Slave eklipsen

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Male, 49 yo
Denmark - i…rhus
Not allowed to talk
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I have been luckily owned by Goddess Pocahontas - and that is most likely what I would fall back to if I ones again should find myself devoted to online slavery.

I’m presently pursuing a vanilla relationship, which I do not wish to compromise - and I have a demanding job - so I only have a few hours here on occational afternoons and evenings to worship my former Goddess a little and occasionally chat about old days.

I think I ought to write a bit about my limits, but my short time here has learned me that it is really difficult to list exactly, but here goes:

Hard limits:

*Anything that would compromise my vanilla relationship - hence I can e.g not be marked or wear stuff, when my girl friend is around. It also set limits for the extent of control, but I promise to honest honor commitments.
*Sissy stuff.
*Findom. Naturally I would like to pamper my Goddess, but I can’t give up financial control.

Saturday, July 5th 2025 - 06:43

Progreso en mi tarea anal. Me siento bien esta mañana- después de comunicarme con mi Diosa; siempre me siento bien, y tuvimos intercambios de mensajes esporádicos durante la noche 🥰. Hoy he decidido entrenar mi trasero con el juguete que me hace sentir bien hace dos días... Me lo he puesto y planeo dar un paseo por el bosque hasta la playa, sentarme un rato y disfrutar de la vista, con la polla en la jaula de castidad y el culo lleno con el consolador a control remoto. Incluso podría intentar encender el consolador en la playa. 🙈


Progress in my anal task. I feel good this morning after communication with my Goddess, I always feel well - and we had sporadic message exchanges over the night 🥰. I have decided to train my ass today with the feel good toy from two days ago...I have put it up in me, and plan to for a walk through forest to the beach and sit there a little and enjoy the view, with dick in the chastity cage and my ass filled with the remote controlled dildo. I might even try to turn on the dildo at the beach 🙈

Friday, July 4th 2025 - 15:07

Odio el juego anal otra vez. Ayer me dio placer por primera vez. Hoy me han dado una tarea que me ha hecho odiarlo otra vez. Es muy difícil meterme cosas grandes por el culo, simplemente no puedo y me siento muy mal cuando no puedo. Cuanto más lo presiono, peor se pone y más lo odio.

Voy a comprar lubricante. Espero volver a ser feliz después


I hate anal play again - yesterday it gave me pleasure for the first time - today I have been given an assignment that has made me hate it again. It is so hard to get big things up my ass, I just cannot do it and feels so bad when I can't do it. The more I push the worse it gets and the more I hate it.

I'm going to buy some lubricant. I hope to be happy again afterward.

Thursday, July 3rd 2025 - 11:20

Garganta profunda: Palabras nuevas en mi vocabulario. Garganta profunda no existía en mi vocabulario de español antes de mi último tarea. No me malinterpreten, la he usado mucho al buscar porno en inglés y tuve la suerte de experimentarla con dos de mis exnovias. Me pone muchísimo y es un morbo genial, así que cuando Diosa me pidió que chupara mi consolador recién adquirido, pensé: «Al menos tenía que intentar hacer garganta profunda, porque eso es lo que siempre espero de una novia». Así que lo probé por primera vez y ahora escribo sobre ello por primera vez en español.


El pasado septiembre tuve mi primera experiencia con el sexo anal y la subestimé por completo. Soy un gran hombre y el pasado septiembre compré un tapón anal de 5 cm de diámetro, más pequeño de lo que parece entrar y salir fácilmente de las mujeres pequeñas en internet. Nueve meses después, el tapón todavía no ha conseguido entrar en mi culo, así que le tenía mucho miedo a la garganta profunda. Siempre me he sentido increíblemente afortunada de haber podido experimentarlo con dos exnovias, ya que me ha parecido algo realmente especial y muy difícil.


La primera vez me entró con facilidad; para mi sorpresa, la garganta profunda al principio no me pareció gran cosa. No fue agradable, pero tampoco dolió, y para mi sorpresa, no fue nada difícil. Naturalmente, me atraganté un poco, pero no me quedé sin aliento, así que después de un minuto más o menos, pensé que era fácil y lo intenté. Para mi sorpresa, vomité enseguida. De nuevo, no me sentí tan mal, como era de esperar, pero bajé el ritmo. Todavía tengo cosas que aprender.


No me gusta cómo suenan los hombres cuando tienen arcadas, y no miro a las chicas que vomitan mientras hacen garganta profunda, así que quizá no fue agradable de ver. En cualquier caso, la Diosa no hizo ningún comentario, sino que se centró en mis logros anales, mientras yo al mismo tiempo conseguía empalarme con el consolador. A ella le gustaba verme empalarme, pero tal vez no le guste la garganta profunda. Será mejor que pregunte.

 

Deepthroat - a new word in my vocabulary.Deepthroat did not exist in my Spanish vocabularybefore my last assignment. Don’t get me wrong, I have used it plenty when searching for porn in English and been lucky enough to experienced it with 2 of my former girlfriends – it is a massive turn on to me and great kink, so when Goddess asked me to suck my newly acquired dildo, I thought, I at least had to try to deepthroat as this is always what I hope for from a girlfriend. So, I tried it for the first time and now I write about it for the first time in Spanish.


It has been last September I had my first experience with anal and completely underestimated it. I’m a big guy and last September I bought an anal plug with a 5 cm diameter - smaller than what seems to go in and out of tiny women with ease on the Internet. 9 months later the plug still has not managed to get up my ass, so I feared the deepthroat plenty. I have always felt incredible lucky to have been able to experience it with two former girlfriends - as it has seemed as something truly special and very difficult.


It went in with ease the first time – much to my surprise deepthroat at first felt like no big deal. It was not pleasant as such, but nor did it hurt – and it was not difficult at all to my surprise. Naturally I chocked a little, but I did not feel out of breath so after a minute or so – I thought this is easy and went for it. Much to my surprise, it did however not take long before I vomited. Again, it did not feel bad, like expected, but I slowed down – and I still have things to learn here.


I don’t like how males sound when they gag, and I don’t look at girls who vomit, when they deepthroat, so maybe it was not nice to watch. In any case Goddess did not comment on it but focused on my anal accomplishments, as I at the same time manged to impale myself on the dildo. She liked to see me impale myself, but maybe she do not like deepthroat - I better ask.   

Monday, June 30th 2025 - 13:09

Knock, knock, knocking on Heaven’s door. Ayer tuve un día “vainilla”: asistí a un concierto de Guns n' Roses. Tenía un amigo que venía a casa y yo había pedido pasar el día como si fuera “vainilla”, y Diosa me apoyó mucho. Lo planeó todo y me dio tres tareas importantes de video para el día anterior, pero me dejó libre para ir al concierto de ayer como “vainilla”. Para mí, el Cielo es precisamente eso: sensualidad y sumisión en su espacio privado con Diosa y una vida social normal y funcional, respetando la socialización cuantitativa con amigos y familia que ocurre casi todos los días y todas las semanas, y espacio para grandes experiencias como un concierto, unas vacaciones o la Navidad con la familia.


Ojalá Diosa hubiera podido venir al concierto con nosotros; había mostrado un gran interés por la música, lo que provocó un pequeño intercambio de opiniones sobre música y baile. Valoro mucho este tipo de socialización cuantitativa, donde conoces a alguien intercambiando opiniones sencillas; sentir el interés en ti y el deseo de conocerte es una sensación profunda. La Diosa me deseó un buen concierto como una novia convencional, y respondí con fotos y videoclips del concierto como todos los demás parecían compartir sus experiencias con sus seres queridos. Ella vio y comentó los videos y las fotos, y me sentí deseada e importante, deseándola más y queriendo compartir grandes momentos con ella.


Espero abrir la puerta del Cielo a grandes experiencias con ella. Para mí, una gran experiencia podría ser simplemente verla en persona, probar un enroscadura, adorarla en carne y hueso. Mimarla por un momento, en sus términos, ya sea en un ambiente tranquilo y privado, con servidumbre doméstica, o compartiendo abiertamente un concierto u otra gran atracción convencional.

He empezado a llamar a la puerta del Cielo; a ver si me deja entrar.


 

Knock, knock, knocking on Heaven’s door. I had a vanilla day yesterday where I attended a Guns n’ Roses concert. I had friend coming over and had asked to spend the day as vanilla – and Goddess was very supportive. She planned around it and gave me 3 big video tasks for the day before but left me free to attend the concert in vanilla yesterday. For me heaven is just that, sexy kink and submission in its private place with Goddess and a normal functioning social life with respect for quantitative socializing with friends and family that happens most days and every week – and space for big experiences like a concert, a holiday or Christmas with the family.


I wish Goddess could have attended the concert with us, she had expressed a big interest in the music which had sparked a small exchange of views in music and dancing. I treasure this sort of quantitative socializing, where you get to know someone by exchanging vanilla views – feeling the interest in you and the desire to get to know you, is a deep felt feeling. Goddess wished me a good concert like a vanilla girlfriend, and I responded with pictures and videoclips from the concert like all others seemed to share their experiences with their loved ones. She watched and commented on the clips and pictures – and I felt desired and important, wanting her more and wanting to share big moments with her. 


I hope to open Heaven’s door to the big experiences with her. For me such a big experience could be, just to see her in real life – and to try a kink together, to worship her in flesh and blood. To spoil her for moment, on her terms whether this would be in a quiet private setting, with domestic servitude – or out in the open sharing a concert or another big vanilla attraction. 

I have started to knock on Heaven’s door - let’s see if she let’s me in

Thursday, June 26th 2025 - 13:02

In the words of my Goddess. For English look below. Hasta ahora he escrito en inglés, ya que es el idioma más hablado que conozco y en el que me siento cómoda expresándome. El español es mi quinto idioma, si cuento los años de escolarización que he tenido en cada uno, y aunque podría ser mi tercer mejor idioma, no es un idioma en el que me comunique con comodidad, especialmente cuando me comunico con una Diosa, como mi Diosa Pocahontas, que merece un lenguaje impecable, expresado con respeto e ingenio.

He estudiado muchos idiomas y vivo en un mundo donde todos hablan inglés, donde las películas y series de televisión no están dobladas ni los libros escolares se traducen a mi lengua materna, el danés. Por lo tanto, he percibido que la Diosa hablaba inglés con facilidad, ya que sus mensajes siempre eran muy bien articulados. Desde mi última entrada en el diario, me he dado cuenta de que no es así, que se esfuerza mucho en copiar mi pretenciosa idioma en un traductor, escribir su respuesta en Español, luego traducirla y copiarla para mí.

Me doy cuenta de que la he dejado con toda la incomodidad 😢. Naturalmente, no debería ser así; solo deseo que mi Diosa se disfrute de nuestros diálogos de esclavos 🥰. Por lo tanto, de ahora en adelante intentaré escribirle en español, aunque mi incapacidad para hablar este idioma sin duda me hará dirigirme a ella en un tono familiar y no en el tono elevado que normalmente se requiere en una conversación con la Diosa. Espero que me tenga el suficiente cariño para aceptar el tono familiar 🥰.

 

In the words of my Goddess. I have so far written in English, as it is the most widely used language that I know and a language that I feel comfortable expressing myself in. Spanish is my fifth language, if I count the years of schooling I have had in each language – and even though it might be my 3rd best language, it is not a language that I comfortably communicate in – especially not when I communicate to a Goddess, like my Goddess Pocahontas, who deserve impeccable language delivered with respect and wit.

I have been schooled in many languages and live in a world where everyone speaks in English – where movies and tv series are not dubbed and schoolbooks are not translated to my native tongue Danish. Hence, I have perceived that Goddess spoke English with ease as her messages was always so well-articulated. Since my last diary entry, I have however realized that it is not so, that she takes great effort in copying my posh language into a translating tool, write her reply in the Latin language, that is the mother tone of my Goddess, then translate it – and copy her reply to me.

I realize that I have left her with all the discomfort. Naturally it should not be so – I only wish her to experience joy from our slave dialogues – hence going forward I will try to write her in Spanish, though I my inabilities in this language undoubtfully will cause me to address her in a familiar tone and not in the elevated tone that normally would be required in a conversation with Goddess. I hope she holds me dear enough to accept the familiar tone.

Monday, June 23rd 2025 - 18:23

A stressed shoot - and a failed session. I have been owned for 10 days now. I was awarded an orgasm on day one, and failed myself and my Goddess a night 3 days ago, where I orgasmed - and now I have failed her again. This time very unintentionally. I don’t know why I failed like this, I don’t recall I did it last time - but it has been a stressful period at work lately and I have signed the contract for a new home, and have had a lot of talks with banks and lawyers on the side.

Today the alarm clock sounded at 05:15 or 5.15 AM and I noticed that my Goddess had given me a nice session and I woke up with a smile. Then I noticed a text message from my mother, that I had accidentally taken my dads phone when I visited them in the beach house yesterday - and I realized that I had to drop the phone off at the beach house after work - and that is a long drive, so I canceled an appointment with a friend tonight and wrote Goddess that I would do the task tonight - or at the latest tomorrow. Goddess swiftly replied that the session could not be postponed and had to be done tonight. I immediately complied and wrote yes I would do the session tonight. My mother called me on my way to work, and I was lucky to hear that my dad did not need the phone today, so I could just drop it off at my sister, who live close by, then they would pick it up them selves.

I had my first call with my boss at 6 AM and then one meeting took the other until late afternoon. When I walked between meetings, I thought about what to do - and just before I left office, I downloaded a picture of Goddess’s feet, which I have been given as a gift - and printed the picture in full size on A3 cardboard photo paper and walked through the office building with 3 prints of Goddesses high heeled feet, and dropped the phone off at my sisters on the way home. 

I had been given the task to imagine and film how a first meeting would take place, to dress my best and mastubate without coming to a picture of her feet. I cut out her high heeled feet out from the cardboard and stabled the picture to a box of cornflakes and placed it in front of my best chair, so it would look like my Goddess had taken seat in it. Then I worked with lighting, camera angles, wrote the handwritten piece of paper that needs to be on every video assignment, I got dressed in my chosen outfit fit and after quite some time I was ready to film. 

The first take went well - or kind of well. I was however so stressed that I completely forgot the hand written note - and as I have gotten Goddess in trouble for forgetting such a thing before, I felt I had to do it all over. It was however a 100 degrees in my apartment, so I had soaked my favorite outfit in sweat and had to iron it all for take two - in order not to look like I pied myself. 

Take two I did with the learnings from take one. I didn’t think that I got hard enough for Goddess in take one due to the uncomfortable position I was in and the distance to her feet as I am nearsighted and could barely see them. The uncomfortable position, the distance to Goddess’s feet together with my stress limited my erection in take one, so I wanted to do better in take two, and allow myself, a more comfortable position closer to her feet. At first it didn’t seem to work at all, but then I was able to let go of all the stress and focus on Goddess feet, and I felt the excitement come over me - I let go, but without touching my penis erupted like a volcano and sprayed cum all over the place. I was so disappointed in myself as I had been instructed not to come - and I apologized to the best of my ability and cleaned up my mess.

Sorry Goddess, please fail me - and please forgive me, I did not mean to disobey you - it just happened 😢

Sunday, June 22nd 2025 - 12:42

Shopaholic Sex Slave. I normally never shop online, I don’t like the wait - and I don’t like not seeing what I buy, but lately I’ve turned into a shopaholic. It started with a chastity device, to somewhere between one fifth and one tenth of what it cost in the city’s sex shop - and it seems great, and arrived without trouble - but then I realized that this kind of device has a lock of kind that do not allow the used of the needed plastic padlocks we use in here. So I made a new order for a key safe and included a bondage hood to get free freight. Then I got hooked on slave clothing and ordered some matching leder shorts to go with hood - and then as I was shopping anyway, I got me some nipple clamps, a suction cup dildo and a poppy set, as I believe Goddess like puppy play…that batch arrived today, the puppy set was not as promised, so I filled a complaint and was offered a discount for a new purchase, which I accepted - so now I have ordered new shorts as the ones I got were too big, and a remote controlled anal dildo, a puppy tail, and some anal beads. I have become a shopaholic sex slave…🤭


…and Damm - I forgot to buy a humbler 🫣

Saturday, June 21st 2025 - 11:12

Summer - I promissed Goddess some pictures of where to fish so I will take a few today





Friday, June 20th 2025 - 20:14

Goddess and the saga of Kraka*. I asked Goddess about her dreams and aspirations for life yesterday - about her big dreams and the most important items on her bucket list - and she told me, that she liked to fish 🎣 🐟. That she would like to take a trip round her home country, Argentina, enjoy nature and fish 🎣 🐠. It kind of floored all my posh plans to dazzle my Goddess - I was stunned, but when I regrouped my thoughts, I came to think of the saga of Krake - or the tale of Aslaug Sigurds daughter another stunning beauty. 

The tale goes:

Kraka was the daughter of the legendary Sigurd and Brynhild, but was raised in secret by poor foster parents on the Norwegian coast. Her beauty and wisdom became known far and wide, eventually reaching the ears of the Viking hero Ragnar Lodbrok. To test her cleverness, Ragnar summoned her with a riddle: she must arrive neither dressed nor undressed, neither hungry nor full, and neither alone nor accompanied. Kraka arrived wrapped in a fishing net, having bitten into an onion, and with only a dog by her side—passing the test brilliantly. Impressed, Ragnar married her, unaware of her noble lineage. Only later did she reveal her true identity as Aslaug, daughter of heroes.

Now I just walk around wondering how my Goddess, would look dressed only in a fishing net near a stream in the mountains of Córdoba, Argentina. I tried to get AI to help me visualize it, but AI is not much for nudity, so it was not easy - this is how we could agree to see it 😃.




I think it will be even better with an actual photo of my Goddess Pocahontas 🥰


*Fun fact Kraka or Aslaug Sigurds daughter should be my Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Great-Grandmother 😁

Thursday, June 19th 2025 - 12:41

A slaves dream of a first date. I have been browsing flights and airports lately trying to envision how I could realize my dream of meeting my Goddess – trying to figure out how to get a first date if that is at all possible. 

 

Years ago – when I was single – and before I got into a few serious vanilla relationships that has kept me out of the reach of a Goddess for 15 years – back then I had two dates with two different mistresses. I found them both at another platform – Collarme - that back in the days was an active dating site, for those with a BDSM interest. The site is dead now, but my interest prevails even though I do have mixed experiences from my SM dating. 

 

My first slave date was wonderful. I found this Mistress online who shared my kinks and some joined vanilla interest, among them an interest for the Grand Opera. I’m not a huge Opera fan today, but back then I had 10 or so on CD’s and dreamt about seeing one live. I had saved some money and thought I would go all in on the experience, found an Opera, Carmen that played open air in the Baths of Caracalla in Rome and offered her Opera tickets, Airline fare and a stay at a 5-star hotel in Rome. She accepted on the condition that we would first meet in a public park, where she would judge me and opt out, if she didn’t feel comfortable. Luckily, she did feel comfortable in my company and soon we were at the 5-star hotel and as soon as the door to the hotel room closed, I was ordered to strip naked and kiss her feet – I was in heaven. Minutes later I was locked up in chastity, and spend the weekend in sub heaven, iced down, heated up, bound, free – showered in gold and kissing her feet until she fell at sleep every night. It was a perfect 1. date, had I anticipated the traffic chaos after the Opera. I got a chance for a second date though, but I lost my nerve a little when the first date ended and we started to plan the next – she wanted to increase her control and have me make all bookings in her name and I chickened out.

 

My second slave date was a disaster. It was more impulsive – I had a short chat with a Mistress, and she invited me to Mallorca, where she was vacationing – I had time off, so I bought a ticket and flew there. Again, we met in a public place – this time in a beach bar – it was not an immediate failure, but within minutes I found myself in the middle of family vacation with a brother and a sister and an expectation of me being the slave of all of them, carrying their stuff and buying whatever they wanted.  I’m not sure it lasted an hour before I split and left them for good.

 

I dream of a third experience, with my Divine Goddess, Pocahontas – one like the first encounter I had, but this time hopefully I have matured and will be brave enough to let go and follow her commands. Buenos Aires is however very far away, so I got to make it worth it for her, make it exciting enough for her to want to say yes, and safe enough for her not to say no. I think I need to ask her more about her dreams – also outside the bedroom…


Wednesday, June 18th 2025 - 19:48

The big mouth and the big balls of this slave…Goddess has started to train my ass again. If she were a guy, I think she would look at a lot of anal porn 😁 - well maybe she does anyway. She is a perfect Latin Lady🥰 but she do also have a kinky twist, that I do absolutely adore and would not be without 😝. 

So she gave me this assignment, to clamp my balls, put on a newly required bondage hood, with a penis gag and fuck my ass for three minutes. 

