Today is day 31 i didn’t cum for MistressAbi. A record already but i need to hold it for another week. MistressAbi demanded me to avoid to spoil pre-cum and safe all in a tissue. Next week i have to taste it. A disgusting idea, though i will obey since MistressAbi told me so. Bringing Her pleasure is my goal.
Yesterday was a hard day. A day without any notice from MistressAbi. That’s something difficult for me. The longer it takes the more i check my account, the more i think of my Mistress, the more i worship her. That is beautiful since that’s my purpose, worshipping and pleasing my Mistress.
Yesterday i executed my first task of this ownership for MistressAbi. The result is a hurting bud so i will think of my Mistress every moment i sit. Without i would have been thinking of her as well, but now i also feel her whipping me and fucking me as the whore i am. Thank you Mistress, this is all i deserve.
Yesterday i received my first task from MistressAbi without the pressure to execute it within a specific time. i want to execute it as soon as possible since i want to suffer for MistressAbi and i want to be her whore. i will wait till a suitable moment to give the task all attention it needs without the pressure of being caught by someone at home. i feel so devoted to MistressAbi, never felt this before from a BDSM perspective.
Today i signed a new contract with MistressAbi and i am very happy about it. The conditions are softened a little to make me feel comfortable in my home situation and lowering the pressure. Within this boundaries i will serve, obey and grow as a slave under the control of the wonderful MistressAbi.
Live is a mistery… A month ago i was owned for the very first time in my life. Before that i played single sessions both online and real life. Being owned made me feel cheating on my wife which i never had before… Now i am not owned anymore MistressAbi is in my head a lot.. i have to think about a way to make this work, since i miss MistressAbi and actually want to serve her.
Date | Ownership change |
2025-04-11 10:15:05 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-04-03 20:03:02 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-04-03 19:04:10 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-03-28 09:49:08 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-03-03 11:41:31 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-02-26 12:23:20 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |