Slave paulainsilk

For me it is the whole experience. I love to be dressed in slave lingerie, tightly bound and gagged and left to await my Mistress. I struggle against my bonds, not to escape, but to ensure i can't. Ideally totally encased in silk and hooded and blindfolded i slowly descend into a sense of total submission and desire to please. My fantasy includes being rewarded by pieces of my Mistresses lingerie if i please her when punished and that as i pass defined numbers of stokes etc i will be progressively rewarded and eventually be feminised to become a full time slave.

Alternates trokes of silk and the cane or whip will soon have my body thrusting itself towards the source of punishment. I will be almost wanto in the way i offer my breast, bum and crotch to dripping candle wax. For me, in these circumstances, it is both the anticipation and the delivery that is enjoyable.