I bought the bondage hood online and told Goddess about it long before it arrived, yesterday - and as soon as I had told her, I dreaded the day she would ask me to gag myself with the 4 inch long penis gag. I fell in the ocean as a child, and panics easy when my breath is obstructed - so breath play is not a thing I do. I am known to get panic attacks, when I cannot breathe - I am just not goot at gagging - but boy where do I enjoy seeing a girl gag on a penis, so I guess it is only just that a slave such as I should try. Well, here is the thing - apparently I have a big mouth that easily accommodates a 4 inch dildo gag 😊 - I did not gag at all 😁. It was no trouble at all 😅

…but my balls are unfortunately also big, it took me half an hour to get clamps on… ouch 😓 

Monday, June 16th 2025 - 16:19

A slaves chance of heaven? Goddess gave me hope yesterday, showed me genuine interest and real kindness - acts of love 💕- and I started to dream of heaven, to be with her in the real world and not just here in the virtual one. It has left me wondering all day, what is a slaves chance of heaven? What are the chances for kissing her feet for real - and to be able to do so as act of love for all eternity?

In The Bible Jesus teaches his disciples that *"It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God."* - I have kind of always believed that the chances of a slave to be loved by his Goddess would be of a similar size, but yesterday Goddess gave me hope of a future with her, though no promises where made, and much was left open to interpretation.

I have spend the day wondering if a real relationship would be possible in some shape or form, - and if so what would it be like?  What would it require? What do Goddess dream about? And how do I fit in? I wonder if she imagines a future where I serve her online and sees her once or twice a year, when the whim catch her? If there would be others like me, or just me? If that would be enough for me? And if what she envisions isn’t enough long term for me, would I then be allowed to visit her heaven once, without being able to muster eternal devotion? And then I have been thinking about the big dream, the dream of heaven. I have been thinking about buying a house here where I live, and to live with her here. To share a loving vanilla life in the daylight and to serve her as a slave at night - but also love and make love. I have been wondering if I have done her wrong, when I took a break from here as I broke up with my girlfriend - and if I have hurt her, when I started my pursuit of happiness at tinder and not here with her.

I guess it is dangerous to show a slave kindness and give him hope 😉 - a few kind words and he starts dreaming about eternal love 💕

Dear Goddess, I know you read this - and please know that I treasure what we have today and this slave is so happy as your online slave. I will always treasure my servitude to you, even if it should never evolve beyond the slave-market. After all, what I wish for the most is that you are truly happy 🥰


Sunday, June 15th 2025 - 10:43

Edging to visuals of myself 😳 Goddess gave me a task yesterday - to film myself and then look at that video as if it was the greatest porno on earth and edge myself… I dreaded the task as I read it, knowing that my hard-on doesn’t come easy and males are no turn on of mine - I requested time, and went to sleep wondering about what to do, and then it came to me within a few minutes, that I have a huge chastity fetish. I woke up, filmed and watched the video of my first chastity lockdown for Goddess, and produced a video with a hard-on within minutes. That went surprisingly well 😊 -I sent her the movie, went to sleep and got praise - a great ending of a good day. Today has so far been quiet, Goddess sleep as she should - she was up very late - and I have not done much slave related, but since Goddess has replaced my own profile picture with beautiful pictures of her, I couldn’t help to edge myself to my own profile picture - but have now locked my self up in chastity 😈 to practice for a time that will come, where I will have to wear a cage whether I like it or not…

Saturday, June 14th 2025 - 12:40

49 year old male trying erotic photography 😳 I have spend the morning on my knees, mostly because I have been cleaning my flat, but also because I have been thinking about my Goddess and wondering if she like I would enjoy some nudes 🤔. I am almost bald, 95 kilograms and 49 years old, so it might not be the greatest gift in the world 😁 - but on the other hand, taste moves with age - at least for me, and I could imagine no one prettier than my 44 year Goddess of perfection.  Taste ages with me in women as in wine. I have been trimming my hair, and trying to find good photo angles for my body - some did quite well - other did not. I tried some of those angles I enjoy to see women in, but that was not always a success - our bodies are different and might require a different take - I fear I have to study nudes of other males 😱. Well it was a good morning, with Goddess Pocahontas on my mind - sometimes singing an old Eurovision Song Contest winner, about some of the really nice things women do for men, like painting their toenails 🥰 


Love, oh, love
I gotta tell you how I feel about you
'Cause I, oh, I
Can't go a minute without your love
Like a satellite, I'm in an orbit all the way around you
And I would fall out into the night
Can't go a minute without your love


it might be a little too much, for an online slave relation, but one can dream of more 😃


Well with all the photography - I guess I should share a photo - and then I better ask if she wants more 😝



Friday, June 13th 2025 - 16:17

Now I want to masturbate to my own profile picture 😃 What a thrill, I am now owned again, my beautiful and wonderful, Goddess Pocahontas has accepted me back into her stables and started to strip me of my freedoms - exiting 😃. Best of all she has changed my profile from that of me kneeling to a most wonderful picture of her - ahh, she is so hot, I want to masturbate to my profile picture. 💦 I better ask her if I may, she might not want me to start my service for her doing this…

UPDATE: Wow, my Goddess is so kind, she granted me the orgasm on my first day of servitude, what a fantastic generosity 🥰


Thursday, June 12th 2025 - 04:49

The other perspective . I saw Ad_dayti on display on the public square today requesting his freedom - I know Goddesses hate to be pitied, but I can’t help to feel sorry for ScarletGoddess. She bought him on auction less than a week ago for more than 300 $ - I wonder what went wrong? - did she buy him against his will?

Wednesday, June 11th 2025 - 03:37

3 sleepless hours . I tried my new chastity cage tonight, if is surprisingly comfortable even though I lost 3 hours of sleep as I woke up horny at 3. It was not really an erection, but it wanted to be one 😳. I also tried peeing through the urethal tube - it was kind of cute ☺️. It lets out the finest thin jet, but requires a bigger pressure than expected. It is really neat though and not messy at all, everything goes through the tiny hole in the middle. Nice - I had feared that the urethal tube would make me a bed wetter 🤭, but nothing seems further from the truth 😊

Tuesday, June 10th 2025 - 16:16

Chastity Cage Challenges. If you have read my diary you will know, that my last chastity experience left me wounded and in despair - it was only a few days, so if was not on account of the abstinence and denial - but due to unforeseen challenges. Last time I was locked 🔒 up it was with a newly acquired chastity cage, bought for the sake of the plastic padlocks of which I had none,  but needed at least one to prove my confinement, abstinence and devotion to my fair Goddess Pocahontas. Back then I was in a relationship, of which I am now free and as I could not normally wear a chastity cage, I did so on a business trip, where I had no excuses. The day of my confinement was a hectic day to say the least, so I rushed to a local sex shop on my way to the airport and bought the cheapest though still grossly overpriced chastity cage with, plastic padlocks - a cage of silicone, which I decided to wear instead of the one I had of steel as this would allow me to get an extra day of confinement as I could pass through airport security with it. The dreaded airport security was no issue at all, but the silicone cage proved to be super visible, and needed to be tied down to avoid everyone’s attention but even worse it caused a swelling in my groin that within few days left me in a severe and bloody pain. That I had not seen coming, so before next time, I promised myself, to try a cage on my own before handing over the keys….and a few weeks ago, I got the urge again and bought a cage from Temu, low priced and surprisingly comfortable even with a quarter inch tube, 4 inches long up my urethra. But I have no place for 1000 padlocks I bought with it…it is so hard to think of everything…




Monday, June 2nd 2025 - 20:18
Tales from my vanilla life. We have had a lot changes in our global leadership team, so I have spend the night with dinner and wine at a hotel exchanging tales of our life in order to get to know one another. We have talked about big pains and sorrows - and wild experiences from our lives. It has been very good, we have opened up - and dared to be vulnerable which I feel is a key foundation for deep relation. One story did however, leave me with thoughts that I did not share…A colleague of mine had years ago been traveling to Thailand, I believe - and had done so with a new and an old colleague of hers, they had a good trip and separated after dinner the first night, - but then the first morning her new colleague, did not show up and did not answer his phone, and they thought he might have been out an gotten unprofessionally drunk - but it was much worse, he was found dead, bound and naked in a sexual position - and my colleague still thinks about how that must have been for his wife, when she arrived the next day and was asked to come and take him home. It made me think tonight - I have not had many real encounters as a sex slave, but I am single now, and thought I should - but I don’t ever want put my loved ones in the position of his wife…
Tuesday, October 15th 2024 - 18:40

I have applied my last healing cream - and my balls are no longer wounded. Actually it was a few days ago, but I have saved up to use my new rank, which should allow me to post pictures. So here goes - here is a picture from 11 days ago:

 

I have written about the pain and how I was hurt in blog entry from October 3rd. This blog entry is about the healing, feeling good again and how to recover well from your injuries - and I have recovered well and fast - I believe due to the great advice of my Goddess to apply healing cream. After a week with healing cream my balls were back to normal as you can see here below:


I have realized even though me and my last two Goddesses have had only the best of intentions - intentions of not hurting me so much that it would leave me marked, - then only my firsts doctor educated Goddess, has been able to leave me un marked after her tortures. My second Goddess burned me with birthday candles, which apparently burn much more than regular candles - which left me marked with something that could appeal as skin cancer for a few weeks - and later when my much loved Goddess Pocahontas ordered me to cover my penis and ball in candle wax, it was not the wax itself, but my lack of shaving that ended up scaring me when I had to cut and pull the wax out of my hair covered schrotum. I have not applied healing cream here - but it is still noticeable to the right of my penis in the picture above - even though that happened weeks ago. So I am very happy to see that I have healed my balls in only a week by applying healing cream - thanks for the advice Goddess ❤️

Wednesday, October 9th 2024 - 17:14

Loctober Low - Goddess have not been treated right, she has not felt the respect and devotion as a Goddess like her deserve - and it saddens me. She should be happy and feel pampered. She started to question why it is so, and then I started too. I think there is some sort of low in the slave market here in October - most competitions have no participants and the other competitions have only a few.  I have not been her for long but it seems like a low compared to August and September. I wonder if fall have set in with rain and mud and lowered the moods all around - but I also thought about how grumpy I get without release and maybe a third into locktober is just a low, with long since last release and even longer to the next release? In life there are phases, and maybe a third into locktober, is the equivalent of the teenage, where authority is questioned, fights are frequently and slaves feel insecure, tired and moody - well I don’t know, but it will be interesting to see if the pattern repeats next year. Until then Goddess, know that I admire your feet with great devotion.

