I'm honoured to confirm I'm owned by Mistress Abi.
I'm stunned, happy, excited, aroused and even a little nervous, all in the best possible way.
I will serve Mistress without hesitation and absolute devotion of body and mind. I will follow every order, will thankfully complete every task and punishment with the sole purpose of making Mistress' happy.
.. "with every second of every day, your owner will be in the back of your mind.. In every action you take you wonder, "What would Mistress Abi think of how I did this and if I served her deep and well enough?""..
I can't define my servitude week better than as per above.
After a week (almost) away due to business travel, Mistress Abi surprised me with her servitude week.
Day 1: I prepare the devotional part and love it (I won't go into specifics, not to spoil anything.. ;) followed by just kneeling. thinking about my servitude, Mistress' presence. and then kneeling a bit longer. what a pleasure!
Day 2: bringing my thoughts onto paper. then back on my knees with the honor, to send Mistress an extract of what i wrote down. whispering, of course.
Day 3: Your maid is polishing well for you, Mistress!
Day 4: I'm meditating - far longer than asked - while whispering her name over and over and over and over again. Simple psychology. and simply lovely. During the remainder of this busy day, I indirectly have Mistress physically with me.. and I touched her again and again (pun intended).
Day 5: Kneeling (yey!). Kind of became a new hobby! I'm closing this day with this diary entry. Thanks for reading and I'm looking forward to much more!
Friday evening commute back home, after a very long day in the office...
...logging into SM, happily sending a couple of messages back and forth with different people, but get stuck with an absolute divine Mistress and suddenly you're owned with a 1-month slave contract.
How I adore to follow all rules set. How i love the tasks, the gifts and punishments. How arrousing are the funny, sometimes unbelievably sexy, sometimes firm messages. I catched myself logging in far too many times, just to check if there's a new message of Mistress waiting in my inbox.
All without doubting Mistress and solely concentrated on being the best property I can possibly be.
A specific rule that's new to me is orgasm control. I loved how unbelievably horny I became only after a couple of days. How freeing and intense the first orgasm was and how proud I was to eat it for Mistress afterwards. My body is kind of becoming an arroused shell of my being that on one hand would love to cum any moment and on the other hand challenges itself to not cum as long as possible. Writing that, I feel my aching, spanked ass and I love it.
Looking very much forward to grow in this new role.
Thank you Mistress Abi, for allowing me to start this path with you.
on my knees.
notice to myself: stress positions might could become a new fetish. further investigation needed.
first 2 days on here and so far i have written a paper on how grateful I am to serve a Mistress, had ice cubes and plugs in my ass, had wax dripping all over my chest, edged several times, had nipple clamps on nipples, dick and balls, walked on all fours through rice, was a human furniture, cleaned my face with my pee and last but not least, i had several lovely chats. All this without any cumming. yet..
Fantastic start to say the least.
Date | Ownership change |
2025-01-31 15:37:24 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |