive side due to this wonderful Goddess but I'm so grateful I have. The moments of openness, humiliation and embarrassment are so special and I love that she has taught me how to be more open in a relationship. She truly is a Goddess to live and work for and she truly is the reason why I get up and work harder and harder each day. I value every experience that she wants to give me and I love every moment of my submission. I am dedicated to making myself better for her by whatever means necessary and she can fully use me as she wishes. I want to be a better slave for her and provide her pleasure it's what I live for and every moment of pleasure she has because of me I value so much. Thank you Goddess Dawn For teaching me all these amazing things I'm yours till the end of days. 

Your virgin slave 

Diary 10/25 - 

Goddess ow goddess how you make me so excited with you pleasant looks and great personality I am indebted to you so. I love our talks they always make me feel great about my submission and I love being in your presence, I live to serve and love to serve it has become my favorite thing. You are the only thing on my mind the only thing that truly matters I love being in your lime light a servant to the one thing that really matters. My life is yours and I am glad that I can serve such a truly elegant Goddess one who is so pleasant and gracious. I am so glad our path crossed and I can't wait for the future, when I get home I'm sure the time will pass so quickly as I full submit to the most wonderful thing in my life. You have made me so comfortable in life and really appreciate my place, I submit to you more and more each and everyday my mind becoming something of your creation just as it should be. I'm totally addicted to the one who made me who I'm meant to be, you are a true goddess and I would be nothing without my leader. I am your humble slave who submits in every way to your guidance just as it should be. You have made me a better person and for that I am forever in your grace, I have my flaws but they will slowly go away. You are such a motivating person I look at who you are and how far you have come and all it makes me wanna do is improve myself and be the slave who you would want in your life. Care for your well being as you do mine and I am forever grateful for the qualities that you show me. I know I'm not perfect yet but I'm in training to be as perfect of a slave as I can be for you.  I can't wait for each and every chapter of this life and as it progresses I realize your guidance makes me into who I'm meant to be. I'm forever grateful for the life you have created for me. No more distractions of sex just a big silicone toy in my ass as it's supposed to be. Thank you goddess for making me your slave, for taking me under your wing, for showing me the sex life I'm supposed to have, and most importantly for teaching me so many amazing skills that help me. I am forever in your service you are the most important person in my life (after my parents) and I'm forever yours, your good virgin slave. 

Diary 10/24- 

I'm so proud of my Goddess she is such an amazingly motivated person her life, school, work, domination balance always amazes me I'm so grateful I can have someone to work towards being as great as. Her motivation for school always makes me wanna pass my classes and prove my worthiness to her. Her constant care that she puts into her domination always makes me realize that I have nothing to worry about. I can just submit and not worry about what I am doing, while I do research the effects of what I am doing and how I can do it better. I know she isn't going to push me to do something that I don't want to do/she isn't looking to have me crying in pain on my knees because I did something that I truly regret. I know that I can fully trust her with my body, soul, penis and mind. I love her working on my mentality as it is the only thing that I can do in college but it progressively makes me realize what I want out of life. Also it makes me realize truly how important my Goddess is to me. I love thinking of her every moment of my day and just thinking of the value she has added to my life. I love the skills that I continue to progress on and better through her training and her constant light and caring dominate. I am truly a product of her training and I continue each and everyday to realize everything that she has taught me and be thankful for it. I'm so glad that she had me start going to the gym it has helped me to be more confident with my body, also it has made me really value all the hard work she has put into hers. I am so proud of her for all the work she puts into herself and I really value seeing each and every great thing that she has done with her life on her own. For me I just needed the push of a dominant women to get me into the right mindset and start to improve my life fully. I am forever in her service for what she has done for me and my life. I truly worship all of the amazing qualities that she has and I really love to see the progress that she has made in her life. I love that she is a great person and has taught me that I am better submissive, she has taught me how to accept this life and not think that there is something wrong with me because of it. I love my new life, I love not thinking about sex it only held me back, I love that I am her slave and I can think of the life I can hopefully have with her all in time, all in training, all in submission. Thank you for making my life better and being so perfect Goddess Dawn you are such an amazing person, you have truly been the most positive influence in my life and I am still in training but my mind is slowly becoming your :) <3