Tuesday, October 8th 2024 - 10:27

Back to fun. I have had a great morning after a period of illness where I have also been healing my wounds, then I feel good once again, I feel devoted and happy. I have been allowed two ruined orgasms, I was filming and the first one did not pass expectation, so I had to do it again. Yippee it is good to have to do your favorite thing twice - and my favorite thing is to cum. I think it would have been slightly better if it was not ruined, but quite frankly from the depths of my sub space today I don’t know. I really enjoyed making the video - and I think it went well, so I’m all together proud, happy and relaxed. I needed that, my submission was starting to fail and I was starting to wonder why submitting at all. It had actually only been a little more than a week since my last orgasm, but in that week a lot of things went bad, so I really needed to feel good, to be reassured about this being right for me. Well this morning all went well for me, I even had a nice chat with Goddess, but I was sorry to hear that the new slaves had not treated her right, and misused her good nature. I hope she will take pleasure from watching my assignment from today and her tomorrow will bring her only joy.

Friday, October 4th 2024 - 15:35

Money Talks. I have so far tried to avoid the subject, but money is a part of this. For many dominants it is not only a lifestyle but also a living, to be a Goddess, and they are here and available in so many hours because it is a profession, hopefully a profession they love, but nonetheless it is how they make their living and how they make their money. That means that many in here will need income to pay their rent, get groceries and other normal expenses - and not the most sexy kind. For us slaves, there are expenses, there are tributes, fees on services, fees on gifts and fees on chastity log end cum log entries, fees on competitions, and for all there are fees on pictures on the public square. Findom is a turn on for a few slaves, but for me it is a big turn off and a hard limit. I’m okay with any fee, and understand and accept that there might be Goddesses out of my league, that I cannot afford, or who I can only afford for glimpse. It is however important for me that I can afford a Goddess and that I can meet and exceed financial expectations and hence give joy - I’m not bratty, I don’t like to provoke, disappoint or otherwise cause dissatisfaction. Saying no to a Goddess is a big turn off to me, and a frequent cause for my online break ups - I loose the trust and hence the desire if I feel I am being used. Hence for me it is important that the deal made is kept, and it is not exploited that I believe, I as a slave should say “Yes, Goddess” and not no. I said no today, and chose to fight it, instead of fleeing, as I generally like Goddess very much. I said no to giving her a gift, while hurt and after having procured a service not yet delivered. That the service is not delivered is no issue, but also no occasion to show gratitude. I expect to spend more than the negotiated fee, but I would expect the agreed costs to be the main part of the costs and after a trial I expect costs to resemble the trial costs.

Thursday, October 3rd 2024 - 15:16

“Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards” is a famous quote of the Danish philosopher Soeren Kirkegaard. I have not been good at living life forwards, but in here I do think that, I have lived life forwards and taken the opportunities that I have been given. Hence embarking on a chastity journey with a new Goddess and a new chastity cage without neither test or precaution was unlike me and one of life experiences, that I can now reflect and review backwards. I made the choice to buy a new cage to get otherwise unattainable tamper seals. I chose to use this cage to give my self a longer time in chastity, and to experience the thrill of passing through airport security locked up - but naturally I did it in an attempt to please my Goddess. In the last two journal entries, I have described the feelings and challenges of the first day, here is how the last day unfolded. I had reasonable pain all day at work, there was an ever present pain, but not a pain, I couldn’t hide, or a pain that prevented me from working. After work I took a taxi and went straight to the airport to face airport security, with my swollen balls tied to my right leg to reduce suspicion. I chose an airport security lane, guarded by only young women with guns - which seemed thrilling in the moment, but somewhat to my disappointment, it went super smooth and I was through it all in seconds. I was just left with the pain, and a long wait for the airplane as the flight was delayed. Once the flight finally boarded I realized that the airplane was melting hot. Male genitalia is much responsive to heat, and while male genitalia can almost disappear in the cold, as demonstrated with my second place finish in “Most Pitiful Cock Picture”, genitalia grow in heat, and my already hurting balls grow another size with an ever increasing pain as a direct result. The only relief was a limited relief of two minutes in the toilet, where I could set the balls free - but soon I was back to my seat for hours where the heat and the pain only got worse, peaking as the airplane started to decent. In the next airport I started a quick search for a toilet, and tried to cool my balls somewhat sitting with a naked crotch on the toilet for half an hour or so. Then the wait for the next plain started, again it was delayed to further increase my pain - and I realized I could not sit in the seat, but had to sit in the window until I was again boarding a plane with tropic temperatures. The pain was so bad, that I feared, that I would look ill in the eyes of the cabin crew - but the flight was kind of short so soon I was in the airport, where I was picked up by my farther, as my parents live near by. My mother had prepared port, snacks and other treats, but all I could think about was to hide my enormous hurting balls, and soon I went to bed. Goddess had allowed me to release myself from Chastity after verifying, so my plan was to sleep until I could release my balls, but with the pain sleep was no option. It was just an agonizing wait. At this time I estimate that my genitalia had the weight of half a kilo and I had to hold it upright so it would not squeeze itself. When time was up, I quickly verified and tried to fill how I freed myself, but cage and my balls had swollen into one, and it was so hard to get the cage off, that I had to give up filming and actually, I considered to cut it of - but in the end I got it off without surgery. It is now 16 hours ago, my balls are still swollen, and the skin of my balls has broken from the pressure all the way around and between, forming crust on the wounds . They look clearly scared, and I wonder how quick they will heal.

What I have understood here backwards is that I will never do it again, that I should have ended this on day 2, and contacted Goddess and I think that she would have understood. Some times when you live life forwards, you get brushed, but hopefully I will learn from it and be better at realizing when it is time to pause and talk it over.


Wednesday, October 2nd 2024 - 02:59

30 hours of separation. Last night I felt the pain of separation - my silicone chastity cage had for 30 hours forced my tightly squeezed ball apart with a five millimeters thick cord buried deep between my ball. A super tight and very powerful elastic that put a constant pressure at the exact same spot between my blown up balls. The pain was almost unbearable and I was thinking about sharing my pain with my Goddess, but thought I should try to deal with it myself somehow before I came whining at her feet. My solution was a piece of cardboard which I forced between the silicone cord to a pain that made my eyes water - but once the cardboard was in place it distributed the pressure and made me feel better and good enough to go to dinner. I wore the cardboard for three hours, if was better - but not like before and then I realized that the pain could have had another cause - Goddess had had me worship her feet and finger my ass to show her my excitement, and while doing that my cock and balls had moved with the silicone contraction and it was after the excitement had ended, I had felt the pain. Once I realized the cause I hosed down my cock and balls in the shower with cold water and got everything readjusted and I have had a full night with a lot of sleep and a reasonable pain level in my crotch so I feel positive to start a new work day - and face airport security in chastity.

Tuesday, October 1st 2024 - 05:17

First day of chastity. I am on a business trip, I have a new employee joining in Poland, hence I am here to greet her welcome and give her a good start and an induction to the company. That means 4 days away from home - and hence a rare opportunity for Goddess to lock me up in chastity and make me completely hers - and she has wasted no time in doing so. I lost my tamper seals Sunday, so it all started with a bit of panic, as I needed to get new seals within a day. I could only achieve that task by procuring a new chastity cage in the local sex shop - a silicon cage with 5 tamper seals. The new cage in silicon did also allow for wearing it through airport security, so Goddess and I agreed that I should lock the new cage on yesterday, which I did. Hence I went straight into the new chastity cage without any trial, and I must live with the consequences of my decisions when installing the cage. I did what I I think a good boy should do - and installed it with the smallest cock ring, and with the tightest setting, that required some force, so it is now very tightly secured around my crotch. That do give a little pinching pain, but I think I will survive it just fine. The second issue I encountered is that cage naturally points straight forward - and hence it is naturally very visible through the pants, which I was thinking hard about through the first airport. In the second airport I found the solution, and tied it down to my right leg with a shoe lace, and hence like that it looks kind of natural it is silicone after all, though I might look bigger than I really am :-). I arrived late at the hotel last night, and had my first night with the cage. It is somewhat flexible due to the silicone, so I can get something of an erection in it, but when my cock grows it tightens and it really squeezes my balls and makes it somewhat painful, so I have woken up, more than planned - and worshipped Goddess more than planned - but I actually feel well rested, so maybe it was all for the better:-)

Monday, September 30th 2024 - 18:03

Three Goddesses, Two declined offers of ownership and now one lovely owner :-)

I’m now really a slave, I am now property and no longer free. My freedom lasted about a month in here - I am now owned and so far I like it - like in Uncle Tom’s Cabin life as a slave can be good with the right owner - and it is very good with Goddess Pocahontas. The story of Uncle Tom, and some of the insults you get from Dominatrixes in here has however also made it very clear to me that I could not be a happy slave for all. I do my best to serve and do not take neglect, insults and failure well, so I need a caring Goddess who appreciates a slave who try to do well, but sometimes lack the experience and ability to do so. My first trial Goddess in here was also much like that, and leaving her to try something else, was a very hard decision for me, for she was good and good for me, but she did not share my greatest passion and had no foot fetish of her own - so we could not share the core of my submission. The second Goddess did share my passion a little, but was more of a sadist to me, than one who really longed to be worshipped. I’m sure that there will be a masochist for her out there who will be truly happy with her and feel the deep submission they would both desire. I do however not feel that I could share her passion in happiness. The offers of ownership did also come from Dominatrixes, without a word without a single hi, hey or hello. That don’t do it for me, I need a deeper connection before I sign away my slave life- I care for my slavery and I care for my Goddess - the most awesome Goddess Pocahontas my owner and mentor 

Saturday, September 28th 2024 - 11:07

Venus from Milo, Aphrodite from Samothrace and Pocahontas from Buenos Aires. It is like Christmas when you were 7 when your Goddess change her picture of worship (That is if you do not worship on of the top 3 Archgoddeses. In that case there is no wait and no excitement - and it is like getting an orgasm after a period of 2 seconds in chastity. I have tried it, it is not the same, not that special.) Today Goddess changed her picture and for hours I fantasized about how it would be, how fantastic it would be - peaking every hour, trying to see if time had come to open the present. It was not the picture I imagined it would be, but god, Goddess is beautiful - I’m sure if Thorvaldsen would have lived, he would have looked at her picture only for a second before he would have worked his magic on a piece of marble and turned her picture to a bust of esteemed beauty - Pocahontas from Buenos Aires - to be admired for generations :-)

Friday, September 27th 2024 - 14:30

This slave do not have the skills to do skills assessment. The first weeks in here I did not do skills assessments as I did not understand it - and I thought that I would be assessed on my assessment, and I should be able to do the first skills, which I wasn’t. Since I realized that there were no assessment of what I assessed, I have done them every day to get as much fame as possible. I do however still don’t get it, they are called skills hence can you or can you not - but the questions tend to be more like will you or will you not obey. For me it sometimes also end up being me assessing whether I get turned on by the task. Sometimes I think I can do a task under the right circumstances and see the glass as half full, other times I see glass as half empty and answer based on some conditions under which I cannot do it. I really do not have the skills for this…

Thursday, September 26th 2024 - 15:27

A slaves point of view - it is only natural to see a Goddess from below. In an absolutely ecstatic moment after Goddess again met me in my fantasy and I was worshipping her feet, it came to me that it was unnatural to see her feet from above - in my fantasies, I imagine I should see her feet from below if not deprived sight. Hence pictures from below seem to catalyze the deepest emotions of submission and desire in me. The next thought was the thought of Goddess, and her point of view- what she would like to see. I’m sorry that I did not think of this first thing - but when I brought it up, she actually seemed more interested in my emotions of submission than in her point of view to me her slave. Nevertheless I have bought a selfie stick (never thought I should own such a thing - buying it was actually pushing my limits :D) - and now I plan to film my next assignment from above. Then we will see what Goddess thinks :)

Wednesday, September 25th 2024 - 04:38

How do people do anal? I have spend hours on the bathroom floor, trying to get an anal plug op my ass - and other hours in my bed trying to achieve the same. I have been able to get a finger sized plug up and have slept with it for hours - but the one plug with the width of a big cock is just not going up there. I have watched much anal porn, but until today I have not really appreciated how hard it is - but now I do understand why so many women pass on anal. I will have to learn anal though -I guess it is a must for a slave - and I’m happy that Goddess have shown me patience and made it our personal project. I love the thought of a longer term project with Goddess - it is so nice to share a common goal.

Tuesday, September 24th 2024 - 14:35

Am I safe? That is the question, I ask myself today. Goddess Pocahontas have given me tasks that I thought it would take months or years of service to get - I just started in here a month ago, and I have done very little submission before that - and the first two weeks in here, were kind of mild - I thought it was wild a week ago, but now it is at a whole new level. As a slave it is really hard, on one side being pushed to new boundaries is exiting, but how steep can a learning curve be, to be safe? If you run a marathon without training you will get injured, and I somehow believe that the same would apply in here - but on the other hand, I have so limited experience and I imagine that Goddess have seen so much, that she can judge, what is safe and what is not…I will take more time to think and prepare, but I will trust Goddess and give it a go - perhaps what looks like a marathon is just short sprint. I hope I will be safe…

Monday, September 23rd 2024 - 13:29

Thinking with my dick. I had looked so much forward to this mornings first task from Goddess - last week was too busy for tasks and Sunday went out the window due to vanilla stuff, so I had built up quite a hive when the task finally arrived - and full of excitement and stress, I went straight to it - red it quickly, filmed and uploaded in a flash. What a dick move by me, I miss read a bit - red whack for whacks - did and filmed one where I should have done and filmed many - and hence I did not deliver something fully satisfactory…I knew it the moment it was too late. Sorry Goddess, this slave should have kept his cool, but lost it in excitement - thanks to Goddess, I quickly got a chance to redeem myself, it made my day - and I will try to be more cool in the future…the problem is just that Goddess is so hot, and I get so excited and then I think with my dick if I’m not careful. But I will strive to be careful for Goddess - no more dick thinking!

Saturday, September 21st 2024 - 06:32

Nothing better than being met and accepted for what you are. My favorite quote from my favorite musician is “There is a crack in everything - that is how the light gets in”. We all have cracks, something that is us and something that is not tasteful in the eyes of the many - being met and accepted for your cracks is a wonderful feeling. I’m a foot guy, I got foot pictures yesterday - and without request or pressure, Goddess took initiative - and let me worship her feet.  There is nothing better than to be embraced for your “cracks”. I’m so happy today

Thursday, September 19th 2024 - 15:18

Hakuna matata, is the carefree lifestyle of my favorite Disney character, Pumpa and his life companion, Timon. You can’t help to love the Disney characters, which are globally know, and hence some I often  use when I have to explain something while keeping the anonymity. I’m not Pumpa, carefree, silly and brave - but enjoy such company. Timon roughly translates into he who respects, that is likely more me. Wonder if Pocahontas is the little playful one, that the name translates into…she is certainly beautiful,. I can’t wait to play :)

Wednesday, September 18th 2024 - 04:23

Out of orbit for a day. This week is really crazy, my work is super busy and my weekend is full of family, so really not suited for slavery. So I thought I would take a break for a week after having ended my service to Goddess Rose, who was so kind to take me under her wings last week. After a day of freedom, I did however feel lost, out of orbit with no sun in my life. So I approached, Goddess Pocahontas, and she has allowed me to worship her. So now she is the sun of my slave life and the center of my universe - in this week I will still be an insignificant comet in the outer space, but I look forward to get closer to the sun next week.

Monday, September 16th 2024 - 17:27

I got a big assignment this weekend, one I could not solve in a day. There were many components, and some items I did not have on my list of toys - but nothing rare that I could not easy acquire ones Sunday turned to Monday. The hard part was that the assignment made me push my limits a bit, and made me do something, I hade never done before - and something, I had not thought, I would do - but again not something I had listed as a hard limit. I realized that this turned me on, so the 5 times I had to edge went unexpectedly quickly - and I felt super again - that is until the hot drips of candle wax hit my chest and replaced my hornyness with a burning pain.

Saturday, September 14th 2024 - 19:40

I feel good, I feel relaxed and really nice. I was given a task tonight that matched my own kinks, what a privilege, and I feel totally zen. It is not often this happens in here, a Goddess have a strong will and her own desires and I have often been doing tasks that gave me no other satisfaction than to please my Goddess. Tonight I felt the pleasure of a ruined orgasm - I hope Goddess will enjoy it too.

Friday, September 13th 2024 - 16:30

Have you ever tried to write with a pen in your ass? I tried that today - I tried it a lot - 20 times or so, as it was not easy to get just my name written. Well Goddess generously did approve my writing, so kind of her - it was not my best work….

Thursday, September 12th 2024 - 15:53

Slave learnings, 2nd Goddess, 3rd week. I have been nervous all day - Goddess has made me suffer all weak, and once she didn’t approve my assignment, though I had done the best I thought I could in the circumstances. Sometimes a resource is scarce, like ice, and ones used, it will take time to get more - and I believe that no Goddess like to wait. In such a situation you as a slave have a choice, if you have made an almost perfect video, but also only almost as instructed - either the slave can wait for the ice to freeze again or you can send the almost perfect video and hope for the best. I had such a decision this morning, and chose to send a video, that perhaps had a minor imperfection. I feared sending it, as I love to please, and feel really bad when I feel I fail - pain gives me no pleasure in it self, the only thing in it for me is if I can feel, that my suffering was enjoyed by Goddess, but if she enjoys it, I enjoy to suffer for her, for her reaction. Sometimes all you get as a slave is an approval, but today she not only approved the video, she also wrote that she enjoyed seeing me suffer - she warmed my heart and made my day

Wednesday, September 11th 2024 - 19:31

A day of first. Goddess Rose started slow on me, but today she cranked it up - It was a busy day, a day of first and a very good day. I’m 48. I once had medical camera up my ass as part of a cancer treatment, but except for that, I have never had any thing up my ass until today. I had twelve ice cubes up my ass today, it was actually not noticeable cold, it was more of a bloody and painful experience. My sphincter would not let the ice cubes in easily, so it was profound unpleasant experience getting the cubes past the sphincter, it also drew some blood, though that pain was minimal. My second task was more of a sharp pain, as I was to close a hard covered book over my testicles 5 times, 4 times out of 5 it was sharp but quick pain, the last time the pain was a sharp and profound pain that caused sickly feelings for up to a minute. The last experience was true pleasure though in an extremely hard position for my stiff and inflexible 48 year old body, I was allowed to cum, with shoulders on the ground, my ass raised up agains the wall, and my cock pointing towards my mouth - it was a struggle to get in position, but once there I quickly released to the thought of the boots of Goddess Rose. No salty taste could limited the privileged feeling of gratitude and joy - thank you Goddess Rose - to cum to the thought of your boots was a fantastic feeling.

Tuesday, September 10th 2024 - 19:36

Nev Goddess, New start. I got my first assignment from Goddess Rose today, I’m so happy I got it, I hope she will be happy with how I completed it. It has been a big relief for me to get it, my last Goddess had me completing tasks for her in no time - Goddess Rose have taken time to get to know me a little and we have struggled with time differences and my lack of availability. I don’t think I have handled it well, I have been too confused and too emotional about the difficult start, I should have been more patient and positive. Thank god, that Goddess was more cool and collected. I am grateful.

Monday, September 9th 2024 - 05:24

A feet guy huh - was what Goddess DommyBitch labeled me, after I had been begging her for a picture of her feet for weeks. I am a feet guy, I guess - I really likes to worship feet. I understand that I as a slave have no idea about what it takes to be a Goddess, that heels may be uncomfortable and foot beauty may require effort or beauty Spa’s that may be far apart - but this slave really loves feet. So Goddess DommyBitch allowed this slave to leave, and now it may worship Goddess Rose’s most wonderful feet - I think she wears the highest heels with the highest arches - happy, happy, happy slave.

Saturday, September 7th 2024 - 11:29

Punishment if you fail - those were the words after the task description in my present assignment. A very difficult assignment, I might add - I doubt it can solved with traditional thinking and my physique - but like in the tv show “task master”, bending the rules or alternative reading and can make almost anything possible. The question for this slave was then, should it bend the rules a little to seemingly solve the task as requested - or would I please Goddess more, by giving it a go,  be true to the task and fail so she may punish me for inadequacies. I went for the last solution today, wonder what punishment awaits me…

Friday, September 6th 2024 - 04:09

A full day of silence. I did not hear from Goddess today. She is on a different clock and is mostly online while I’m asleep - so it could just be that we missed each others, and she just went to bed a bit like normal people and didn’t stay up all night. I hope she had a good day - and went to sleep when she felt like it. My day was the most vanilla since I joined - I mostly just watched my national football team take the first win in nations league. It was the first match with a new coach and a new team - a new beginning and a really good match.

