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41 days since my last orgasm. Sometimes I get the urge a feel like it would feel really good to have that release and orgasm to just get it over with end the denial and enjoy regular orgasms again but apart from that decision not being mine to take at the moment I know that an orgasm would not be good for me. 

Firstly my submissive feelings would be compromised and secondly my orgasms these days always leave me a little disappointed if you've seen my cum log you will see why maybe. 

My cock and balls are recovering well I feel my Mistress is getting keen to get me locked up I'm doing everything I can to get the area to fully heal and hopefully I can please my mistress with a locked cock soon she has shown great restraint to allow me the time to recover. 

Mistress has allowed me a couple more days for me to recover from my last chastity period. A couple of sores which need to clear up before a new session is needed. 

I had my first punishment yesterday from my Mistress it turned out that it was a misunderstanding about how I had sent something in chat, my mistress thought I had orgasmed but this was not the case. Mistress decided to keep the punishment in place to teach me a lesson about keeping my communication clear and I certainly learnt my lesson.

Also today brings up 40 days since my last orgasm. 

Another day free of my chastity cage a few chats with my Mistress yesterday reminded me of the joys of being careless if you know what I mean.

Of course another day of orgasm denial 39 days now since my last orgasm and it's the key to keeping me submissive. It seems it's all.ti do with a hormone if this article is to be believed 

https://thedrsuereview.com/why-do-i-lose-my-submissive-feelings-after-an-orgasm/

It does make sense to me. 

I'm still a little sore from my last chastity period and I am doing everything I can to heal the area. My Mistress has shown concern and I am sure will not lock me.up before I am fully recovered. 

Yesterday was interesting as Mistress Abi set out the terms of our arrangement but the rules of engagement will not be disclosed until after I am locked early next week the bond is already deposited so if I want that back, which I do, there is no going back.

I am a little sore from my previous period of 24 days so do need a couple of days recovery but it didn't stop me from stroking last night and having a welcome erection, even this morning it was erect as I woke enjoying it's freedom for a few days at least.

I am under strict orders not to orgasm so it's now 38 days since my last orgasm. I know it's important for me to follow this rule as any orgasm would likely mean my submissive feelings crumble away. 

***UPDATE***

Mistress Abi has kindly accepted me as her chastity slave. She has allowed me to unlock my poor cock and allow me a couple of days to recover before relocking me.

It is understandable that she wants to make the lock her own. 

So today is day 24 of my chastity, 37 days since my last orgasm,  and also my planned day for release.

I am so torn with what to do should I just unlock now my mistress is no longer on the site or pass my lock to another mistress for further control and once again take the decision out of my hands.

I so much want to hold my cock get it erect and stroke and edge but is that really what I want or deserve?

Today marks 23 days since I've been locked in a chastity cage. It's also 36 days since my last orgasm. I can't quite believe these two numbers, and I'd be lying if I said writing them didn't turn me on a little. Orgasm denial is the key to my submission, as my Goddess well knows. Yesterday, she was dealing with a personal matter and needed time without me bothering her, so minimal contact was required. I kept my messages to a minimum, and Her judgment on my performance over the past two days is still pending. Although I'm scheduled to be released tomorrow, March 21st, I fully expect this to extend at least one more day. 

Just as went to post this I learnt that my Goddess has been cancelled by the site for something so I am left hanging.

Maybe someone will be interested in taking over the lock to push me further.

Today marks 22 days locked in chastity and 35 days since my last orgasm.

When I first started, I expected my chastity period to last only about two weeks. Initially, my sentence was just five days, with the possibility of my Goddess extending it if I made mistakes in my service or displeased her in any way.

As my release date approached, I found myself deliberately making small mistakes, giving my Goddess reasons to extend my chastity. There was something thrilling about knowing she had complete control, that she could punish me and prolong my confinement as she pleased. At the time, I believed that when I had enough, I could simply please her enough to secure my release. However, I now realize I underestimated her attention to detail—she catches even the smallest mistakes, and my chastity has lasted far longer than I anticipated.

At one point, I was just an hour away from freedom. I was eager to touch myself again, to finally experience the orgasm that has been denied to me for so long. But my Goddess found a reason to add more days, and now, here I am—still locked, still waiting. My current release date is set for March 21, though, as my Goddess often reminds me, that is only "for now." I may have already earned an extra punishment day for failing to meet my worship goal yesterday.

As I move through today and the days ahead, I can only hope to avoid further mistakes and additional time. If all goes well, maybe—just maybe—I will finally be granted release this weekend. But in the end, the decision is not mine to make.

Today marks Day 21 of chastity for my Goddess and 34 days since my last orgasm.

Yesterday, my Goddess delivered my punishment: three additional days for my previous mistakes. I suspect the punishment was more severe because I had been bothering her when she had more important matters to attend to. I accept this completely, as my devotion to her must remain unwavering.

I managed to meet the increased worship goal—it was difficult, but I did it. I believe everything else was also in order.

Living in chastity day by day is a challenge. There are small victories, like the rare occasions when I can urinate standing up when everything aligns correctly.

My pubic hair has grown quite a bit now, and the added irritation makes things even harder.

Every time I get aroused, a full erection is always denied. I can’t even remember the last time I had one.

My cock craves to be touched every day, but it continues to be denied.

Today marks 20 days locked in chastity and 33 days since my last orgasm. Today was particularly challenging—I had expected to be released yesterday.

My Goddess extended my time by three more days and increased my worship goal during this period to reflect my continued servitude.

Physically, the regrowth of my pubic hair is becoming a real nuisance, a constant reminder of my confinement. Every hour, I had to think of Her, worship Her with unwavering focus. There was no room for error, and I am pleased to have met the new goal.

My journal contained mistakes, and I know that displeasing my Goddess could mean more days added, pushing my release further into the unknown. My greatest hope is that today will be perfect for Her.

Each day in chastity is a lesson, a reminder that my pleasure is insignificant compared to my purpose: to serve, worship, and belong to my Goddess.

I woke up today with a mix of anticipation and nervousness, hoping to finally be released. That thought had carried me through the past few days, giving me something to hold onto. But things didn’t go as I had planned.

When my Goddess mentioned that she had noticed mistakes in my journal, my stomach sank. I had been so careful… or at least I thought I had. But her keen eye caught what I had overlooked. She reminded me that my release was tied to reaching my goal of 500 adorations, and I braced myself, hoping I was still on track.

