Slave DiamondsCageboy

Just completed 15 days of chastity and am now released.  It feels so good to finally be out of the chastity.  My balls and dick are so sore, I wonder how much time it will take for them to get back to normal.  I know it sounds weird, but what I am looking forward to is getting a full night’s rest.  I also really want to cum but the urge to stroke is reduced due to my soreness.  I also do not have permission yet from my owner, Mistress Diamond.

I have now been in chastity for my longest streak of 10 days.  I can't believe I have been in for this long as I am use to coming on a daily basis.  I haven't cum for this entire period and I am so incredibly horny.  I thought that if I ever got to this point my horniness would subside but I guess that is not the case.  

My fantasies are getting in my head more often and seem to be getting darker.  My latest is that I am naked in an iron device that holds me unable to move in the doggie position.  I am in my mistress's house in one of her rooms blindfolded with a mouth spreader.  I am in chastity but there is a bucket underneath the chastity (to catch my piss) along with a funnel that attaches to my mouth spreader.  Hanging from my neck is a sign that reads "Use as you wish".  The mistress throws a party and has the key to my chastity around my neck where she will tell everyone what it is for and where I am at and that I am available for use should they choose.  at the end of the party she gives the key to one of the attendees of the party before they leave.  Once the night ends, my hands are put in lockable mittens and I am led by collar to sleep in my cage for the rest of the night.  The next morning she gives me a list with all the party attendees and lets me know one of them has the key to my chastity.  I must call each on the list to find out who has the key and beg them to allow me to serve them in any manner they see fit to get the key back.

1 more day to go (hopefully) in chastity.  Looking forward to my release as sleeping has been difficult throughout.  I do not know how slaves do months at a time and respect their ability.  I have found the longer I have gone the more subservient I am and the more I am always looking for some interaction with my Mistress.  I would love to serve face to face and be locked in a cage or in bondage of some sort just waiting to be used.  I guess that will have to remain a fantasy.

I am really enjoying the creativity of my temporary owner,  Mistress Diamond.  She has pushed me and at times has made this chastity unbearable.  I have been in chastity now for 5 days and really want to masturbate.  I also feel like I would do anything to please her as I want to make sure she is enjoying herself, which is more important than my own struggles.  I don't know why this feels new to me, I have been in chastity for 5 days before, and reading my earlier diary entries this seems very repetitive.  I am sorry for that if anyone is reading this.

One thing I have noticed while given task in chastity is that I really get excited by the tease and denial, as well as the cbt tasks.  I've also enjoyed the degrading talk towards me which honestly surprised me that I found being talked down to exciting.  I really enjoy the idea that I am someone's play thing and I do not have a right on my own to refuse what my mistress commands.  That complete power makes me drip in my chastity.

Owned by Mistress Diamond for a week while I am in chastity.  This is the longest run I will have had and it is starting out pretty rough.  Tonight will be my second night and I hope that it goes better for me than last night.  My mistress was very kind in giving me suggestions to better endure.  I am thankful for her wisdom and am enjoying worshipping her.  I know this is temporary (7 days only), but it does make me wish I was owned once again for a longer duration.  I enjoy serving my mistress and hope that I can bring her pleasure in some way.

I took about a 2 week break and wasn't able to reconnect with Mistress Rentsu on my return.  I truly enjoyed serving her and think she is an incredible mistress.  Hopefully our paths will cross in the future, but for now I am free and it seem like it has been a while since I wasn't owned.   I am not sure where to go from here, but am looking forward to the future.

Mistress Rentsu, my owner, now has me in chastity for an undisclosed amount of time.  I am so incredibly horny all the time now which is incredibly frustrating.  All I can think about is pleasing her in any way possible.  It is funny how hornyness will get you to push your limits further than ever before.  I find myself open to all kinds of things that I wouldn't be open to otherwise.  Thank you mistress.

Another fantasy that I have is having my mistress loan me out, like an object, to do the bidding of another mistress.  Or to be punished or trained so that when I return I am even more subservient.  Either loaned privately, or taken to a party and humiliated in front of other mistresses and ordered to do my mistresses bidding.  In either instance I have no say in the matter as my worth is lower than that of a loved pet.

Today I had to pick up rice for my mistress.   While I found it tedious and pointless at the time, I now understand that it shows the power my mistress has over me.  The point is it doesn't matter what I think of the task because it is not up to me.  Thank you Goddess Hellcat.

I am so lucky....I woke up and took my chastity off to take a shower and clean.  The chastity cage I have is a spring loaded lock that you slide into the base and push a button on the top to lock.  (You don't need the key to lock it, just unlock it.). I put the base and the cage together on the sink and that it didn't get separated.  Must have set it upside-down and the lock was pushed in.  After my shower I accidentally hit it off the sink and it bounced on the ground.  I picked it up and noticed the device was locked so when I went to unlock it, the key no longer worked.  I tried the spare and it didn't work either.  I am still unable to get it open.  Thank god (or rather goddess) it wasn't on when it stopped working.  I would hate to have to take powertools close to my junk. Needless to say, I am out of chastity early without permission, but I will gladly take whatever punishment my owner, Mistress Hellcat, decides to give. 

Slept better last night.  Can't wait to get this chastity off.  Hopefully only one more day, unless my mistress is extra kind and allows me out earlier :). ( I hope I am not punished for saying that and instead the duration is extended.)

I am so tired sleeping in chastity is difficult.  My balls ache from being tugged at during the nightly erections.  Hopefully this first night is the worst and I get use to it so I can sleep through the night today.

Another fantasy that I have is to be tied with my legs and arms spread out in a star position, while my domme teases and tortures me until I'm hard.  She then continues to give me a blowjob until I am close to the edge, at which time she kicks and punches me in the balls to bring me back down.  She then brings her friend in to do the same while they both laugh at the predicament.  After several rounds, both force me to cum and give me a choice to either eat my cum or continue with the ball busting.