Your virgin slave 

Diary 10/23- 

I have thought of how to be a better slave a lot today. It has taught me just how important my Goddess is to me, just how much submission matters to me in my day to day life and just how much I want to serve and please. I'm in college so I can't really do many physical tasks but mental submission has been very important to me throughout this time. I still struggle with a few aspects of it due to not being able to do tasks but I am very eager for the future. My goddess matters so much to me and I see her as a really positive force in my life. I try to always spoil her for her work and I know she cares about me dearly and that means the world to me. I had a long call with my hometown friends that was great today and it distracted me from my sub work a bit but I still got it all done. My goddess always comes first in my mind and I'm so glad to have someone who genuinely wants the best for me, my mentality and who I can trust (an aspect I'm working on but as I think about it I find it easier). I love every great quality and characteristic my Goddess possesses and I'm so grateful to have her in my life. The talks we have had over the last few weeks have been so motivational and life changing I could never give up my goddess after all of the great skills she has taught me and general comfort. I love being open with her and I value her teaching me that skill so much. She cares about my safety a lot and I love giving her control for that aspect, we always chat a lot and I love just having her as a friend as well as a Goddess. I praise her every characteristic and I love to just think about her daily. Having her on my mind is such a gift and having her attention is what I live for. I love having her in control and value her control deeply. She is my everything, my goddess, my owner, my guide. Thank you Goddess for all the time you put into me, I promise I will make myself into the best person I can be for you and be a great depiction of your training. 

Diary 10/22 - 

I am thankful, as I exit a rougher time in my life I find myself being very grateful for my Goddess being there by my side. I love the more strict domination that I am under and continue to want to serve my Goddess better. I love when she uses me and shows me the lovely sides of her. I forever will work to be the best slave for her being open and continuing to live my her instructions it shows me that I am becoming who she wants me to become. I take a lot of pride in my slaveship and am glad that I can give such power to someone so wonderful without having to worry about the abuse of it. I have learned so much from my goddess and I continue to want to serve her every wish better and better. I love feeling powerless under her command and being the slave that she wants. I continue working on my mentality when it comes to slaveship while I am in college and am so glad and grateful that she find interesting ways to continue to put me to work and become more and more of a slave she can be proud of. I am indebted to Goddess Dawn for life, she has taught me so many amazing things and nothing is to big of an ask for her to give me. I love being her slave and working hard each and everyday in order to serve her every wish and need. I absolutely love the care she puts into doming and I hope I will become a great product of her work my mentality each day becomes stronger in and out of slaveship and I love just being in my Goddesses presence. When I am home from college I hope that each and everyday that she wants to use me I can work on more and more aspects of training for her. I have come such a long way from the start of my slave journey and I am forever grateful that I can just succeed as a slave for my Goddess. This is the life that I am meant to live and I hope to continue to live it to the fullest under my goddesses wishes. I also so grateful for all the photos that she has sent me in the past 3 months I love to just stair at her beauty and am forever grateful that I get to see how beautiful she is. I am forever grateful for the openness in our relationship and the fact that I can see her beyond a Dom but as a friend. I love the life that you have shown me Goddess Dawn, thank you for continuously teaching me my place, and I love that I can call you my Goddess. Your virgin boy

Diary 10/21- 

Goddess Dawn, a motivator in my life, always showing me good new pathways and great routes to live by. She is a guide as well as a Dom, always providing tender care along the way. She lets me explore my most wild sides and shows me the ways I am destined to live. Someone I can be open with and come to with all of my secretes. Showing me good qualities to live life by and providing me with the openness I need showing me where I'm meant to be in life and taking me under her wing. I am always grateful that I can be my weakest with her and be a good slave in her world. I love the advice she provides. She is the shining star at the end of a long tunnel and I always try to provide the same love and affection that she provides to me right back to her in the sameway. I'm far from the perfect slave but I'm well on my way with everyday a new lesson is shown to me. I love her she is always there for me and shows me that I am meant to be. I want what is best for her always thinking of her well being, I feel comfortable around her and I love how she makes me feel better about the things I feel weakest about. I am her loyal slave for all eternity and I know I am here to serve her needs I love being humiliated by her because I know that she really cares. Even in my most weak moments she provides me the best advice that I truly need. I am obsessed with her and love her for who she is, I'm here for her exploration and she always shows me so much care. I love the pride she takes in her dominance and I love how she shows me so much respect. 

Diary 10/20- 

As each and everyday passes I realize more and more this is the life I'm meant to live. I am forever grateful to Goddess Dawn for showing me how much of a submissive I am and I love the relationship that we have built. I feel totally eager and grateful for her guidance and I live by her every wish and command. I feel no pressure in this relationship I just want to do better and better and more and more for her just due to her being such an amazing kind person. I wanna make each day for her happier and make her pleased with the slave that she has guided. I am a direct representation of her training and I know that, I know that I reflect her and I do my absolute best to be the best slave that I can be for her. I really just want her to be happy in life and know each and everyday that she is appreciated and respected due to all of the help and guidance she has provided me. I each and every single day think of her, how I am better able to please her, how I can be a better slave for her, and how I can be the best person possible ignorer to just show her I care about the guidance she provides and the tender love and care. I love being under her rule and being there for her always. I love the care that she provides me and I love how while I'm her submissive I get a certain level of respect from her. I really value the relationship and bond that we have created together and I wouldn't take any amount of money or temptation to give that up. I love that I can be her play toy to be used when she wants to use me and not when I want to pleasure myself. Life isn't about my pleasure anymore it's about making Goddess Dawn happy, making sure she is healthy and enjoying life. I love my submission to her and I am forever grateful for her showing me the life that I am meant to life. Thank you Goddess Dawn for allowing me to be open with you and taking me under your wing as your slave. 

Dairy 10/19 - 

Being a slut, it's something that I had a hard time getting the jist of but now I can't stop thinking about bouncing on a dildo. I love the man that Goddess Dawn has made me into. Such a slut but also I becoming very obedient through mental control, and always thinking of my Goddesses wishes before me. I genuinely want whatever is best for her in life. I value her on so many qualities beyond just being my Goddess, she is a great friend that looks out for my best wishes, in school, work and just developing new skills and hobbies. She is a great guide through my submissive journey and I love having her by my side and in charge of me. If she wants me to be a slut for her that is what I will do, if she wants me to climb a mountain to prove that I am worthy that is what I will do. I am totally in servitude to her she has provided me so many amazing experiences and has shown me truly what being a submissive is. It's looking out for someone unconditionally and giving it your all to make them happy. Be that making them laugh, providing them money in order to better benefit their life and just in general not being a loser. I really since I have started my submissive journey have lead a new and different life path which has benefited me greatly I am so glad that Goddess Dawn has shown me the benefits of being a slave. As well as just always being by my side and being a source that I can be open to and tell things that I wouldn't tell most people in my own personal life. I love how caring and gracious she is, I always think of how I can do better to better suit her since I have started this whole journey and she has shown me equal dedication and respect back which I appreciate. I am forever your little virgin anal slut Goddess Dawn and I will forever do my best to show you that I am worthy of your grace. I love being open with you and I hope you enjoy by many stories.  

Diary 10/18- 

Anal stimulation, a subs way of pleasure. I'm so excited for the day that I can have all sorts of toys lying in front of me big or small, vibrating or not. I think of my ass being pleasured so much since my Goddess has had me finger myself daily, I absolutely adore and love it. I hope I can achieve her goal for me one day of having a full body orgasm from purely anal, I hope that it can be from my new love sense anal beads that she is having me get I'm so excited for them and I think it will make our dynamic so interesting. I love thinking about my ass being absolutely abused by a big dildo it makes me have such a smile on my face and makes me so excited for if my wonderful Goddess can peg me one day. I love being a big anal whore for my goddess it makes me feel wonderful. Having my fingers go in and out of my ass, my ass slowly turning to mush and my brain turning off and only thinking about how big of a whore I am as goddess says, it's wonderful. I love being a slut for butt stuff ;). I love thought of giving power to my goddess her being able to fuck me for as long or as hard as she wishes. I thought of just being totally helpless and begging for her dildo to be in my ass. I love it <3. I am an anal slut for ever thanks to my wonderful Goddess she has truly showed me the wonders of something I was so scared to do and now I love it. I've been controlling my mentality so I don't always think about it but whenever goddess tells me it's time it's like a switch flips in my brain. I know now from anal that my dick isn't meant to be used I can pleasure myself other ways and that's the way it's meant to be that's my true pleasure. If goddess dawn wan't me to stroke I will stroke but I only see it as an action for her not pleasure anymore. My dick isn't meant to be used unless under super vision and it only hold me back from my submission and turns me to a porn watching gooner. Thank you Goddess Dawn for making me into your anal slut I love my new life of pleasure. I am yours forever