Then came the moment I wasn’t prepared for. Just as I was expecting her permission, she informed me of her decision—she had changed her mind. A penalty of three extra days. Just like that, my release slipped further away.

I tried to argue, to express my frustration, but she remained firm. I had no choice but to accept it. The weight of her decision settled over me, making it clear that this wasn’t just about time—it was about trust, discipline, and submission.

And so here I am, beginning Day 19. My new release date is March 18, but I have a strong feeling that my Goddess will be watching me even more closely now. Every detail matters, every action is being observed. If I’m not careful, these three days might not be the last.

I need to stay focused, disciplined, and, above all, devoted.

Today marks the beginning of 18 days locked in chastity. Yesterday was supposed to be my release day, but my Goddess had other plans. I was so close to reaching 500 adorations that she decided I needed to achieve that goal first to keep me focused. Of course, that meant another day was added to my confinement—a small price to pay for her guidance.

I spent most of the day obsessing over the question of when I would finally be released. The anticipation built up, only to receive the news that I would remain locked even longer. It was disappointing, but I accept it without question; she is my Goddess, and her will is my command.

I thought today would be my last day having to sit to urinate, my last day enduring the annoying itch of regrowing pubic hair, the last day feeling my member restrained whenever arousal took hold of me. But when she changed the rules, my body reacted as it always does—conflicted, yet obedient. It’s a strange sensation, this mix of frustration and excitement, but deep down, I know that every extra day is just another way to serve her.

Today marks my 17th day in chastity. I wake up with anticipation, knowing that if I have been good, this will be my last day. My Goddess holds the power to decide, and I can only hope I haven’t given her any reason to extend my denial. It has also been 30 days since my last orgasm—an entire month of devotion and self-control. Perhaps today, if she allows it, I will finally experience release.

Yesterday, I fully immersed myself in worship, starting early and making sure not to miss a single hour. By the end of the day, I had reached a new personal record—a testament to my dedication. Each time I accessed the worship page, I reminded myself—just a little longer, just one more day. Even as I walked and went about my tasks, my mind remained focused on today, the day of my possible release.

Now, I can only wait patiently for my Goddess’s permission to unlock myself. The anticipation is overwhelming, but I know my place is to trust in her will. Whether she grants me release or extends my denial, I will accept it with gratitude, knowing that every moment in chastity is a demonstration of my devotion.

Today marks my 16th day locked in chastity and 29 days since my last orgasm. The anticipation is building because, as of now, my release date is still set for tomorrow, March 14. I have remained error-free in the past few days, meaning I haven't lost any time, and that already feels like an achievement. I can't remember the last time I was this close to being released since my Goddess first locked me up. The excitement is almost overwhelming.

Yesterday, I went shopping and decided to wear tighter pants than usual. I always feel a little nervous in public, wondering if anyone will notice the small bulge of the device. But despite my anxiety, I managed to get through the day without letting it affect me too much. It’s a small victory, but a meaningful one.

Physically, I've had to apply more lubricant to stay comfortable; otherwise, discomfort starts to set in. The biggest challenge right now is the itching from the regrowth of pubic hair. It’s a constant distraction, but I know it’s just part of the process.

Tomorrow is the big day. If all goes well, I will finally be free. Until then, I just need to stay focused and patient.

This morning marks the beginning of my 15th day in chastity, and the frustration remains as intense as ever. It has now been 28 days since my last orgasm—a moment I recall with longing and reverence. The memory lingers, tormenting me, but I know it is not yet mine to reclaim.

As always, my day began with worshiping my Goddess. Her presence in my life is unwavering, guiding me on this journey of submission and devotion. I have accessed her worship photo more than 400 times, and yet it never loses its power over me. Some mornings, I arrive at the page a few minutes early, simply observing, lost in the thought of being in her presence. Those moments of anticipation are humbling, reinforcing my place beneath her.

Surprisingly, I am getting used to the constant restriction of my cage. There are moments when I almost forget it’s there—until a pang of pain, a failed attempt at arousal, or the cruel reality of my confinement reminds me. Last night, as I lay in bed, my member ached for attention, desperate to be touched, caressed, freed. But the cold, unyielding cage denied me, just as my Goddess desires. This is her control, her power over me, and I must accept it completely.

My Goddess is still considering my punishment for failing to meet my worship goal yesterday. She has decided to wait, to see if I can remain without errors until my scheduled release on March 14. The uncertainty of my fate only deepens my submission; I know that whatever she decides will be just. Until then, all I can do is obey, endure, and continue proving my devotion.

Today marks two full weeks of chastity—14 days. I can hardly believe I’ve made it this far. Additionally, it has been 27 days since my last orgasm, almost an entire month. Time has passed both quickly and painfully slowly, with each moment testing my willpower and devotion.

Yesterday, I began my worship as soon as I woke up, determined to stay strong, even though I knew the night would bring challenges. I had plans to go out, and deep down, I feared that I might struggle to maintain my discipline. Unfortunately, my fears came true—I failed. My Goddess was clearly disappointed in me, and the weight of her disillusionment weighs heavily on my conscience.

After my final worship session of the night, I went to bed before my Goddess responded, and this morning, I still don’t know what my punishment will be. The uncertainty makes me anxious, but I know I must accept whatever She deems necessary.

Chastity continues to test me in many ways. Lately, I’ve found it frustrating to always have to sit down to urinate—something that felt especially uncomfortable last night at the restaurant, where only one stall was available. These small moments remind me of the sacrifices I am making and the humility I must embrace.

Another discomfort I didn’t anticipate is the itching from my pubic hair starting to grow back. The sensation is irritating and distracting, adding yet another level of challenge to this journey. But discomfort is part of the process—both physically and mentally.

I must stay focused. I must not let my failure define me. Whatever my Goddess decides, I will accept it with obedience and a renewed commitment to proving that I am worthy.