Thursday, September 5th 2024 - 04:26

I was just a cow - should I have been a cash-cow? I disappointed Goddess and was punished this morning. Only fair, I guess - I managed to cum 7 times in 48 hours - I think it should have been the double, and a young stud could likely do 4 times as good as me. To let Goddess see every time, I had to gift her 8 times, and one of them failed to load, so I had to gift again - another was in so poor quality that I doubled the fee - hence 9$ for 7 times - four times that would have been 36$ and made a young stud a happy cash -cow. I’m just a cow, sorry Goddess.

Wednesday, September 4th 2024 - 15:28

A soft assignment getting hard, or a hard assignment going soft. Yesterday morning Goddess gave me a new assignment - an assignment on time, assignment of 48 hours. I had to cum as much as possible in the next 48 hours, and she wanted to see it every time. Easy I thought, fantastic I thought have not had an orgasm for days, the first one was easy and fantastic. Reality hit when I tried to get number two, I am a sexually insecure and nervous soul, and when under pressure my dick go soft. It is the reason why my sex life is almost nonexistent, why my girl friend and I very rarely have sex, and why when we do it is always be going down on her. I have disappointed so many girls in my vanilla life, and it has caused so many breakups, as few women can live with a limp dick. It is a psychological and not physical and so far unsolvable for me. Yesterday was a busy day full of meetings, and that increased the psychological pressure on me, so the results for the first 24 hours was 3 ejaculations and many more failures, with accompanying guilt. The ejaculations are good - the failures bad, overall still happy :-)

Tuesday, September 3rd 2024 - 04:10

Pavlov’s dogs and toothpaste. The Russian psychologist Ivan Pavlov provoked his dogs to a conditioned response to a neutral stimulus, when feeding his dogs to a metronome - so when ever the metronome was one the dog’s mouth would water. I had expected some sort of classical conditioning- but I had expected it to shoes or feet, but Goddess have made me play so much with toothpaste, that I get a little hard on every time I brush my teeth. Not exactly what I had hoped for - but still a new experience :-)

Sunday, September 1st 2024 - 06:33

Goddess said yes to play with me yesterday after my last blog update. What a thrill - I’m a happy, happy, happy slave :-) <3. But what about Goddess? I know she likes to play with me…but I wonder why…and let’s just start by bypassing the financials, they are part of it, but you can earn money in so many ways - and this blog post is not about the money. I have come up with three theories for why a Goddess keeps slaves - 1. It makes her juices flow :-). Slaves get turned on by their Mistress and hope their Mistress get turned on by them - I do however fear that juices far from always flows from Goddess’s. 2. We make them smile - and entertain like cat videos on the internet.  3 and perhaps most likely they get joy from been greeted like a pet, or a small child and feel the platonic love, for those who love them unconditionally 

Saturday, August 31st 2024 - 04:54

Slave hardship is the heading of my thoughts this morning. As a slave you should serve when your Goddess wants you to serve - that can sometimes be hard enough in itself. This morning I do however feel that the hardest part is when Goddess, do not require you to serve. I on occasion call Goddess, Archgoddess as she is top 3 in the rankings. So she has her 12 pink plate slaves, owned in full, at least a couple of white plate slaves, that are displayed as owned and only Goddess knows how many she plays with like me. That is all fine, as it should be - her stable should hold all she could desire. However, even though I believe she has a huge heart and a place for all her slaves in it, it is a lot slaves, with a lot of hopes for a pet on the shoulder, a task, a purpose - and a good boy. I imagine her inbox in full to the brink whenever she is in here, and I have noticed that when online, she seems to need hours to get through to me. I imagine that her top slaves, or her young hunks take priority - which again is all fine, it is just hard to predict when to be available, when the time is there when her whims could be catered by me. I did not find such timing yesterday, and I have missed her, and has an ever present tiny fear, that what I have been able to give, have not been enough…

Friday, August 30th 2024 - 06:03

Mind map of this slave: Got an assignment: “You’re going to make a striptease for Goddess. From all dressed to all naked. I want a good song!” Slave thoughts: Hard - Fear of failure- exited. What to do? A good song? First thought - La Bomba, but that is a wrong thought if slave was master and Goddess  was - no no no. No such thoughts allowed. Must be a good song for Goddess- Hard - have not talked music with Goddess- ok got to think- most people develop their taste for music while in their teens - Goddess is 35, and so bright, she likely developed early- hence Music of 2001 and 2002 perhaps? First thought Britney, Slave for you - Is that a good call? Goddess might be more of an Avril Lavigne type - perhaps Skaterboy? - ohh I think it was in these years I studied in Barcelona - from Otto Zuts to the Baja Beach Club it was all Shakira - difficult choice…well I will have to work, must decide tonight…

Thursday, August 29th 2024 - 19:22

Sleep and submission will be the topic for this diary entry. I started this journey - this trial with a roller coaster of emotions and heavy heart beats fueled by thrill, fear and excitement. In one way fantastic feelings and just what I was looking for - on the other hand something that resulted in sleep deprivation. I came out of the weekend happy and exited, but also spend and lacking sleep. Monday and Tuesday nights I also could not sleep and kept waiting hoping my Goddess would be there for hours, and then when she was there it was wonderful - and when the alarm sounded and it was time for a new workday, I had hardly slept. Wednesday at work was tough - god was I tired. I went early and exhausted to bed, with many hours on the clock before the alarm would ring - but woke up during the night as men my age do and found Goddess online. I had a lovely time in the middle of the night - then a few hours sleep and today I was like a new person - so now I will try again. It is 9 a clock, I say god night and pray that I will wake up exactly when Goddess, will feel like seeing me. Sleep tight everyone 

Wednesday, August 28th 2024 - 01:09

This really should have been a cum log entry - but I failed :( Goddess had given me the task to cum by touching myself as if my dick was my clitty. Nice assignment I thought - I get to touch myself, I get to cum with only a minor restriction - I thought this is going to be nice. Boy was I wrong, I’m not of the superior sex, and my dick did not like to be treated as woman - after many and hard tries, I had to report failure to my goddess, soft clit in hand…

Monday, August 26th 2024 - 20:06

The weekend was a thrilling adventure - never before have I filmed myself so much - never before have I filmed myself so naked and in such compromising situations and positions. Though all without breaking anonymity - which is hard limit for me. Truly exiting - and fun. Today was a work day - and with another humiliating assignment awaiting me, which I couldn’t check off before just before bed time. Wonder if my Goddess get the same kick out of it. She has been kind though - and allowed me some freedom over my orgasms - I thought about rubbing the boner out I got during tonight’s session - but decided I better not. I will just edge my self a bit to her pictures and go to bed :-)

Saturday, August 24th 2024 - 06:36

I signed up two days ago… the first day was completely uneventful, i browsed a bit and that was all. Yesterday I logged in again - and I got a hi and hey - and later a Hello.  3 words, two Goddesses and a Queen. I started chatting with two, one asked me to worship her, which I did - another wanted me to buy a trial - I thought long and hard about it for an hour - and then I bought the trial. I live with my physical girl friend, so I could not do much yesterday, when she was home - so, I have so far only done a bit of instructed edging. Not much in activity - but quite a bit in emotions and lost sleep. Let’s see where it brings me…

Date Ownership change
2025-07-14 07:52:21 Starts serving Mistress Pocahontas
2025-07-13 16:30:01 Ends its services to Mistress Pocahontas
2025-06-13 15:55:10 Starts serving Mistress Pocahontas
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CHASTITY CHALLENGES

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CHASTITY LOGS

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The items shown below were agreed to by the slave when doing its Skills Assessment.
(Only the low level skills and below are displayed, you need to be a registered Dom to see all the skills.)


Anal Play

I will have you wear a blindfold and handcuffs. You will then be positioned on your knees, and I will tease your asshole with My strap-on, making you beg for Me to penetrate you.
I will put a small remote-controlled anal vibrator in you and force you to complete chores with it randomly buzzing you. If you drop anything, you will be punished immediately.
You will get a replica of your pathetic cock made. I will fit it to my belt, then you can get ready for some pegging!
You will be on your hand and knees in front of Me, facing away from Me, and I will fuck your ass with my heels while I watch TV
I will insert a tampon dipped in alcohol in your anus to make you drunk and remind you of your submission to Me
I want you to moan loudly while I fuck your ass.
As part of your training I want you to wear your butt plug for an hour everyday for a month
Wear this butt plug under your pants, we are going out shopping.

Nipple Play

You must wear a heavy chain connecting your nipples to your ankle cuffs while doing floor scrubbing.
You will place your hands behind your head, and I will tighten your nipple clamps slowly while you stand still, enduring the pressure.
I’ll tie you to the bed and use hot tea bags to tease your nipples and testicles

Discipline

I am bored , I want you to think new games for me play on you every month, and you will beg me to try it on you, if it is not fun enough, you will be punished.
I will tie your hands and attach a leash to your testicles to make sure you follow me submissively everywhere.
Every time I enter the same room as you, you will drop to your knees, kiss my feet and then you'll continue your duty.
As a punishment I will prepare a pot with ice water and you will crouch on top of it naked so that your testicles rest in the ice water.
I want you to confess to Me every day
You will learn to balance various objects on your body for my amusement - cups, books. Hold each pose until I am satisfied.
You will wear a tight cock cage and be instructed to write an essay about why you deserve to be my slave. You will then read it aloud while kneeling before Me.
I want you to always wear a ring or bracelet with an engraved 'Loyal slave of MY NAME'
I will blindfold you and lead you through a maze of obstacles, guiding you only with verbal cues. You must trust me completely and follow all instructions.
You are not allowed to curse anymore. Every time I hear you curse, I will have you keep a soap in your mouth for 5 minutes to clean your mouth!
Every evening, you must perform 100 squats while repeating out loud "I am here to serve my Mistress in any way She desires." If you lose count, you start over.
You will be tied up with a piece of candy forced into your mouth. You will hold it there until I decide you are worthy of consuming it. Once permitted, you will eat the candy slowly, savoring the taste and thanking Me.
If you feel you've displeased Me in any way, you must write a letter of apology detailing your mistake and how you will prevent it in the future. You'll read this letter aloud to Me.
As a punishment I will tie your hands behind your back and make you type a text on the keyboard with your nose while wearing clamps on your body
You will serve as my chair while I eat dinner
You are forbidden to enter to "our" bedroom without my explicit permission.
When I say "present yourself" you will stop what you are doing, remove your underwear and kneel in front of me with your legs spread. Don't you dare close those legs until I'm finished with my inspection!
I want you to help me prepare dinner and then be my serving boy as I eat dinner, if you're hungry you can eat leftovers from a dog bowl after I'm done eating and you've washed the dishes
Swear you will obey your Master/Mistress's commands every night and morning with a voice recorder and send it to your Master/Mistress
Every evening you will say good night to my feet by giving a kiss to each toe, the sole and the top of each of my feet
As part of your training I want you to wear your butt plug for an hour everyday for a month
You will keep this coin on the wall by holding in its place with your nose as long as I deem necessary.
Get down on your knees and beg me to give you permission to cum
You will stand facing a corner masturbating while l watch a movie. When I command you, you will cum on the wall and lick it clean.
I want you to kneel at my feet while masturbating, edge and ruin your own orgasm.