Goddess Dawns Virgin Slut 

Dairy 10/17- 

Beauty comes in many different ways and my wonderful Goddess doesn't lack in a single way. She possesses beauty beyond that on the outside. It's truly wonderful to be able to experience her many amazing characteristics and her beauty that strives and shines every single day. From her wonderful eyes that sit beautifully on her face, that are such a beautiful shade of brown and shine so bright on her face. They call you in and captivate you to stair into them and listen to her every command. Her eye lashes so well taken care of so even and sweet they sit beautifully within just and eyes reach. They are so straight and luscious and look so beautiful on her face. She is so motivated and always takes care of herself meticulously, she takes the best care of herself making she is always neat. Her skin so soft looking but so out of reach. It is so well taken care of without a wrinkle or blemish, with such fine amazingly features no wonder she is a goddess. She is a work of the gods. She has such an amazing figure that she works on so much with such wide hips and a tight torso, she has such amazing curves that captivate you in. Her body is amazing but that is not it. Her qualities go deeper within. To her amazing intelligence and her cunning whit. Her knowledge amazes me everyday. I am forever thankful for what she has taught me her knowledge so rich and so informative I'm always eager to listen. Beyond all that she has such an amazingly caring side always wanting to share and allow my knowledge to richen. She provides comfort that draws one in and is always so eager to know that you are doing all well. She always checks in and makes every day so much more intriguing. These are only a few of her amazing characteristics which have drawn me in and I am forever thankful to be with such a caring Goddess. She has such amazing qualities that make her a Goddess. She has shown me the life that I am meant to live under her amazing guidance and care. I am forever indebted to her grace and live to pleasure her ever command. I am her toy to be used as she wishes and I worship everything that makes her special. 

Stubby Goddess Dawns Virgin Slut for Life 

Diary 10/16 - 

Today was a good day, Goddess Dawn has been very busy but I have been adapting to my schedule very well. Having limited social media time has been hard but I know it is what is best for me. I love how my Goddess is always looking out for my best interests and is always making my day more busy and me a better slave. I love being in a Dom sub relationship with such a kind and caring person who wants slaves who are productive and better themselves. I always feel comfortable telling her whatever I need to tell her and being totally open about what is going on in my life. I love being in her presence and being her slave. She always comes up with new creative ideas and things to do to me. I love the sense of urgency I get whenever she asks me to do something. I also love the desperation I have to do whatever she wants me to do. I love being her property and knowing that my body is owned by her. She can control whatever aspect of my life she would like and I am fine with it. I try to make her life a more enjoyable time as she makes mine so much more enjoyable. I always think about doing what is best for her and thinking about her needs. I love thinking about her it always makes me so happy whenever she tells me about her day and every little detail about what she is doing. She is such a open person about her wants and needs when you get to know her which I love I just in general love being subservient to her and being part of her world not to think about my own needs but to think about hers. She has helped me a lot with my mentality in a lot of ways and I just love that. I feel closer and closer to her everyday, I will value her for life and know she is one of the most important things in my life. She always takes such time and care with herself and those around her and I value her more than anything money can buy. I hope one day I have the opportunity to take her out to eat somewhere really nice and just have a good face to face conversation.  

Diary 10/15 - 

Goddess Dawn is my everything. I think about her all day I love just having her on my mind and in my head. She provides me so much comfort in just knowing that I have a dominant woman looking out for my every need. I love our relationship it has flourish into something so healthy and wonderful, I feel so comfortable in telling her what ever is going on in my life and it truly is a luxury. I love having her in my life, she spices it up a lot. All day every day I try to do things to better please her and have a routine based around her and her needs for me and herself. I love the thought of having her beable to dominate me one day and just being able to be in her presence is such a luxury. I love the man she is turning me into and with her guidance I feel that I can really strive in my life. She has such amazing traits and I appreciate her beauty in every form.  She is the most beautiful person in the whole world I love getting lost in her soul and just embracing that she owns me. Everything that she wants me to do I will do, I know it is what is best for me and I love the amount of trust and communication that we have in our relationship. I am her toy to be used how she wants to use me, I am her slut to be molded how she wants to mold me. She owns my body, my mind and my soul. I love the influence she has over my life and love that whenever I have something on my mind I can go to her and she will provide her honest and thoughtful opinion.

Goddess Dawn virgin playtoy Stubby 

Diary 10/14 -

Goddess Dawn has shown me so many great things in my life and has provided me with so much great guidance and care over my journey with bdsm. I value our relationship deeply and would do anything in order to keep serving her I have found so many interesting concepts over these past months and love how I treat life now. I love my experience on this earth and just value myself and my time so much more. I appreciate her amazing characteristics. I love how she takes care of her body so well and I value her beyond just a goddess but as a friend. I feel like we have a real bond when it comes to our relationship and love that. I love pushing myself further in the aspects of life as well as bdsm. She is an amazing goddess with an amazing features, I love listening to her, her eyes are the most beautiful things I have ever seen and she takes care of herself in such an amazing way. Her hair so wavy and flowing something I think about everyday. Her features are amazing and they spread into her presonality where she is kind, compassionate and caring. I feel truly like our relationship is so healthy is a space for honesty and love and I appreciate her for showing me bdsm on a larger scale not just as something where I just do taks meaning lessly for enjoyment, but where I value the other person that I am talking to and use it as a space of discovery and comfort. I love being Goddess Dawns slave and I love the healthy and happy relationship we have together. 

