Slave simpleton

Today my ownership was passed to my new Mistress a new exciting chapter in my submissive journey. 

My last day of being locked in my chastity cage I am anxiously waiting for my Goddess to approve my log and the grant me permission to unlock. 

So another 14 days in chastity completed 1 more day and I'm released for hopefully some well deserved playtime. 

90% of the time when in a chastity cage I need to pee sitting down so It's not surprising how excited I get when my pee hole lines up perfectly with the chastity cage to allow me to pee standing up  but also so annoyed when it's moved in between me checking and starting to pee and I spray it everywhere. 

A bittersweet day today I should have been unlocking but 2 days I failed to meet my target for worships means 2 more days on chastity  

I received my first punishment from my Goddess today for failure to reach my assigned worships. One extra day in chastity but it could have been worse at least it wasn't 1 day for each worship I fell short now that would have been severe. 

My Goddess has graced me with a truly remarkable profile picture it shows her imagination and skill creating such a masterpiece. 

7th day in chastity and what makes it worth it is that my Goddess is happy with me being locked up and she and I get a bonus of fame points.

Coupled with this is that I am instructed to give worships to another Mistress and I earned her and myself 200 fame points also today. 

6 days in chastity means I am past halfway of my initial period and provided I don't mess up should be unlocked by the end of the week.

Since the 2nd Sept I have been locked in chastity for 51 days out of 65 in total for my Goddess. 

However my Goddess did allow me an orgasm anda although I messed up my cum log by not including the random number to allow verification my video is still there and when I just looked at it I got incredibly frustrated like never before.

Seeing myself cum and not being able to touch my cock I just can't explain maybe I shouldn't watch it while I'm locked up . 

Chastity almost starting to feel almost normal another 5 days now completed. 

My Goddess has also offered my services to another Mistress which is also quite exciting. 

My 2 days of new chastity feels more frustrating than the previous 30 I was locked for. Tasting the joy of freedom makes you realise what you are missing. 

My Goddess has allowed me 2 days without my chastity cage and I now find myself locked again . 

My Goddess allowed me a  long awaited orgasm yesterday and I took advantage of the opportunity but felt disappointed afterwards it wasn't the release I was expecting after more than 2 months but it was still nice.

Thank you Goddess 

So wonderful to stroke my cock again and get hard but being careful to now put it away I don't need to cum without proper permission. 

My Goddess released me from my cage this morning I was worried that she had intentions to extend the period but finally my cock feels so good to be free. 

My Goddess has taken me on a journey of chastity that I would never have expected to complete, now at 29 days locked in a cage and 2 more days to complete locktober and added frustration with the clocks going back 1 hr

If there was one day in this period of chastity I would want to be unlocked it is today. I have to do something today for most of the day and I just wish I didn't have to be locked in chastity. Despite this today will be my 28th day locked for my Goddess. Just 3 more days to complete and I can start to handle my cock again. 

I have been and gone on SM a few times however now I am serving the right Mistress I cannot see me leaving again. My Goddess has managed to teach me patience and the right level of respect. Her training is working like no other mistress I have had before. 

I am also locked now for 27 days I hardly remember what it felt like to be free but that doesn't stop the craving to grab hold of my cock and feel the satisfaction of getting it hard.

63 days since my last orgasm and in a chastity cage for 26 days I'm not sure which is more frustrating. 

Also My Goddess has set me a challenge to complete by month end which originally I thought I could achieve with a reasonable effort but recent events has meant it will be much more difficult and I will need to be very focused to achieve. If I fail I know I will be punished if my Goddess chooses the option of increasing my chastity period by 3, 5 or 10 days it would be extremely frustrating. 

My Goddess is training me well on how to behave I think I got a little too friendly yesterday and made some comments that one might make to an equal and I am not equal to my Goddess. 

I am on day 25 of my chastity and as the proposed end date approaches I am feeling a greater frustration and desperation to get hold of my cock. I am not sure when I am released if I should request an orgasm I know it's been 2 months but my orgasms do not have a good effect on me and maybe I should continue with abstinence. 

1 week to go, hopefully, until I am unlocked after already 24 days of being locked. 

I also reached a momentous day today that being exactly 2 full months since my last orgasm which the more I think about it the more I feel like I want one despite the fact they are a little anti climatic these days, one moment of pleasure followed by the disappointment of succumbing to my weaknesses.

Yesterday I showed some disrespect to my Goddess and she rightly admonished me and I have learnt another valuable lesson from my Goddess that despite how comfortable I become with her she remains in charge and deserves the highest respect at all times. 

Today I start my 23rd day of chastity and I am feeling very desperate to get at my cock but just 1 week to go for my Goddess to show her I can do it. 

As the days of chastity roll on the need for good hygiene and proper maintenance is becoming more essential I find I need to lubricate at least 3 times daily now and think.i.mightvtry a oil based lubricant as the water based wear out quickly. 

My Goddess has kept me locked now for 22 days and prior to that 15 days with a 14 day break in between so in the last 51 days my cock has been locked away for 37 days. 

At the very start of my journey I told my Goddess that I had a bad habit of biting my nails and she has helped me almost stop this habit with guidance and discipline. I still sometimes nibble a bit but so far at my weekly reviews I have avoided any punishment. All my nails are now at a reasonable length. 

I had a little wobble yesterday I asked my Goddess what the cost to me would be to unlock early. After chatting for a little my Goddess made me realise I needed to just suck it up and keep going  with my chastity to the end of the month. I have this need to obey my Goddess and to keep her happy so I start day 21 with renewed determination. 

Awoken by the dreaded morning glory today, I say dreaded as there is no way your cock can get fully erect in a cage and it's a bit painful. 

19 days today but also approaching 2 months since my last orgasm. The longer I go without an orgasm the deeper my submission seems to feel I don't know if this is just a psychological thing because honestly I no longer crave an orgasm they always feel great but at the same time a little disappointing afterwards and I do suffer from post orgasm guilt when I've been serving an online mistress  and I really don't want that feeling.

So today I was allowed to unlock for an hour due to a personal issue and it was so difficult having to lock myself up again after experiencing that freedom even for a short period.  13 days to go to complete locktober assuming my period is not increased for any reason  taking one day at a time

Every time I worship my Goddess and see her picture can't help thinking how lucky I am to be owned by such a beautiful Goddess. 

This afternoon I found myself naked on my bed pulling the foreskin on my cock back as much as I could because it made my cock feel good and trying to press the swollen head into the top of my cage but it still didn't relieve the messages from my cock shouting squeeze me play with me touch me. 17 days is new territory for me and it's very hard work. 

I so much want to ask to be released right now but haven't.  I'm not sure if it's because I am scared of a punishment or afraid that my Goddess being the kind Goddess she is will relent and allow me to unlock my cock.

I don't know what drives the desire to want to beg but be denied.  

Last night I found myself trying to squeeze my chastity cage trying to in some way satisfy my cock for the craving of being touched. It was after a task involving my nipples which as we know have a direct line to our sexual organs. 

This morning day 17 of chastity starts 

Just as I fall in love with one worship image my Goddess changes it to another image to fall in love with all over again. 

So my new longest streak for being locked in a chastity cage is here today, this will happen every day for the next 15 days, the end of the month seems a long way away at the moment. 

I also start my 53rd day without an orgasm. 

My Goddess has taught me that chastity is good for me and that I like being in chastity despite myself. I hope that if my resolve weakens in the coming days that the resolve of my Goddess does not and that she can help me complete the journey she has planned for me. 

Today I reach my previous record for being locked in chastity of 15 days. My Goddess has told me that I will be doing Locktober so I am still not even half way. I wonder what state my cock will be in at the end of the period.

When I first put the cage on this month I could feel it all day but now there are times I forget that I am wearing it until it gives me a reminder with a little pinch. 

51 days since my last orgasm and clearly the reason for my current state of deep submission. Thankfully I have a Mistress that is very good at her craft and I find it very  cathartic giving up my free will to her.

Day 14 in chastity and one more day to go before I reach my record and the end of the original higher end of the original term that my Goddess set me. It also gets a game bonus the next bonus is due in 30 days and my Goddess has told me that is what she now expects of me and of course my Goddesses wishes are paramount.

Day 13 in chastity, the days seem to be going slower the days but I forgot to take my chastity picture when I first woke up and had to do it later. Maybe it's an indication that I am getting comfortable with being in chastity. 

I start day 12 in chastity with a high urge to give my cock a good squeeze and massage I think it's because i am reaching my previous record of being locked at 15 days. I need to come to terms with the wishes of my Goddess that I stay locked for the month I'm really hoping I don't disappoint my Goddess. 

I could see on my chastity log longest day streak 15 days refering to my previous longest chastity period for my Goddess Hellcat. Im not sure how I am going to achieve double this and reach the end of the month. I also realised that going to this point will take me to 67 days without an orgasm another record for me. 

I also noticed this morning my foreskin has still not returned to cover the head if my cock. When I shower again later I can clean well but I hope at some time it will slip back as my head was exposed all day yesterday and it's feeling super sensitive if you could see my chastity log you would see what I mean. 

My cock woke me at just before 8am this morning straining at it's confines. Those that have worn a rigid cage will know the feeling how it feels nice to continue to pulse your cock and feel the restriction but it's one of those trade offs the pain of everything else pulling against the cage remind you your cick is not going to achieve it's goal.