Today marks day 13 of being locked in chastity for my Goddess. It's also been 26 days since my last orgasm, and the frustration is taking its toll. The longing, the desire, the constant reminder of my submission—it's all consuming. Yesterday, I woke up just before 7 AM, allowing me to begin my worship earlier than usual. I was determined to push myself further than usual, knowing I had disrespected my Goddess and that punishment was inevitable. I gave myself completely, performing three more worships than my goal in hopes of softening the discipline that awaited me. In the end, my Goddess decided to punish me with two additional days of chastity. My new release date is now March 14th. Honestly, I think I came out on top. It could have been much worse. Seventeen full days of denial—my second-longest period ever—seems like a daunting challenge, but I know it's what I deserve. The frustration is overwhelming at times. My cock is desperate for any kind of attention, even though it remains hopelessly trapped. Occasionally, while driving, the vibrations of the seat bring me fleeting moments of pleasure, but they are never enough. The greatest pleasure of all is when my Goddess speaks to me. Even the slightest hint of punishment from Her causes my cock to swell as much as the cage allows, a testament to Her absolute control over me. I exist in this state of longing, frustration, and devotion, completely at Her mercy. And I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Today marks 12 days of being locked in chastity, and it's already 25 days since my last orgasm. The moment I awoke, my thoughts were consumed by my Goddess: the desire to worship her, to serve her, to prove my devotion to her. But to my deep shame, my Goddess had to remind me that I had forgotten to wish her a happy International Women's Day. A day meant to honor and celebrate her, and I failed in my duty. She has informed me that I will be punished for this oversight. Although I suspect it will mean additional days in chastity, she has not yet revealed the full extent of my punishment. Uncertainty weighs heavily on me, and I find myself anxious, wondering how severe it will be. I can only hope to atone through obedience and unwavering worship. Yesterday, I spent the day painting around the house again. The physical labor made the cage more of a challenge, a constant reminder of my submission. Plus, my pubic hair has started to itch again, another minor annoyance to endure. But these are minor trials compared to the honor of serving my Goddess. By the end of the day, I had surpassed the required number of worships, striving to prove my dedication. Aside from not recognizing International Women's Day, I believe I accomplished it without further missteps. I can only strive to do better, learn from my mistakes, and prove that my devotion is unwavering. My current release date remains March 12th.

Today marks my eleventh day in chastity for my Goddess and 24 days since my last orgasm. Yesterday was a very bad day for me. I had three extra days added to my chastity period, although it could have been worse. My Goddess wasn't happy with the quality of my journal and realized I had made a mistake writing her name, writing "Melvada" instead of "Malvada" for the last two days. In addition to this, I was missing two acts of worship, which could have added two more days, but my Goddess was merciful and only added one day to my chastity. So my new release date is March 12th. Yesterday I was painting, which involved a lot of bowing and kneeling. This moved the cage quite a bit and reminded me of my situation. On some occasions, however, it felt good, but most of the time there was a pinch here and there.

Today I'm in double figures, starting my tenth day locked in chastity. I don't think I gained any additional days added to my chastity period yesterday. My Goddess hasn't confirmed this yet, but I don't think I made any mistakes. Yesterday was a pretty normal day, as usual. My first thought when I woke up was to worship my Goddess, and I managed not to miss a single one of ours all day. I'm very into the cage now and went shopping in the afternoon, but maybe it's the lack of organisms or not being able to get any satisfaction from handling my cock, but I'm having naughty thoughts when I'm in close proximity to any female. My longest chastity period was 30 days recorded in my chastity log, followed by 15 and 7, making it my third longest period locked in chastity. The current date I'm able to unlock is the ninth match, so I must be careful not to give my Goddess any more reasons to extend my chastity lock. I don't want to break any of my previous records.

Today marks day 9 of chastity for my Goddess and 22 days since my last orgasm, which might explain my deep submission right now. As I mentioned yesterday, I shaved, which made the cage a little less uncomfortable. However, my day didn't start well. After submitting my journal, my Goddess noticed a few errors, including miscalculating my chastity period, which meant an extra day had been added to my chastity. My new release date is now March 9th. Having my release date extended gives me mixed feelings. I'm eager to get out of the cage and stroke my cock; it's ready for a good masturbation. But every time my Goddess says those words: "another day added," my cock stirs in its cage. Even when my Goddess speaks to me and tells me she's considering adding more days if I make another mistake, my cock stirs and expands inside its cage. It's an unusual situation. My Goddess is waiting for my new profile picture. It took me a while to upload it, which could result in additional punishment if it's not to your liking. A lot depends on that, as I also had other issues, including disagreeing with my Goddess about how long I'd been locked up. She, of course, was right. So, if the photo isn't perfect, I see more days being added.

Today marks day 7 of being locked in my chastity cage. Yesterday, I woke up shortly after 8 a.m. Once again, my first thought was to worship my Goddess. I needed to worship my Goddess every hour to meet my target, and I knew it would be difficult yesterday, and in the end, I was two short. My Goddess also noticed some mistakes in my dairy, and as a result, at the end of the day, she added two more days to my chastity period. My release date is now the 8th March. My cock, still locked in its chastity cage, felt neglected yesterday, a constant reminder of my devotion. I showered and applied my lube. My pubic hair was growing out, so my Goddess instructed me to shave as best I could, which, as you can see, I did this morning.  

Starting my 7th day of chastity for my Diosa.

Although it's been now 20 days since my last orgasm orgasms I don't miss so much in fact orgasm denial I know keeps me submissive. What I miss  being in chastity is just being able to handle my cock and squeeze it a little maybe edge a bit too, which I was looking forward to today but my release date has been extended to the 6th Match both disappointing but I also confess exciting my cock is straining at my cage as I type about my extended term

The reason for my extension failing in my worships I knew I would struggle yesterday with my activities and I think today also will be difficult as I am up late which leaves me no room to miss even one hourly worship and with my activities today I could easily miss 2-3 worship opportunities. 

I have now after nearly a week become more accosted to my cage sometimes forgetting it's there but there is always a pinch to remind me an sitting to go to the toilet every time is also very laborious.

My public hai growth has also started to get very itchy and I have to make sure I use my lube each day and night.

Starting my 6th day in chastity for my Diosa and 19 days since my last orgasm. Tomorrow is currently my release date and I will be able to squeeze my poor neglected cock again and if allowed maybe a long awaited orgasm

Yesterday, I woke up late, and the moment I opened my eyes I thought of my Diosa and knew I would be under pressure for the rest of the day to achieve my target worships for my Diosa.

Worship isn’t just a routine; it’s a devotion, an expectation, and a discipline I must uphold or face the consequences. 