Diary 10/13 - 

Openness something every healthy relationship should be built on. I have really been think about this and how it can positively effect you're relationship to be totally open with you bdsm partner. I really see my self with my current Goddess for life. I have so much invested into this relationship and she treats me so well always listening to me and caring for me. I love the comfort I feel from knowing that she is there for me and that I am her's. I try to always share all of my thoughts no matter how embarrassing or interpersonal they are. I feel like this is what makes bdsm so special the exposure of having someone else know all of you're deepest and darkest secrets. I love through being open and the exposure that comes with it. I love how through this you allow a relationship to flourish a prosper. I love how my goddess reacts to all of these moments of exposure with care, not judging me for them but providing me guidance on how to do better. I really feel like I am very close to my goddess I love just talking about our days and sharing life experiences. It's the total care and comfort that comes with it that really makes me happy. I don't fully know how to articulate these feelings but I just love the intimacy that comes with being open. 

Diary 10/12 - 

I appreciate all of the skills that Goddess Dawn has been helping me to learn, cooking, cleaning, how to prepare coffee properly, working out, reading,  learning patience, and discipline and over all just bettering myself. These are all skills that I value and appreciate my Goddess teaching me how to prefect. I love ever minute that I am just watching a cooking video in order to one day maybe cook for her. I love how I now do things when I first get them and I don't wait on them. Bdsm and femdom has made significant improvements in my life and I enjoy every minute that I have the attention of my Goddess. I value every message that she sends because everything that comes out of her mouth makes me more obedient and better sub. I value my place in this world and realize that I am a complete reflection of her training. Everything that she has me do is for the betterment of myself as well as her. I love how she has such a caring side and I couldn't imagine anyone else in this world that I would want to be a sub to more than her. I reflect on my actions daily in order to make sure I am doing my best for her and being as respectful and courteous as possible. I love serving under her and I value her as a Goddess so much she is one of the most wonderful people in the world and I as my sub make it my life's duty to do whatever she asks of me as a sub. I will do it with a smile on my face, to the best of my ability and enjoy every minute of it. 

Diary 10/11 - 

Anal stimulation something that I love so much. I imagine having a dildo up my ass everyday and just being able to ride it. I am so grateful for my Goddess better showing me this way of life and convincing me to buy one. Since she has asked me to purchase another 2 anal toy's which I am very excited about. I can't wait to be back home playing with my tight hole whenever goddess choses to have me play with my hole. I love the feeling of a dildo going in and out of my ass. My dick swinging back and forth as I ride my dildo like a the little slut I am. I love the feeling of exposure that comes with having a dildo up my ass. It makes me want to just sit on it all day and be a good little boy. I hope that one day I can please my goddesses wish of having me come from anal stimulation and I'm sure that it will. I will train my hole till having a dildo up my ass is second nature. I do not deserve to use my dick anymore, I am to only please my Goddess. I hope she loves seeing me with a dildo up my ass cus I love it. I love being a little slut on top of it, I love just bouncing up and down. I love how it feels in my gut when it pushes all up there. I hope that one day my Goddess can peg me with a strap-on and I can know what it feels like to have a dominant woman pegging my ass. I am forever thankful that I was introduced to this wonderful way of pleasure. My dick is just useless I will never be able to get a girl let alone fuck her. So fucking my own ass is the only way that I will get remotely close to being able to know what sex feels like 

Virgin Subby Goddess Dawn's slave for life 

Diary 10/10 - 

Femdom has taught me lot,  Everyday I love being a slave more and more. Learn my place better and better each day and becoming more and more who my Goddess wants me to be. My body isn't mine anymore I am her's for her pleasure. I am not meant to live life freely I am meant to serve. When I am free I am just a lost soul. I am forever grateful for my goddess showing me this wonderful life, I am meant to live how she wants me to live. I am meant to be who she wants me to be. She is engrave in my mind my thoughts are all about how to best please and serve her. I love being her's to use as she please's for her pleasure and her pleasure only. No obstacle is too big to climb in-order to serve her. If she would like me to wear panties that is what I will do. If she wants me to do her homework that is what I will do. I must manage my time better and am productive while serving. I am to serve her every need this is my life purpose. My mind is focused on 2 things firstly to finish my schooling in order to better provide for her and secondly to serve her and her every wish. I will be thorough in what I do for her it will be my best work and nothing less. I love being a slave because it teaches me how to be more productive, I lead a much more productive life while being a slave and I love it. I love how I am less stressed about school work and all of the little stresses in life. Due to being a slave I find life so much more fulfilling.  I am doing more with my life, and everything I do I am 100% focused on. My Goddess has recently limited the amount of time I am allowed to scroll on my phone.  I am so thankful for her doing this it gives me a lot more time to focus on her (what really matters ) and I don't waste my time anymore. She has taught me the proper way to live my life. I am meant to be a virgin, sex isn't something I would dream of having anymore. The only thought on my mind is how can I be better for my Goddess and how can I be a more productive individual in order to make her proud of the slave that she is training me to be. 