Pain & CBT

You will stand with your hands tied above your head. I will attach small weights to your testicles, gradually increasing the weight over time, forcing you to endure the stretching sensation.
I will let a candle drip wax on your chest while you're laying on the floor, for each drop you'll thank your Mistress for letting you be at Her feet
I want you to stand on your tiptoes with your arms tied above your head. I will attach clothespins to your nipples and testicles, increasing the number of clothespins with each passing minute to test your endurance and pain tolerance.
I will tie a 1 liter bottle to your balls and have you do jumping jacks until I tell you to stop.
I want to tie my purse to your balls while you stand in utter pain as I add more and more weight.
I will give you a blowjob and slap your balls during your online meeting, staying hidden and silent.
As a punishment I will prepare a pot with ice water and you will crouch on top of it naked so that your testicles rest in the ice water.
I will masturbate you but at the exact moment you want to ejaculate I will squeeze your cock so no cum can come out.
I had a bad day, and I am so angry I feeling like insulting and humiliating you so I want you to get down on your knees and bow in front of me while I whip you and degrade you.
I want you to call in a delivery order for my dinner. But you must wear a ring gag. You will receive 10 lashes of my cane for every mistake that is made of my order.
You will kneel before me on raw rice for 20 minutes with your hands behind your head, repeating the phrase 'Pain is pleasure' with each exhale.
You will wear a shock collar for your training and you will receive an electric shock every time I am not pleased with you.
I want you to stand on your tiptoes with your arms tied above your head. I will attach clothespins to your nipples and testicles, increasing the number of clothespins with each passing minute to test your endurance and pain tolerance.
I will place a bar of soap in your mouth and cane you for using foul language
I want you to kiss my black boots that I used to bust your balls.
I will sit on your face, I will slap your dick and squeeze your balls until you make Me come with your mouth
You will hold a grape between your teeth and bend over with your hands flat on a table. I will count down from one hundred as I cane you. If your teeth cut the skin of the grape or if you drop it I will stop. You will owe me the remaining number of days in chastity.
I want you to go for a walk with nipple clamps under your clothes
Lie on your back with your legs elevated and secured. I will use a feather to tickle your testicles, followed by sharp, sudden pinches, alternating between pleasure and pain to keep you guessing and on edge.
You will kneel on a frozen bag of peas until I free you
You will be standing up naked, your hands tied up to the ceiling as I will whip you with nettles.
You will place a line of small, painful objects (such as thumbtacks or small stones) on the floor. You must walk this line barefoot five times while I'm watching you without flinching or stopping.
I want you to lie down on the floor, I am going to trample you.
I will remove all the hair from your sex with tweezers
I want you to wear shoes too small for you and accompany me shopping
I need you and 5 other slaves to place their balls in the pocket of a billiards table while my friends and I play
I’ll tie you to the bed and use hot tea bags to tease your nipples and testicles
You will be tightly bound to a chair with your chest exposed. I will drip hot wax from a candle onto your nipples and chest. You must thank me for each drop and apologize for your weakness.
I will slap your face when I'm not satisfied with you.

Bondage

I will wrap your arms behind your back in a strict armbinder, leaving you helpless to struggle while I toy with you.
I will do a tutorial video on shibari and tying someone up and you will be my rope bunny for it
You will stand with your hands tied above your head. I will attach small weights to your testicles, gradually increasing the weight over time, forcing you to endure the stretching sensation.
I will have you wear a blindfold and handcuffs. You will then be positioned on your knees, and I will tease your asshole with My strap-on, making you beg for Me to penetrate you.
I want you to stand on your tiptoes with your arms tied above your head. I will attach clothespins to your nipples and testicles, increasing the number of clothespins with each passing minute to test your endurance and pain tolerance.
You will make your Mistress cum by holding a vibrator in your mouth, hands attached behind your back.
I will tie your hands and attach a leash to your testicles to make sure you follow me submissively everywhere.
You will wear a shock collar for your training and you will receive an electric shock every time I am not pleased with you.
You will be standing up naked, your hands tied up to the ceiling as I will whip you with nettles.
You will be tied up laying on your back, with your mouth forced open. A drop dispenser containing my urine will be hung above your mouth and you shall stay in this position until the dispenser is empty.
After I workout I will tie you to a chair and shove my sweaty socks into your mouth and gag you, then put my sweaty panties over your face.
I will bind your wrists to the bedposts, then tease your most sensitive areas with the soft caress of a feather. You must remain perfectly still, resisting the urge to arch into my touch.
I’ll tie you to the bed and use hot tea bags to tease your nipples and testicles
You will kneel in front of the toilet tied up, after I've urinated in it, for an hour.
You will be tightly bound to a chair with your chest exposed. I will drip hot wax from a candle onto your nipples and chest. You must thank me for each drop and apologize for your weakness.
My bull is coming over to fuck me. You'll be tied up and gagged under the bed, so you can hear me getting fucked. If you stay quiet I'll let you clean me after me and my bull came.

Pet Play

I want you to hump my leg while barking like a dog.
You will be gagged with a dildo gag shaped like a bone, crawling and begging for my approval by rubbing your head against my legs like a desperate mutt.
You will wear a collar and leash, and I will lead you around the room, commanding you to crawl, kneel, and stand at my whim. You must obey without hesitation, your eyes fixed on the floor.

Humiliation

I want you to suck my toes.
You will cum in my ass and I will make you swallow it after
I’ll make you hold open a door for me while calling me “Mistress” in a low voice, hoping someone overhears.
I want you to hump my leg while barking like a dog.
In a crowded store, you will 'accidentally' drop something behind me and use that opportunity to briefly kiss My ass
I will have you kneel before Me and lubricate the strapon. You will then take the strapon into your mouth and deepthroat it until I am satisfied with your performance.
I want you to cum on your hand and slap your face with that hand
Your hands will be zip-tied in public under a coat. You’ll walk through the store, knowing you're helpless beneath me.
You will wear a pink ribbon around your penis whenever you are at home
I will cut your hair to improve my skills.
You will cum on top of a rusk. I will place the rusk alongside 2 others on a plate. You will be blindfolded and I will present the plate to you. You will take the first rusk you can find on the plate and eat it.
I had a bad day, and I am so angry I feeling like insulting and humiliating you so I want you to get down on your knees and bow in front of me while I whip you and degrade you.
I want you to call in a delivery order for my dinner. But you must wear a ring gag. You will receive 10 lashes of my cane for every mistake that is made of my order.
I want you to put your tongue deep into my ass while I'm pulling my legs towards my chest.
I want you to clean the vibrator with your tongue after I use it in my ass.
Every night before going to bed, you will quickly lick my pussy and my dirty hole to keep the taste in your mouth while you sleep
I will put a clip into your nose and tie a rope to it. Then we will go on a walk my little doggy.
I am gonna spit on your face until your face is covered in my saliva.
Whenever I order you will take a remote-controlled toy and wear it around all day. I don't care what you're doing right now, whether you're shopping, you have a meeting or you're just free. If I want to, I'll play with you. If it doesn't really suit you at that moment, you can try to beg me to stop and hope I take pity on you.
I want you to remove the dead skin from my feet.
You may only drink water today that I have first swilled around my own mouth and spat back out into your glass or bottle.
Get down on your knees and beg Me not to punish you
I want to watch you calling someone on the phone while jerking off and cuming before you hang up
I want you to open your mouth so that I can spit the toothpaste inside after I finish brushing my teeth.
I will spit on the ground and you will lick it.
I'm going to grab you by the hair and spit on your face until your face is completely covered with my spit.
You will wear a ring gag and I will choke you with my strap-on dildo
I will chew grapes and spit it into your mouth
I want you to masturbate into a sock and then wear that sock for the rest of the day
I want you to cum inside me, then I will sit on your face and you will have to lick it out of me.
I want you to put your nose in my ass for 2 minutes.
I will insert a tampon dipped in alcohol in your anus to make you drunk and remind you of your submission to Me
I will cum on your food and make you eat it.
I want you to masturbate me and swallow my cum.
I will smother you with my armpits for 2 minutes.
Look how much I have squirt on the floor, be a good boy and lick it clean
I want you to clean all my sextoys
You will lie on your back with your legs spread wide. I will insert My strap-on into your mouth, and you will deep-throat it as far as you can, gagging if necessary, while looking up at Me.
You will serve as my chair while I eat dinner
I want you to fuck Me, too bad you are wearing your chastity cage... Get my strapping you can use that, it is much better than your pathetic cock
I want you to help me prepare dinner and then be my serving boy as I eat dinner, if you're hungry you can eat leftovers from a dog bowl after I'm done eating and you've washed the dishes
You will cum on a toothbrush, then brush your teeth with it for 2 minutes
I want you to clean my sneakers with your toothbrush
I will smother you with my big ass for one minute
You will hang a cat bell to your sex so that your Master/Mistress always hears you moving.
I want you to inhale my cigarette smoke.
I want you to masturbate and edge 3 times before I will make you ruin your orgasm on my feet.
Take off my thong off and put it in your mouth. Leave it there while I finish my dinner.
Wear a chastity device while I describe in detail a sexual encounter with My lover. You must thank Me for sharing and beg to be released, knowing that only he can fulfill My needs.
After I workout I will tie you to a chair and shove my sweaty socks into your mouth and gag you, then put my sweaty panties over your face.
I want you to be my doormat
Tonight when I get home you will be kneeling by the door, and as soon as I step in you will clean my shoes with your tongue and pay special attention to my heels, they need to be sucked clean.
I want you to wear shoes too small for you and accompany me shopping
I want you to lick the wet spot on the mattress after I have sex with my date.
You will take pictures for me while I'm having sex with another person.
Get on your knees I will inspect your brawn. Open your mouth let me see your teeth and tongue. I don’t need the weak and ill slaves.
Come closer, I want to cum on your face.
You will lick my asshole while I look for bulls online
You will go live on webcam with a vibrator strapped to your cock. I will command you to edge and deny yourself repeatedly, thanking me for each denial and describing how desperate you are to cum, begging for more control.
I want you to fuck a piece of bread in front of Me to completion, and thank Me for letting you relieve yourself
I need you and 5 other slaves to place their balls in the pocket of a billiards table while my friends and I play
I want you to lick peanut butter from my ass.
Kneel down, I will spit on your face until your face is covered with my saliva
I will wear a short skirt and no underwear. In a quiet public restroom, you will kneel and worship my bare ass while I keep watch.
You will apply bright red lipstick to your penis and tell it to kiss my feet as an apology for its size.
I want you to clean my toes with your toothbrush.
You will kneel in front of the toilet tied up, after I've urinated in it, for an hour.
I want you to kneel next to me with ashtray gag and wait for me to finish my cigaret
My bull is coming over to fuck me. You'll be tied up and gagged under the bed, so you can hear me getting fucked. If you stay quiet I'll let you clean me after me and my bull came.
Wank yourself and swallow your own cum in front of me.