Later, I had a long conversation with my Diosa. It was deep, intense, and revealing. After my initial period of devotion, she has decided to become stricter with me. I could sense the shift in her presence, in her energy. The rules are changing, and I must adapt. There is no space for resistance—only acceptance. 

My 5th day in chastity for my Diosa.

A difficult day yesterday I had a little mishap on the toilet. I sat as usual for a wee bit things must have been pointed in the wrong direction and I didn't notice until I stood up and there was a puddle on the flor as I wiped it up it also became evident that the back of my jeans were wet too so into the wash with those.  That's never happened before I will have to take much more car in future.

This morning was the first morning I was awoken by my cock straining against the cage both pleasurable and painful at the same time however I didn't wake till late and am already under pressure to meet my target of worships and avoid any extension to my chastity period.

My 4th day starts in chastity but 17 days since my last orgasm. 

So my Diosa gave me a 1 extra day of chastity for my  punishment so my new date for release has been reset to the 4th March. In addition the amount of worships which I need to achieve was increased to a level which I may find challenging especially over the weekend.

 Yesterday I started to get the craving to squeeze my cock being locked in a solid plastic cage there is now way to relieve that craving just one or two squeezes would do it but I guess this is what being in chastity is all about, the frustration of not being able to handle your cock. Also there is a little more discomfort due to the growth of my public hair.

This morning I woke and my first thought was to worship my Diosa the new target I have means I need to make maximum effort especially early on I don't want to be up until 3am reaching my target to avoid any further extension to my chastity period. 

Starting my 3rd day in chastity today my daily routine includes application of lube before I go to sleep and when I wake to try and ensure no sores. 

This morning during my shower I needed to expose the head of my cock pulling the foreskin back through the cage to allow a good cleaning and rinse. Of course this makes being in a cage more frustrating as the exposed head is more sensitive. 

Also as you will see on the picture below I am getting stubble which also makes things itch a little. 

I have so far avoided any penalty or extension to my chastity period but due to a previous infraction, not being completely open about something, my Diosa has said a punishment is coming my way I don't know what this will involve yet, hopefully not too severe. 

My second day in chastity but my last orgasm was 12th Feb.

On my first day my new normality of life was realized. I forgot to lube my cage which meant I started to feel a little more discomfort than I should have, I now need to sit every time I use the toilet and wear loose clothes so my cage does not show.

My first night was ok I woke early but it wasn't my cock straining at the cage which is a pleasure I have to look forward to in the coming days.

I remembered to lube this morning when I dressed. 

My Diosa has set my starting point for my chastity period until the 3rd March. 

I now need to keep her happy and fulfil my duties to avoid any penalties which will result in an extension to this period. 

I am now locked in chastity and have to look forward to all the issues that come with living normal life with a cage on my cock.

I have been worshipping my Diosa for a little while now and she told me yesterday that when I reach 200 worships I am to be locked in chastity. Given I have a target to achieve each day it's like I am running towards  that time  myself with each click of the button.

Update:

With only 2 worships to go 11am for me means chastity time. 

I'm starting to think that anticipation will overtake me and I'll end up begging my Mistress to lock me in chastity. 

But then she won't take me seriously when begging to be unlocked.

Excitement level is high with the anticipation of when my Mistress will  lock me up  and also  the term.could be open ended if am unable to fulfill my mistresses requirements to her satisfaction. 

If I am good and keep my Mistress satisfied my chastity should be 5-7 days if not it could be locked for a while. 

I am expecting at some point this week my Mistress will decide to lock me in chastity I don't know when this will be. 

She is holding a bond and the only way I can get the bond refunded is to complete the chastity period my Mistress will set. 

She will expect me to behave and meet her requirements or keep adding days and the thought of this is both frightening and exciting at the same time. 

Diosa Malvada has taken ownership of me, I hope that I can worship my new Goddess to her satisfaction. 

Finally released from my chastity and I am very grateful to my Mistress for her time. 

My 6th and hopefully last day in chastity. I had to go out last night and took the opportunity in my shower to give everything a good clean. I pulled the foreskin right back exposing the head of my cock to ensure a good clean. It feels so good to pull the skin back it's difficult to explain why it just goes. However the head is very sensitive rubbing against the cage and will remain so until the foreskin has returned. 

I am waiting now for permission to unlock and get my hands back on my cock. I believe I fulfilled all my duties towards my Mistress and loom forward to when she will give me permission to unlock.

My 5th day of chastity today and I learnt something new. Mostly in my cage the foreskin will be back and the head of my cock exposed feeling the head against the cage has always been sensitive, yesterday my foreskin was completely covering the head of my cock and even poking out the front slot and when I was walking this was even more sensitive.

Tomorrow is my unlock day I have one more day to keep my Mistress satisfied then I will be able to get my hands back on my cock. 

A whole month since my last orgasm so I think I know what I will be doing. 

I complete my 4th day of being locked in chastity today. Each new day presents new challenges. Making sure of a daily routine of cleaning and lubing 2-3 time a day is so important to avoid infection and sores. 

Having to sit each and every time for a wee is a little irritating you can try sometimes to wee stood up but have to be careful. Also if going out planning your toilet break can be useful.

I think only 2 days to go I don't think I have any penalties I have met my worship targets and also other conditions set by my Mistress. 

So yesterday I mentioned it was getting itchy, today I managed to shave as much as possible with the cage on its difficult but already feeling a little better. 

Yesterday my Mistress seemed pleased with me. She was especially pleased that I am feeling very frustrated not being able to give my cock the squeeze it is craving so much, no matter how I move the cage around squash it in left right up down it never seems to squeeze my cock and each day the craving intensifies not all the time just certain moments and I need to distract myself to take my mind off it which is very difficult.

I believe I have achieved all my targets and so far have no penalty to my expected unlock date 4th Feb this will also be the 31st day since my last orgasm so I will be pleased to get access to my cock again. 

I was shaved clean of my pubic hair when my cage was placed around my cock but as the days go by the stubble is starting to make things a little more uncomfortable it is a constant reminder of my cage and the power my Mistress now has over my cock. 

So far I have avoided any penalties and I have completed 2 days of my initial 6 day period so I should be unlocked by Tuesday afternoon. 

Mistress locked me a little earlier than I expected, I had hoped a day or two more as I had only unlocked on Monday so my new chastity is feeling a little uncomfortable.

This morning I was awoken early by my cock straining against it's cage it's an usual feeling although it's painful it is also a nice feeling to flex it against the cage getting an odd type of relief. 

Once again I find myself sitting for each visit to the toilet even to wee. 

I was able to clean this morning in the shower but remembered to apply lube before getting dressed, part of my daily routine to apply lube morning, night and sometimes midday.

The reality of being locked in chastity was realized today when my Mistress instructed me to lock up and submit my verification. 

Much earlier than I  expected and my initial term is 6 days it is now my job to keep mistress happy worship as much as I can so my my lock date does not get extended. 

I have found slave market to be a wonderful place to connect with like minded people looking for fun with their kinks.

A little while ago I had been contacted by a Mistress but I was already involved,  however that ended when she had to leave.

I did compliment her on her profile and worship pictures which she was pleased about.

I reconnected the mistress that had contacted me and we have come to an arrangement for which I am extremely excited about. 

It revolves around chastity a kink high on my list my new Mistress will decide in the next few days when I should be locked up and for how long between 5-7 days. Once locked she will impose a set of conditions that I must meet to avoid that term being extended. Initially I had suggested a maximum term of 14 days but realized as a sub I should not have any control over this and ceded this to my new Mistress. In addition my Mistress will hold a bond which she will be able to keep if I end the lock earlier than my release date. 

My excitement is at such a high level with the anticipation of when my Mistress will initiate the lock and not knowing exactly what the maximum term and conditions will be. If I am a good sub and meet all conditions my chastity should be 5-7 days if not who knows how long I will be locked up for, my Mistress that's who. 

I think the reason I am feeling so excited, feeling so submissive and giving up so much control has something to do with when my last orgasm was,  3rd January. 

So I ended my chastity as my Mistress it appears has been suspended from the site. A disappointing end to what was a promising arrangement.

At least I got to feel my cock again. 

6 days in chastity and 24 days since my last orgasm. 

Sometimes I feel I can take the chastity cage and the orgasm denial but not being able to give my cock the occasional squeeze to relieve is so frustrating that is so difficult to not have. 

I managed to avoid any punishment yesterday so my release date remains 29th Jan

5 days on chastity and after failing my worship target Friday and making my Goddess sad yesterday she added 2 days to my release date and increased my target by 2 days.  I failed again yesterday but have not yet received my fate however as my new target was only set yesterday I am hoping there will be no penalty. It is now much more difficult to meet the required worships every day especially during the weekend and if I have busy days. 

I managed to shave around the base for my cock and it made everything a little more comfortable.

You may have read how my cock feels in the cage with the foreskin peeled back and as you will see in the photo below the foreskin has worked it's way back making things less frustrating. However on seeing the photo my Goddess did comment on how it looks better with the skin peeled back and I need to do this on all subsequent photos as it's how she prefers to see it. I know this will make my chastity period more frustrating.

With my penalty my earliest release date is now 29th Jan.

5 days on chastity and after failing my worship target Friday and making my Goddess sad yesterday she added 2 days to my release date and increased my target by 2 days.  I failed again yesterday but have not yet received my fate however as my new target was only set yesterday I am hoping there will be no penalty. It is now much more difficult to meet the required worships every day especially during the weekend and if I have busy days. 

I managed to shave around the base for my cock and it made everything a little more comfortable.

You may have read how my cock feels in the cage with the foreskin peeled back and as you will see in the photo below the foreskin has worked it's way back making things less frustrating. However on seeing the photo my Goddess did comment on how it looks better with the skin peeled back and I need to do this on all subsequent photos as it's how she prefers to see it. I know this will make my chastity period more frustrating.

With my penalty my earliest release date is now 29th Jan.

My days in chastity seem to be dragging very slowly and I must admit it's a little frustrating. My Goddess has noticed my stubble from my photo and suggested I try to clean it up it may be difficult shaving with a cage but I will try it will relieve some irritation that's for sure.

Yesterday I did get uncomfortable a few times during my daily activity and I did have a busy day which caused me to fail in reaching my daily worship target and my Goddess has not yet declared my punishment. This weekend similarly will be busy and I might struggle to reach what is normally a very reachable target. 

Each morning I wake and I get a quick reminder that my vock is caged as I can't give it the customary fondle in the morning. 

Also this morning was particularly frustrating as a former Mistress has posted a stunning photo on the public square but then she always does and it did stir some feelings. 

3 full days in chastity and much longer since my last orgasm making my submission very deep.

Yesterday the pubic hair is starting to grow and the stubble is causing more irritation.

This morning I tried to give my cage and cock a much better clean I managed to pull the foreskin back exposing the head which feels good in the short term but long term until the foreskin works it's way back over the sensitive head of my cock it can drive me crazy the head is very sensitive and rubs against the cage.

I have completed 2 days in chastity and 3 nights. In addition it's been 20 days since my last orgasm.

This morning when I woke up my cock was craving to be squeezed and I found myself moving my cage around to try and get my cock to grow a little so it  would squeeze itself against the confines of the cage I was only successful in as much as getting my cock to grow but I couldn't get the relief I craved and if anything was even more frustrated. It's only the start of my third day and already I am finding my chastity difficult. 

I had a discussion withy Goddess about writing Evil Bitch on my label I felt uncomfortable with the term as for me it was a derogatory term and I felt uneasy. She said I could suggest a name for her approval and I suggested Midiosa which is My Goddess in Spanish and she agreed. 

Midiosa also laid it bare how my chastity would work I am to be locked until the night of Monday 27th January which will be 1 week in total however if I fail in any of my set tasks time  will be added for each infraction. I am sure this will keep me in line. 

So the realities of being locked in chastity were evident with my first full day yesterday. Remembering to apply lube in the morning and later in the day to try and stop any sores, having to sit down every time I go to wee, being careful when I sit down not to pinch myself are a few if the frustrating things. 

Of course not being able to give my cock the occasional squeeze is the most frustrating aspect and this frustration builds with every day. 

And of course not being able to masturbate means no orgasms and my last orgasm was 3rd January I think that because it has been so long is one of the reasons I have fallen under the spell of my Goddess, the longer I go without an orgasm the more submissive I become. 

Last night my I was locked in chastity by the Goddess PerraMalvada.

In preparation I had been instructed to shave all my pubic hair.