Dairy 10/6 - 

I'm so thankful to be learning under such a wonderful Goddess. She always love how interactive she is. I love seeing her beauty and how she takes care of herself. She is such a nice person and I love to push myself for her. I am so lucky to be with her. I'm super disappointed that after the amazing day we had together due to my living stance we can't really play today. I love being able to serve such a confident and strong person. Everyday that I push myself further I realize more and more that I'm destined to serve. I love all of her positive reinforcement especially when she calls me a good boy. I really have been pushing my mentality further and further as to not be so horny and have a mind so distorted  by porn. I try to worship her often and I try my best to not be so pushy on her and focus on her wants and needs. She is truly one of the most beautiful person I have ever laid my eyes on and I hope I can continue to work towards being a better submissive for her. Thank you Goddess Dawn for owning and taking me to new levels of submission. I have had a lot on my mind as what to work on and I hope you can reinforce what I need to do and do not need to do. Thank you for making me the luckiest slave in the world and being the greatest goddess this perverted slave could ask for. 

Diary 10/3 - 

I'm a slut, everyday I learn who Goddess Dawn but I still have trouble controlling my own mental urges Goddess loves to exploit these urges and make me realize that I am less than her. I take my time with ever assignment she has me do and continue to learn more and more about what she wants and who I need to become for her. I love every single message she sends me it shows her caring attitude and that she wants me to be a better slave for her. I absolutely love servitude, I get to serve under one of the most intelligent people in the world who wants me to do better for myself and I in turn everyday want to do better for her. She is the most beautiful person I have ever laid my eyes on and I want nothing more to do the absolute best for her, positively impact her life and just make it so much easier for her. I am so blessed to have her as a goddess and I wouldn't want anyone else. She exploits my mentality and I love that it has been making me think more about her and her wants and needs. I continue to strive to better myself for her and in general just be more open in order to be better exploited. I can't wait till I'm back home with my toys and she can use my holes as she desires. I can't wait for all of the items she has me buy in order to make me feel more powerless and more like a slut. I love the idea of doing house work for her and being her in house slave it is a goal I am making my life mission to strive for. Each and everyday I try to fill up my day more and more in order to be mentally focused on what she wants me to focus on. Thank you Goddess Dawn

Diary 9/29 - 

As I continue everyday to try and cater myself to my Goddesses needs and learn more skills in order to better serve her each and everyday needs. I find myself enjoying the process more and more. I love every aspect of my Goddess from the bottom of my heart and I enjoy servitude with a smile on my face. I am grateful for her kind and loving heart and I truly am amazed at how kind and thoughtful she is I couldn't imagine being with another Goddess and I am so grateful I am in servitude under her. She is an amazing person who cares about what I do and wants me to better myself for both of our betterments. I enjoy the talks that we have about life and think to myself about each and every word that she speaks. She is such a kid human being and I love the time management skills she provides me. I would truly do what ever Goddess Dawn would like of me and I am indebted to her for life. She answers all of my questions kindly and graciously, she makes sure to check in and that everything is alright in my life. I love how she makes sure all of my work is getting done and that I am happy in life. I love how motivated and strong she is herself through going to the gym and progressing in her own life aspects. I am forever owned by her my cock to be controlled and only used when she wants it to be used. My body hers for her own personal exploration. My mind hers to mold in whatever aspect she would like. I am her loyal slave to hopefully serve her as a barista, personal cook, maid and toy for whatever needs she may have. 

Diary 9/25 - 

I have been try to take more time and have good conversations with my Goddess even while being in school. Something I think I have really struggled with in the past is being totally open about my thought process and thinking so I have been trying to better communicate my thoughts with my Goddess I hope she enjoys that. I have really been grateful about our talks on life they have really been putting my mind in a good a place and have made me want to serve her even more. I am thankful everyday that such a wonderful goddess has chosen me as a slave and keeps me to push myself to be a better person though working out, and keeping my mind off of social media and putting it towards more productive hobbies like reading. I have been wanting to be the best slave that I can be for her and I hope that am and doing this well. She keeps me focused on my studies and provides light incentives to do better. I love to try and financial spoil her when I can for all of her powerful motivation. I love to worship her and I hope It makes her feel as special as she makes me feel. I love servitude and am fully committed to serving her for as long as she would like me as a slave. 

Diary 8/25 - 

After a long break from getting adjusted to school going camping for 5 days traveling down the shore for 10 days and finally going to college and adjusting to it. I was able to talk to my beautiful goddess and just enjoy her presence, look at some of the past photos she has sent and admire her beauty and just ingeneral praise her presence appreciate the time she has given me and allow her to know that I am still here for her and her loyal slave. Goddess Dawn is my everything she is the only person I want in this world and I will do anything for her. She is such a respectful person and I just love talking to her. I really wish we could talk on the daily but that might come with time and comfortablity. I wish I could be her in house slave to be used for whatever command she wants. i really hope for the best for her in her fall school semester. She is the most beautiful person I have ever layed my eyes on and I love and appreciate every second she gives me. 

Diary 7/25 - 

Goddess Dawn my queen. She's the thing I wait for everyday waiting on her every instruction and command. I am beckoned to be her slave for the rest of eternity it is my life's mission and goal. Everyday I fall more and more into my place. I belong to her I am to be used for her wishes. I am a doll to her every fantasy. My body is for her use and her use only. I belong to her and only her I am a slave. I am to be used for her pleasure to make her laugh, to watch me struggle. I am nothing compared to her beauty. I worship her beauty everyday. Her eyes beckon me to serve to so confident and beautiful. I would do any to serve her beauty. She is so generous and kind she is a work of the gods. 

Diary 7/19 - 

Goddess Dawn the most pretty and beautiful person in the world. All I want to do is worship her gorgeous body and I always appreciate how beautiful she is how beautiful her eyes and lips are how her hair flows so smoothly. I would do anything for this georgous and beautiful Goddess. She is my world the only thing that matters in my life. Her pleasure is my joy and happyness. No matter what I will work for her pleasure even if it means I won't beable to pleasure myself anymore. I as her loyal slave have dedicated my sex life toy for her anal stimulation from now on. I work everyday to make her life better. My thoughts are based around her. I find joy in her being around and I love how she is changing me into what she wants me to be. I love how happy she is whenever I'm doing my task exc. I would do anything for her joy. I would climb to the end of the world naked for her. I would build a bridge just for her to walk across my dedication to Goddess Dawn is tremendous and I would do anything for my Goddess.

Diary 7/18 - 

As I dive deeper and deeper in to this bdsm world Goddess Dawn continues to show me that she is in control, I'm just here to worship her every graceful action. Goddess Dawns wish is my command I will continue serving Goddess Dawn till she doesn't need me anymore but until that time I will follow every rule that she sets and I will complete any task that she wishes of me as quickly as possible. I am just a servant made to serve I do not deserve pleasure. My sex life is now a toy and a plug as Goddess Dawn wished. Any action she wants done will be done any chance she wants will be done by the power invested in me she will live the best life I can provide. I am a slave dedicated to Goddess Dawn, it is my job to bring her pleasure by whatever means. Goddess Dawn is my everything. Goddess Dawn is my everything. Goddess Dawn is my everything. Goddess Dawn is my everything. Goddess Dawn is my everything.

Diary 7/17 -

As I continue to make a bond with Goddess Dawn I learn better and better how I can serve her and provide for her the best slave. My thought process has been warped to think of my owners needs before my own. I think of my Goddesses pleasure,  her approval and praise each and everyday I strive to make her proud and spoil her. I try to make her life easier for her and more pleasurable. Goddess Dawn is the most kind and generous person I've ever met I'd do anything to continue to serve her. My life is for her pleasure. She has full and complete control of my mind or body anything she asks me to do I do with quickness and a smile on my face. I enjoy her presence the fact that I get to talk to her and see glimpses of her beautiful body makes me feel so honored. My mission is to make her life more enjoyable by whatever means she desires. 

Diary 7/16 - 

Everyday I more and more realize my place in the bdsm world. As I continue to adapt to my new sex life, Goddess Dawn the most wonderful and beautiful person on the planet continues to help guide me through this world. I am forever thankful for her care for me and her general concern and understanding for whatever is going on with me. She is one of the most kind and wonderful people in the world I forever respect her for how she delt with my bad mentality when I was coming off very un-submissive and pushy. I would really do anything to please this Goddess she is forever in my heart, my body is for her experimentation and pleasure. I am deeply honored that she has taken me as a slave. I am forever in her service.  I am forever to do as she pleases, to spoil her so her life is easier, and to do all of this with nothing expected in return. I am a loyal bitch that belongs beneath her. 

