Slave TheTestSubject

OWNERSHIP AND FIRST THOUGHTS

I have just given over ownership for the first time (in my life) to Goddess Roxy for 30 days. I started on this journey due wanting the experience of being place and controlled with my orgasms for 30 days. So I put out a request as I was curious who would be interested in the dynamic and also there were so many profiles offering chastity that I did not want to just chose anyone. I wanted to chose someone that I felt like we would complaint each other. Soon after talking to some people that were interested in the request. I started to wonder what it would be like to be owned and guided by my owning in the way the wanted to go with it, of course with their and my hard limits in mind.

I had multiple great canadites, however I could only chose one. The reason I chose Goddess Roxy was that she seemed to have great communication skills, respect for boundaries, and completed in-depth profile that make it seem that she can be caring about you while also making you suffer for her pleasure. This are all great qualities that I was looking for in a Dominatrix, while few other Dominatrix also showed all these qualities and said that they love to be creative or create games. The ultimate chose just came down to one thing. I was wanting to kind of gamify the experience and Goddess Roxy Services showed me that she already had some knowledge in that space. 

As for my first thoughts I am excited and nervous due to this being the first time of ever being owned and not knowing what to expect. We did talk before about interest and limits and what I was kind of looking for. Which gives me the ease of knowing that I she can tailor the experience for the two of us. As which I feel that any aspect of BDSM should be an experience for both sides creating more of a relationship than a transaction. The fact that she never told me what kinks she would be implanting other than Chastity and Tease/Denial makes me nervous but in a excited way as I don't know what is yet to come. Another thing that eased my mind was the Ownership contract in which outlined that I would have to keep a minimum of a weekly diary that need to be detailed and have my thoughts. While this had not been mentioned about before. I felt this was a great way to take the initiative and be able to find out my thoughts to guide the dynamic in the way she best sees fit.  I look forward to seeing what she has in store for me. 

Update on Request and Status Update

I did find someone to fulfill the request and I will start the ownership on Thursday or Friday. So If you try and reach out to me, know that I am not interested in any services at this time. When I am owned, I will be loyal on to that one. 

Thanks for all who were interested.

I thought it might be a good idea to say some of my interest and limits. Interest are all mine but are not required you can alway ask if you are more courious. Hard limits are not moving don't try push past them, I will warn you and if you push will block, I have them for a reason. 

Interest 

Chastity/keyholding

Cei(have not done curious)

Cbt

Role play

Electro

Ass worship

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HARD LIMITS

HUMILIATION ( will not change HARD LIMIT)

Sissy/CD

Black Mail

Public play

Scat/vomit