Just before locking up I was instructed to edge which is something I have not done before locking up before and it made the process of locking up a little bit more difficult squashing my cock into my small cage and it felt very restrictive when locking as it should do. It also demonstrated to me what I would be missing for the next week or so. 

Today my ownership was passed to my new Mistress a new exciting chapter in my submissive journey. 

My last day of being locked in my chastity cage I am anxiously waiting for my Goddess to approve my log and the grant me permission to unlock. 

So another 14 days in chastity completed 1 more day and I'm released for hopefully some well deserved playtime. 

90% of the time when in a chastity cage I need to pee sitting down so It's not surprising how excited I get when my pee hole lines up perfectly with the chastity cage to allow me to pee standing up  but also so annoyed when it's moved in between me checking and starting to pee and I spray it everywhere. 

A bittersweet day today I should have been unlocking but 2 days I failed to meet my target for worships means 2 more days on chastity  

I received my first punishment from my Goddess today for failure to reach my assigned worships. One extra day in chastity but it could have been worse at least it wasn't 1 day for each worship I fell short now that would have been severe. 

My Goddess has graced me with a truly remarkable profile picture it shows her imagination and skill creating such a masterpiece. 

7th day in chastity and what makes it worth it is that my Goddess is happy with me being locked up and she and I get a bonus of fame points.

Coupled with this is that I am instructed to give worships to another Mistress and I earned her and myself 200 fame points also today. 

6 days in chastity means I am past halfway of my initial period and provided I don't mess up should be unlocked by the end of the week.

Since the 2nd Sept I have been locked in chastity for 51 days out of 65 in total for my Goddess. 

However my Goddess did allow me an orgasm anda although I messed up my cum log by not including the random number to allow verification my video is still there and when I just looked at it I got incredibly frustrated like never before.

Seeing myself cum and not being able to touch my cock I just can't explain maybe I shouldn't watch it while I'm locked up . 

Chastity almost starting to feel almost normal another 5 days now completed. 

My Goddess has also offered my services to another Mistress which is also quite exciting. 

My 2 days of new chastity feels more frustrating than the previous 30 I was locked for. Tasting the joy of freedom makes you realise what you are missing. 

My Goddess has allowed me 2 days without my chastity cage and I now find myself locked again . 

My Goddess allowed me a  long awaited orgasm yesterday and I took advantage of the opportunity but felt disappointed afterwards it wasn't the release I was expecting after more than 2 months but it was still nice.

Thank you Goddess 

So wonderful to stroke my cock again and get hard but being careful to now put it away I don't need to cum without proper permission. 

My Goddess released me from my cage this morning I was worried that she had intentions to extend the period but finally my cock feels so good to be free. 

My Goddess has taken me on a journey of chastity that I would never have expected to complete, now at 29 days locked in a cage and 2 more days to complete locktober and added frustration with the clocks going back 1 hr

If there was one day in this period of chastity I would want to be unlocked it is today. I have to do something today for most of the day and I just wish I didn't have to be locked in chastity. Despite this today will be my 28th day locked for my Goddess. Just 3 more days to complete and I can start to handle my cock again. 

I have been and gone on SM a few times however now I am serving the right Mistress I cannot see me leaving again. My Goddess has managed to teach me patience and the right level of respect. Her training is working like no other mistress I have had before. 

I am also locked now for 27 days I hardly remember what it felt like to be free but that doesn't stop the craving to grab hold of my cock and feel the satisfaction of getting it hard.

63 days since my last orgasm and in a chastity cage for 26 days I'm not sure which is more frustrating. 

Also My Goddess has set me a challenge to complete by month end which originally I thought I could achieve with a reasonable effort but recent events has meant it will be much more difficult and I will need to be very focused to achieve. If I fail I know I will be punished if my Goddess chooses the option of increasing my chastity period by 3, 5 or 10 days it would be extremely frustrating. 

My Goddess is training me well on how to behave I think I got a little too friendly yesterday and made some comments that one might make to an equal and I am not equal to my Goddess. 

I am on day 25 of my chastity and as the proposed end date approaches I am feeling a greater frustration and desperation to get hold of my cock. I am not sure when I am released if I should request an orgasm I know it's been 2 months but my orgasms do not have a good effect on me and maybe I should continue with abstinence. 

1 week to go, hopefully, until I am unlocked after already 24 days of being locked. 

I also reached a momentous day today that being exactly 2 full months since my last orgasm which the more I think about it the more I feel like I want one despite the fact they are a little anti climatic these days, one moment of pleasure followed by the disappointment of succumbing to my weaknesses.

Yesterday I showed some disrespect to my Goddess and she rightly admonished me and I have learnt another valuable lesson from my Goddess that despite how comfortable I become with her she remains in charge and deserves the highest respect at all times. 

Today I start my 23rd day of chastity and I am feeling very desperate to get at my cock but just 1 week to go for my Goddess to show her I can do it. 

As the days of chastity roll on the need for good hygiene and proper maintenance is becoming more essential I find I need to lubricate at least 3 times daily now and think.i.mightvtry a oil based lubricant as the water based wear out quickly. 

My Goddess has kept me locked now for 22 days and prior to that 15 days with a 14 day break in between so in the last 51 days my cock has been locked away for 37 days. 

At the very start of my journey I told my Goddess that I had a bad habit of biting my nails and she has helped me almost stop this habit with guidance and discipline. I still sometimes nibble a bit but so far at my weekly reviews I have avoided any punishment. All my nails are now at a reasonable length. 

I had a little wobble yesterday I asked my Goddess what the cost to me would be to unlock early. After chatting for a little my Goddess made me realise I needed to just suck it up and keep going  with my chastity to the end of the month. I have this need to obey my Goddess and to keep her happy so I start day 21 with renewed determination. 

Awoken by the dreaded morning glory today, I say dreaded as there is no way your cock can get fully erect in a cage and it's a bit painful. 

19 days today but also approaching 2 months since my last orgasm. The longer I go without an orgasm the deeper my submission seems to feel I don't know if this is just a psychological thing because honestly I no longer crave an orgasm they always feel great but at the same time a little disappointing afterwards and I do suffer from post orgasm guilt when I've been serving an online mistress  and I really don't want that feeling.