I had a shower yesterday evening and to clean pulled my foreskin right back to rinse my cock inside my cage. Last night the head of my cock seemed sensitive and when I looked was purple and filling my cage. Today it's still sensitive as the foreskin had not worked it's way back over the head. I hope it goes soon as it's extremely sensitive. 

Day 10 of my chastity and with hope I asked my Goddess if she had decided if it was today that I was to be unlocked. (My Goddess told me my initial period would be 10-15 days) After asking me a couple of questions My Goddess announced we would be doing Locktober. I have mixed emotions my cock responded by trying to burst out of the lock into a full erection which if course it couldn't achieve on the other hand I am thinking how am I possibly going to get through another 20 days. But I am dedicated to bringing my Goddess pleasure and if this gives her pleasure I will follow her wishes. 

I listened to an audio the other day about chastity and the woman said it was like having an itch that you cannot scratch and she's right but also this morning I have an itch on my cock which I can't get to . 

Day 9 of chastity reaching tomorrow the lower limit of the initial period my Goddess ascribed for me and I am filled with anticipation to see if my Goddess will be satisfied with 10 days or take me further  

I have to admit everything is very itchy I've tried to shave the areas as best I can but it's difficult when locked in a cage. 

This morning I made the mistake of using the tingly shower gel not good on the head of my cock.

There always seems to be trade offs wearing a chastity cage. Shaved area means no catching of hairs which is great but when the stubble starts to grow it is more irritating. To get a good clean I have to try and pull my foreskin back as far as possible to give the head of my cock a good clean and rinse but with the head exposed it's so much more sensitive and it can take a while before the foreskin works it's way back to cover the sensitive head.

Day 8 starts locked in chastity I started this period after doing 15 days last time with more optimism but it's still just as hard

17 days ago I was able to unlock my cock from a chastity period of 15 days I asked my Goddess if I could celebrate by having an orgasm as I was enjoying the opportunity to stroke and get hard again. My Goddess did not think it was a good idea as I do get post orgasm clarity and it affects my submissiveness which led to me leaving the site before . She didn't outright deny me but I listened to her and refrained from having an orgasm although I did a lot of edging. I just realised today that my last orgasm was 24th August  44 days ago maybe that is why this period of chastity seems more difficult. 

I start my 7th day in chastity but it seems longer somehow. The days are going so slow it seems, maybe it's because I have been told my period will be 10-15 days and the anticipation of getting there and not knowing exactly when. As I said previously I know it's what I want but it doesn't make it any easier. The reality of being locked is always harder than the fantasy. 

My cock was straining against my cage a little this morning this doesn't happen quite so often as it use to but it's a nice feeling but at the same time can sometimes be painful. 

I shouldn't complain last night after listening to a chastity tape I should accept I am really in this predicament because I like the feeling of my chastity being under someone else's control . What I don't understand is why. 

On my 5th day of chastity for my Goddess it's starting to feel ok,  my Goddess made me shave this time so no hairs to be caught but being shaved brings other problems especially when the stubble appears but it's not suppose to be easy. 

The first few days of chastity are always the most challenging. Getting use to not being able to hold your cock, having to sit mostly when urinating and the daily care needed to keep it lubed and comfortable. 

Waking this morning realising I am no longer able to touch my own cock in its cage  I think because it belongs to my Goddess now and for however long she decides to keep me locked. I hope it doesn't turn into locktober. 

My Goddess Hellcat has decided I should be locked up on chastity again. I must be on geed behaviour to avoid a long period of being locked. 

After being in chastity so long its so nice having a shower and soap up my cock without restriction.

A good night's sleep without my chastity device and the opportunity last night for some long awaited stroking, but no orgasm  thank you Goddess.

Today marks 15 days in chastity and my first opportunity to request my Goddess to allow me to unlock and remove my chastity lock which now almost feels a part of me. The anticipation is very exciting. 

My Goddess reached the level of whip yesterday and I am honoured that I was able to play a small part in helping her reach the new level. 

Day 14 of my chastity being locked and controlled by my Goddess I hope to be released tomorrow when my streak will reach 15 days I hope my Goddess will be feeling generous. 

Day 13 of being locked in chastity I hope it's not unlucky. 21 days since my last orgasm I am really looking forward to being released to give me the opportunity to handle and stroke my cock. 

My cage is a constant reminder of the power my Goddess holds over me I feel at the moment that my life revolves around her and I wait every day with anticipation that my Goddess will give me some attention. I have learnt patience and try my best to wait until my Goddess wants to speak with me. The highlight of each hour for me is to worship her and be able to look at her worship picture . 