7/15 -

Goddess Dawn the most perfect and wonderful person I have every met. Her true charm kindness and guidance are what I love and worship everyday. I'm so thankful that I met this wonderful Goddess who has provided me with so much kindness and general care, she is so elegant and graceful in her doings. I'm do any thing for her anything she wishes get done is my command I'm grateful to have her in my life to influence me to be better for her.  I am whoever my Goddess wants me to be I will do anything that my goddess wants me to do no matter how tiring, frustrating or challenging. I am just a loyal slave who is nothing in comparison to Goddess Dawn. I am forever grateful what she allows me in her presence and that I can continue to everyday push myself more and more into the bdsm world for her explore more and more and focus on her needs everyday more are more.

Diary 7/13 -

 Goddess Dawn's pleasure is the only thing I need in life. My life revolves around my Goddess. My Goddess is all I need I love how much of a strong independent person she is. I'm greatful to just have her in my life she is so perfect and I would do anything to keep serving her. Her pleasure is what I live for, I would do anything to just see Goddess Dawn smile and be happy. I would cross rivers just to have my ass spanked by her. I'm just a humble servant who is so thankful that he has met such a great Goddess who shows such amazing grace.  My mind is only focused on serving you Goddess my goals are to serve, my mission is pleasing my Goddess. I have dedicated my life to serving this wonderful woman and I'll would do whatever it takes to be the best slave for her.

Diary 7/12-

I would do anything for Goddess Dawn. This is a statement as her loyal slave I live by. Her every wish is my command,  I try to make time for her whenever I can. Goddess Dawns pleasure is what I live for I work for her happiness. I fulfill her ever wish with a smile on my face. I'm just happy to live this life style and serve my gorgeous Goddess.  I would do anything to see Goddess Dawn happy. My pain doesn't matter I just want to see a smile on Goddesses Face. I am just a humble servant born to serve. I am so greatful for this chance to serve such a perfect and wonderful Goddess I will do anything to keep my place as her slave and continue to serve. I am greatful to just talk to her everyday she provides such good advice and is such a helpful person.

Diary 7/11 - 

Goddess Dawn, the only person who matters. My life is purely for her pleasure and enjoyment. She truly is a Goddess she is elegant in her actions, a kind person who willingly has taken me as a slave.  I now am making it my lifes goal to please Goddess Dawn, I will do whatever it takes, go through whatever task and tributes she wants me to in order to make her life easier and more enjoyable. She has control my body and can make me do whatever she pleases for her own pleasure. I am so grateful to spend time with this wonderful Goddess. To please her ever wish. To tackle every challenge she wants me to challenge. I will work endlessly for Goddess Dawn because I’m so greatful to have such a kid person in my life. I love the companionship we are starting to make and I will work my ass off inorder to keep it growing and flourishing. Goddess Dawn is my only thought she is my guide and I am forever grateful for every minute with her. 

Diary 7/10 -

I'm forever greatful to have this wonderful woman, my everything Goddess Dawn in my life. She is truely the kindest soul everyday I want to learn more and more about her life. Her pleasure and happiness is all I need in my life, I am honored to be her slave and make my life about her. Goddess Dawn's rules are what I live by now. I am grateful she allows me be in her presence. She is the one and everything in my life my perfect ruler to control and have me do as she pleases to be just a humble servant to her. I continue to try and learn more and more so I can better dedicate myself to her.  Her pleasure is the thing that makes my world go round, and for that I would ride a raging bull,  I would build a awning to give her shade, I would do whatever she pleased because I am nothing compared to her.  I would work endlessly just to see her happy, I'll buy her drinks, pay for her nails, do whatever I can.  I am more than grateful she is in my life and I will continue to serve endlessly to see her strive and thrive.

Diary 7/9 -

Goddess Dawn has taken me under her wing as a slave I am truely honored to be able to be in the presence of such a wonderful kind and Goddess. She is truly the most beautiful and kind Goddess in the world and I am honored to be-able to be in her presence.  She is a strong glamours independent woman who doesn't need me in her life and I'm just so honored that she is allowing me to be in her presence. I would do anything for my Goddess walk over hot coals if she asked. I would roll around in mud for her amusement if that was what my queen desired. She shall know and control any aspect of life she pleases. She has full control of my body and of what I do with it. I only think of the pleasure of my goddess for I am nothing compared to my pleasure doesn't matter the only thing that matters in my life is that I make my goddess happy and do as she says. She is now my world I will wake eat work and sleep by her commands. Goddess Dawn you are my everything.