So today I was allowed to unlock for an hour due to a personal issue and it was so difficult having to lock myself up again after experiencing that freedom even for a short period.  13 days to go to complete locktober assuming my period is not increased for any reason  taking one day at a time

Every time I worship my Goddess and see her picture can't help thinking how lucky I am to be owned by such a beautiful Goddess. 

This afternoon I found myself naked on my bed pulling the foreskin on my cock back as much as I could because it made my cock feel good and trying to press the swollen head into the top of my cage but it still didn't relieve the messages from my cock shouting squeeze me play with me touch me. 17 days is new territory for me and it's very hard work. 

I so much want to ask to be released right now but haven't.  I'm not sure if it's because I am scared of a punishment or afraid that my Goddess being the kind Goddess she is will relent and allow me to unlock my cock.

I don't know what drives the desire to want to beg but be denied.  

Last night I found myself trying to squeeze my chastity cage trying to in some way satisfy my cock for the craving of being touched. It was after a task involving my nipples which as we know have a direct line to our sexual organs. 

This morning day 17 of chastity starts 

Just as I fall in love with one worship image my Goddess changes it to another image to fall in love with all over again. 

So my new longest streak for being locked in a chastity cage is here today, this will happen every day for the next 15 days, the end of the month seems a long way away at the moment. 

I also start my 53rd day without an orgasm. 

My Goddess has taught me that chastity is good for me and that I like being in chastity despite myself. I hope that if my resolve weakens in the coming days that the resolve of my Goddess does not and that she can help me complete the journey she has planned for me. 

Today I reach my previous record for being locked in chastity of 15 days. My Goddess has told me that I will be doing Locktober so I am still not even half way. I wonder what state my cock will be in at the end of the period.

When I first put the cage on this month I could feel it all day but now there are times I forget that I am wearing it until it gives me a reminder with a little pinch. 

51 days since my last orgasm and clearly the reason for my current state of deep submission. Thankfully I have a Mistress that is very good at her craft and I find it very  cathartic giving up my free will to her.

Day 14 in chastity and one more day to go before I reach my record and the end of the original higher end of the original term that my Goddess set me. It also gets a game bonus the next bonus is due in 30 days and my Goddess has told me that is what she now expects of me and of course my Goddesses wishes are paramount.

Day 13 in chastity, the days seem to be going slower the days but I forgot to take my chastity picture when I first woke up and had to do it later. Maybe it's an indication that I am getting comfortable with being in chastity. 

I start day 12 in chastity with a high urge to give my cock a good squeeze and massage I think it's because i am reaching my previous record of being locked at 15 days. I need to come to terms with the wishes of my Goddess that I stay locked for the month I'm really hoping I don't disappoint my Goddess. 

I could see on my chastity log longest day streak 15 days refering to my previous longest chastity period for my Goddess Hellcat. Im not sure how I am going to achieve double this and reach the end of the month. I also realised that going to this point will take me to 67 days without an orgasm another record for me. 

I also noticed this morning my foreskin has still not returned to cover the head if my cock. When I shower again later I can clean well but I hope at some time it will slip back as my head was exposed all day yesterday and it's feeling super sensitive if you could see my chastity log you would see what I mean. 

My cock woke me at just before 8am this morning straining at it's confines. Those that have worn a rigid cage will know the feeling how it feels nice to continue to pulse your cock and feel the restriction but it's one of those trade offs the pain of everything else pulling against the cage remind you your cick is not going to achieve it's goal.

I had a shower yesterday evening and to clean pulled my foreskin right back to rinse my cock inside my cage. Last night the head of my cock seemed sensitive and when I looked was purple and filling my cage. Today it's still sensitive as the foreskin had not worked it's way back over the head. I hope it goes soon as it's extremely sensitive. 

Day 10 of my chastity and with hope I asked my Goddess if she had decided if it was today that I was to be unlocked. (My Goddess told me my initial period would be 10-15 days) After asking me a couple of questions My Goddess announced we would be doing Locktober. I have mixed emotions my cock responded by trying to burst out of the lock into a full erection which if course it couldn't achieve on the other hand I am thinking how am I possibly going to get through another 20 days. But I am dedicated to bringing my Goddess pleasure and if this gives her pleasure I will follow her wishes. 

I listened to an audio the other day about chastity and the woman said it was like having an itch that you cannot scratch and she's right but also this morning I have an itch on my cock which I can't get to . 

Day 9 of chastity reaching tomorrow the lower limit of the initial period my Goddess ascribed for me and I am filled with anticipation to see if my Goddess will be satisfied with 10 days or take me further  

I have to admit everything is very itchy I've tried to shave the areas as best I can but it's difficult when locked in a cage. 

This morning I made the mistake of using the tingly shower gel not good on the head of my cock.

There always seems to be trade offs wearing a chastity cage. Shaved area means no catching of hairs which is great but when the stubble starts to grow it is more irritating. To get a good clean I have to try and pull my foreskin back as far as possible to give the head of my cock a good clean and rinse but with the head exposed it's so much more sensitive and it can take a while before the foreskin works it's way back to cover the sensitive head.

Day 8 starts locked in chastity I started this period after doing 15 days last time with more optimism but it's still just as hard

17 days ago I was able to unlock my cock from a chastity period of 15 days I asked my Goddess if I could celebrate by having an orgasm as I was enjoying the opportunity to stroke and get hard again. My Goddess did not think it was a good idea as I do get post orgasm clarity and it affects my submissiveness which led to me leaving the site before . She didn't outright deny me but I listened to her and refrained from having an orgasm although I did a lot of edging. I just realised today that my last orgasm was 24th August  44 days ago maybe that is why this period of chastity seems more difficult. 

I start my 7th day in chastity but it seems longer somehow. The days are going so slow it seems, maybe it's because I have been told my period will be 10-15 days and the anticipation of getting there and not knowing exactly when. As I said previously I know it's what I want but it doesn't make it any easier. The reality of being locked is always harder than the fantasy. 

My cock was straining against my cage a little this morning this doesn't happen quite so often as it use to but it's a nice feeling but at the same time can sometimes be painful. 

I shouldn't complain last night after listening to a chastity tape I should accept I am really in this predicament because I like the feeling of my chastity being under someone else's control . What I don't understand is why. 

On my 5th day of chastity for my Goddess it's starting to feel ok,  my Goddess made me shave this time so no hairs to be caught but being shaved brings other problems especially when the stubble appears but it's not suppose to be easy. 