Foot Fetish

I want you to suck my toes.
Go on your knees in front of me and kiss each of my toe one by one
When I come home from work you must come to kiss my shoes without me saying a word.
Oops, I dropped some food on the floor and stepped in it. Make sure you lick both the floor and my feet clean.
Everyday I wake up in the morning the first thing I wanna see is you holding my slippers and kissing my feet.
I want you to spend an entire evening at My friend's feet, serving as Her footstool and offering any service She desires to ensure Her utmost comfort.
I will wash my dirty feet in this basin filled with water and then force you to put your face in it!
I want you to lick my feet.
Every time I enter the same room as you, you will drop to your knees, kiss my feet and then you'll continue your duty.
You will stuff your mouth with a pair of My used old socks and beg on your knees for my attention.
You will strip naked and crawl to me on all fours. When you reach my feet, you will kiss them reverently before receiving your next order.
I want you to handwash my socks
I want you to kiss my black boots that I used to bust your balls.
I want you to wear a blindfold and kneel in front of Me. You will then kiss and worship My feet, using only your lips and tongue, until I tell you to stop.
I want you to remove the dead skin from my feet.
You will be on your hand and knees in front of Me, facing away from Me, and I will fuck your ass with my heels while I watch TV
I want you to tell me how lucky you are to serve me while kissing my black boots.
I will lock you in chastity. The only way for you to get out is to find the right key inside of one of my dirty socks from my laundry basket. You will be blindfolded and your hands will be tied behind your back so you will have to use your mouth to find it.
You will kiss my toes from left to right every night before going to bed.
I want you to apply nail polish to my toe nails using your mouth. You will be punished severely if my skin gets painted!
Your going to ruin your orgasm onto My bare feet then lick Them clean
I will spread peanut butter on my feet and you are going to lick them clean
I want you to eat only things i have stepped on with my foot before
I want you to lick each one of my toes with delight
I want you to clean my sneakers with your toothbrush
I want you to be my doormat
Tonight when I get home you will be kneeling by the door, and as soon as I step in you will clean my shoes with your tongue and pay special attention to my heels, they need to be sucked clean.
I want you to kiss my feet in a store when no one is looking.
Every evening you will say good night to my feet by giving a kiss to each toe, the sole and the top of each of my feet
You are going to help me into and out of my footwear at all times
I want you to adore my feet while I ignore you
My feet are stinky and dirty you need to clean them using only your tongue, make sure to get all that toe jam out it's full of good nutrients
I will smother you with My feet until you beg Me to let you breathe
You will apply bright red lipstick to your penis and tell it to kiss my feet as an apology for its size.
I want you to clean my toes with your toothbrush.

Orgasm Control

You will follow all chastity rules without fail. If you are denied, you will accept it. If you are edged, you will stop when told. If you are teased, you will beg for more but know you won’t get it.
I want you to masturbate without touching your genitals with your hands
I will edge you with a dildo or vibrator, then ruin your orgasm by pressing down hard on your prostate just as you are about to cum.
I will flip a coin and if it's heads you get to cum but if it's tail you will ruin your orgasm.
I want to see clothespins on both of your nipples while you edge yourself
I will masturbate you but at the exact moment you want to ejaculate I will squeeze your cock so no cum can come out.
You will be tied to the kitchen table and will endure a one hour edging session. If you cum, the session will not end. Instead, your dick will have to endure the overstimulation for remaining time.
I will blindfold you and you will have to guess by the taste, what am I putting into your mouth. Every time you guess it wrong, you will get 1 day in chastity.
I will edge you myself repeatidly with these shiny black gloves.
I will make you mastrubate in front of me, and if you don't cum when I say, I'll punish you.
Every day you'll flip a coin to decide your faith. Heads, you're allowed to cum, tail you'll remain in chastity.
I will tease your cock for an hour and after that I'll put it in its chastity cage
You will wear a tight cock cage and be instructed to write an essay about why you deserve to be my slave. You will then read it aloud while kneeling before Me.
You will hold a grape between your teeth and bend over with your hands flat on a table. I will count down from one hundred as I cane you. If your teeth cut the skin of the grape or if you drop it I will stop. You will owe me the remaining number of days in chastity.
I will lock you in chastity. The only way for you to get out is to find the right key inside of one of my dirty socks from my laundry basket. You will be blindfolded and your hands will be tied behind your back so you will have to use your mouth to find it.
I will make you wear your cock-cage when you visit your friends and send you nude pics of Me so you get hard.
Your going to ruin your orgasm onto My bare feet then lick Them clean
I want you to edge while on your knees smelling my panties
You will masturbate until you edge three times. On the third time, you should take yourself to orgasm but, when you reach it, you are to place your hands over your head and ruin your orgasm.
I want you to fuck Me, too bad you are wearing your chastity cage... Get my strapping you can use that, it is much better than your pathetic cock
I want you to masturbate and edge 3 times before I will make you ruin your orgasm on my feet.
Wear a chastity device while I describe in detail a sexual encounter with My lover. You must thank Me for sharing and beg to be released, knowing that only he can fulfill My needs.
I want to tie you to a chair with your cock locked up while I pleasure myself to multiple orgasms and not give you one when I finish.
I will blindfold you and bring you to the edge of orgasm, only to cruelly deny you release. You will beg for mercy until I am satisfied.
You will stand facing a corner masturbating while l watch a movie. When I command you, you will cum on the wall and lick it clean.
You will go live on webcam with a vibrator strapped to your cock. I will command you to edge and deny yourself repeatedly, thanking me for each denial and describing how desperate you are to cum, begging for more control.
I want you to masturbate yourself only with a corner of a table.
I want you to kneel at my feet while masturbating, edge and ruin your own orgasm.
My bull is coming over to fuck me. You'll be tied up and gagged under the bed, so you can hear me getting fucked. If you stay quiet I'll let you clean me after me and my bull came.
Wank yourself and swallow your own cum in front of me.

Maid

I want you to unclog the toilet.
I want you to kneel by the bath and use a soft cloth to wash my face, paying special attention to my lips and eyes. You will then apply a moisturizing mask, waiting patiently until I command you to remove it.
I will put a small remote-controlled anal vibrator in you and force you to complete chores with it randomly buzzing you. If you drop anything, you will be punished immediately.
I want you to wake Me up every morning by serving me some coffee and the newspaper
I want you to polish the shoes.
You must wear a heavy chain connecting your nipples to your ankle cuffs while doing floor scrubbing.
Clean all the toys and arrange them the way your owner likes it
I want you to handwash my socks
I want you to kneel by the bath and use a soft cloth to wash my face, paying special attention to my lips and eyes. You will then apply a moisturizing mask, waiting patiently until I command you to remove it.
You will be responsible for planning and executing a full day of pampering for Me. This will include preparing My meals, giving Me a massage, drawing My bath, and attending to any of My whims and desires throughout the day.
You will apply a rich, luxurious lotion to my feet, massaging it in with tender care until my skin feels silky smooth.
I want you to meticulously polish every piece of silverware in the dining room. Make sure each piece is spotless and shines brilliantly. Once done, present them to me for inspection.
I need to relax so go and run me a nice bubble bath, light some nice candles and bring some wine. You're going to kneel and wear this blindfold and gag, you will hold my wine and phone, passing them to me as I need them whilst I relax in the bath
I want you to organize my make-up table
I want you to feed me in the bed.
I want you to clean all my sextoys
I want you to help me prepare dinner and then be my serving boy as I eat dinner, if you're hungry you can eat leftovers from a dog bowl after I'm done eating and you've washed the dishes
I want to go shopping. You will carry my bags, bring the clothes I like to the fitting room and queue for me.
The weather is so hot, you will stand by me while I am sitting in the sun and fan me to keep me cool.
You will practice the art of sensual, silent service. I want you to anticipate my needs without a single word and move with grace and efficiency.
You will draw a luxurious bath for my lover and me. Make sure the water temperature is perfect, add fragrant bath oils, and light candles around the tub. Once prepared, you will discreetly leave the room and stand by in case we need anything.
I require you to organize our wardrobe. Make sure all our clothes are neatly arranged, and our shoes are polished and ready to wear.
I want you to arrange my wardrobe according to my preferences. You will categorize my clothes by type, color, and occasion, ensuring everything is easily accessible and impeccably organized.
I will have you organize my lingerie drawer, arranging everything by color and type. Ensure that every piece is neatly folded and easily accessible. You will present your work to me when finished.
I expect you to clean and prepare the bedroom for me and my lover. The bed should be made with fresh sheets, and the room should be filled with a pleasant scent.
A second recording device
Anal plug
Belt
Books
Bucket
Cake birthday candles
Car
Carrot
Cellophane paper
Chair
Clothespins
Cock lock
Collar
Cooking pan
Deck of cards
Dice
Dildo
Dildo gag
E-stim plug
Electric toothbrush
Flour
Forest nearby
Freezer
Fridge
Ketchup or Mayonnaise
Kitchen
Leash
Long Candles
Lubricant
Mask
Milk
Mouth gag
Nipple clamps
Prostate massager
Rice
Rope
Rubber bands
Salt
Sand paper
Scale
Scissors
Shaver
Shaving wax
Shoelace
Suction cup dildo
Toilet brush
Toilet paper roll
Toothbrush
Toothpaste
Trash bags
Tray
Wooden spoon

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