12 days locked up.and for the first morning my cock woke me trying to get hard, it's quite painful but at the same time satisfying. After a while it subsided and I was allowed to get back to my sleep. 

11 days locked in chastity imposed by my Goddess  also now 19 days since my last orgasm. Sometimes thinking I should have taken the offer from my Goddess for an orgasm before I locked up. 

Yesterday and today my cage has felt quite uncomfortable I am a little sore in one area but I'm hoping it will pass with some care. Not sure if the pubic hair is causing the problem the last time I did a long term chastity I had tweezered out my hair. 

Two thirds of the way through my initial lock period ordered by my Goddess, I think this last 5 days will be the hardest as an expected release date approaches. I must maintain my best behaviour and adhere to the lessons I have learned from my Goddess so as not to get any extension to this time.

This morning I woke and had a new experience my cock had an itch it was infuriating as I could access my cock to relieve the itch. 

As a sub I have a tendency to look for acknowledgement and praise for my actions in relation to my Mistress. My Goddess reminded me this is not a good trait to have and that I need to be less needy and practice patience, My Goddess will let me know when I displease her and if she deems to bestow any praise it will be on her terms. I am grateful to my Goddess for teaching me this important lesson. 

Today I am starting day 8 of my chastity for my Goddess. I am well practiced in orgasm denial this is not so much a bother for me, today it's 16 days since my last orgasm and orgasm denial is what keeps me submissive, the frustration is no being able to give my cock some attention a little squeeze or maybe some stroking. Yesterday I seemed to be so aware of my cock in its cage, I was doing some gardening and during bending and crouching was trying to squeeze it between my thighs it was craving the attention but the hard plastic cage was always there to prevent the release I hope today will be less frustrating. 

My cage has been very pinchy this morning until I realised I forgot to lubricate after my morning shower. Feeling much better now, I should not underestimate the importance of maintenance as I am entering my second week of chastity. 

I am halfway of my initial Chastity period of 15 days so it should be easy to just complete the next 8 days but I know it's not that easy the frustration is exponential it's not just a case of going through the same feelings of these first 7 days. Frustration when in chastity just gets more and more it doesn't stay the same. But for my Goddess, for her pleasure, I will endure it. 

My Goddess instructed me to prepare a profile picture yesterday which she added a frame. I was nervous at first but I was able to do this for my Goddess and it feels good to now have it in place so that others can see that I am devoted to my Goddess. 

Another day in chastity for my Goddess as it pleases her. My cock is really craving some attention this morning when I awoke. I have been listening to some chastity hypnosis audios but I don't think they are helping I have such a craving to tear this lock off right now and mastubate. 

My Goddess has set me a minimum target of 15 days for my chastity period and I am committed to achieving this and also on my best behaviour to avoid giving my Goddess an easy excuse to extend my chastity period. 

So my cage was a bit punchy last night and woke me a few times. It feels more uncomfortable than when I had an extended period last time due I think to my pubic hairs, last time I was clean shaven and there wer no hairs to snag. 

Very hot in the UK today making wearing a chastity cage a little uncomfortable.

A third night in chastity and so far I've slept ok even with being locked up. My cock however when I wake up is asking me to squeeze it or stroke it just give it some attention and I know this frustration will continue to intensify. When I've been locked for long periods before this feeling grows and grows until it starts to wane after my cock starts to accept it fate. 

Being in a chastity cage brings with it some responsibility. For long term wearing you need to lubricate at least once in the morning and once before sleeping. Also cleaning regularly in the shower is a must. To clean I usually find it best to try and pull.my foreskin back as far as possible and use plenty of soap and water. The problem with exposing the head of my cock the foreskin never goes straight back it takes time during the day to cover the head of my vock again leaving my more sensitive head exposed for most of the day  

I am doing this for my Goddess Hellcat my frustrations are not important compared to her happiness. 

I spent my second night in chastity,  I am already missing the ability to give my cock a little squeeze when the need arises but it's early days and I am expecting at least 15 days,  I know it will get even more frustrating in the coming days and (gulp) weeks. 

So discovering, not for the first time, one of the frustrations of being locked in a chastity cage - having to sit on the toilet for every wee . 

My first morning waking as a newly owned slave. My Goddess has restricted all my activity in respect of interaction with other Dommes, it's quite exciting that she can wield this power over my account. Added to this My Goddess has decided to lock me in chastity I have started what I can assume will be at least 15 days locked up in a cage and after already a week without an orgasm it will no doubt be frustrating, not the no orgasm part of it, but just the freedom to stroke and handle my cock when I feel like it my Goddess has the power to restrict this too. 

Today I have become the property of my Goddess Hellcat and I am very excited about the prospect. We have been chatting for about a week and I have built up a deep respect for my Goddess I feel she will guide me well and look after me.