The first few days of chastity are always the most challenging. Getting use to not being able to hold your cock, having to sit mostly when urinating and the daily care needed to keep it lubed and comfortable. 

Waking this morning realising I am no longer able to touch my own cock in its cage  I think because it belongs to my Goddess now and for however long she decides to keep me locked. I hope it doesn't turn into locktober. 

My Goddess Hellcat has decided I should be locked up on chastity again. I must be on geed behaviour to avoid a long period of being locked. 

After being in chastity so long its so nice having a shower and soap up my cock without restriction.

A good night's sleep without my chastity device and the opportunity last night for some long awaited stroking, but no orgasm  thank you Goddess.

Today marks 15 days in chastity and my first opportunity to request my Goddess to allow me to unlock and remove my chastity lock which now almost feels a part of me. The anticipation is very exciting. 

My Goddess reached the level of whip yesterday and I am honoured that I was able to play a small part in helping her reach the new level. 

Day 14 of my chastity being locked and controlled by my Goddess I hope to be released tomorrow when my streak will reach 15 days I hope my Goddess will be feeling generous. 

Day 13 of being locked in chastity I hope it's not unlucky. 21 days since my last orgasm I am really looking forward to being released to give me the opportunity to handle and stroke my cock. 

My cage is a constant reminder of the power my Goddess holds over me I feel at the moment that my life revolves around her and I wait every day with anticipation that my Goddess will give me some attention. I have learnt patience and try my best to wait until my Goddess wants to speak with me. The highlight of each hour for me is to worship her and be able to look at her worship picture . 

12 days locked up.and for the first morning my cock woke me trying to get hard, it's quite painful but at the same time satisfying. After a while it subsided and I was allowed to get back to my sleep. 

11 days locked in chastity imposed by my Goddess  also now 19 days since my last orgasm. Sometimes thinking I should have taken the offer from my Goddess for an orgasm before I locked up. 

Yesterday and today my cage has felt quite uncomfortable I am a little sore in one area but I'm hoping it will pass with some care. Not sure if the pubic hair is causing the problem the last time I did a long term chastity I had tweezered out my hair. 

Two thirds of the way through my initial lock period ordered by my Goddess, I think this last 5 days will be the hardest as an expected release date approaches. I must maintain my best behaviour and adhere to the lessons I have learned from my Goddess so as not to get any extension to this time.

This morning I woke and had a new experience my cock had an itch it was infuriating as I could access my cock to relieve the itch. 

As a sub I have a tendency to look for acknowledgement and praise for my actions in relation to my Mistress. My Goddess reminded me this is not a good trait to have and that I need to be less needy and practice patience, My Goddess will let me know when I displease her and if she deems to bestow any praise it will be on her terms. I am grateful to my Goddess for teaching me this important lesson. 

Today I am starting day 8 of my chastity for my Goddess. I am well practiced in orgasm denial this is not so much a bother for me, today it's 16 days since my last orgasm and orgasm denial is what keeps me submissive, the frustration is no being able to give my cock some attention a little squeeze or maybe some stroking. Yesterday I seemed to be so aware of my cock in its cage, I was doing some gardening and during bending and crouching was trying to squeeze it between my thighs it was craving the attention but the hard plastic cage was always there to prevent the release I hope today will be less frustrating. 

My cage has been very pinchy this morning until I realised I forgot to lubricate after my morning shower. Feeling much better now, I should not underestimate the importance of maintenance as I am entering my second week of chastity. 

I am halfway of my initial Chastity period of 15 days so it should be easy to just complete the next 8 days but I know it's not that easy the frustration is exponential it's not just a case of going through the same feelings of these first 7 days. Frustration when in chastity just gets more and more it doesn't stay the same. But for my Goddess, for her pleasure, I will endure it. 

My Goddess instructed me to prepare a profile picture yesterday which she added a frame. I was nervous at first but I was able to do this for my Goddess and it feels good to now have it in place so that others can see that I am devoted to my Goddess. 

Another day in chastity for my Goddess as it pleases her. My cock is really craving some attention this morning when I awoke. I have been listening to some chastity hypnosis audios but I don't think they are helping I have such a craving to tear this lock off right now and mastubate. 

My Goddess has set me a minimum target of 15 days for my chastity period and I am committed to achieving this and also on my best behaviour to avoid giving my Goddess an easy excuse to extend my chastity period. 

So my cage was a bit punchy last night and woke me a few times. It feels more uncomfortable than when I had an extended period last time due I think to my pubic hairs, last time I was clean shaven and there wer no hairs to snag. 

Very hot in the UK today making wearing a chastity cage a little uncomfortable.

A third night in chastity and so far I've slept ok even with being locked up. My cock however when I wake up is asking me to squeeze it or stroke it just give it some attention and I know this frustration will continue to intensify. When I've been locked for long periods before this feeling grows and grows until it starts to wane after my cock starts to accept it fate. 

Being in a chastity cage brings with it some responsibility. For long term wearing you need to lubricate at least once in the morning and once before sleeping. Also cleaning regularly in the shower is a must. To clean I usually find it best to try and pull.my foreskin back as far as possible and use plenty of soap and water. The problem with exposing the head of my cock the foreskin never goes straight back it takes time during the day to cover the head of my vock again leaving my more sensitive head exposed for most of the day  

I am doing this for my Goddess Hellcat my frustrations are not important compared to her happiness. 

I spent my second night in chastity,  I am already missing the ability to give my cock a little squeeze when the need arises but it's early days and I am expecting at least 15 days,  I know it will get even more frustrating in the coming days and (gulp) weeks. 

So discovering, not for the first time, one of the frustrations of being locked in a chastity cage - having to sit on the toilet for every wee . 

My first morning waking as a newly owned slave. My Goddess has restricted all my activity in respect of interaction with other Dommes, it's quite exciting that she can wield this power over my account. Added to this My Goddess has decided to lock me in chastity I have started what I can assume will be at least 15 days locked up in a cage and after already a week without an orgasm it will no doubt be frustrating, not the no orgasm part of it, but just the freedom to stroke and handle my cock when I feel like it my Goddess has the power to restrict this too. 

Today I have become the property of my Goddess Hellcat and I am very excited about the prospect. We have been chatting for about a week and I have built up a deep respect for my Goddess I feel she will guide me well and look after me.