Slave BambiSub

Day 7 as Mistress Hellcat's slave... it's been hard to get time to focus lately, but it's been so much fun having a task to do each day, especially when I get more than one. My latest tasks have been physically challenging... I enjoyed that. I was also given a task to play with a random item, selected while blindfolded... one of the options in my inventory was a shock collar that I'd not had the opportunity to play with yet. I was not disappointed! It's a pishock so it can be controlled online... someday maybe I'll have a chance to put the control in the hands of my Mistress, or someone she chooses to let play with me. :)

Day 3 as Mistress Hellcat's slave. Yesterday was jam-packed with not-kinky stuff so I didn't get a chance to get to the task Mistress assigned until today. She assigned me to record a video giving a speech about 5 ways I could empower myself as  sexy bimbo... I found myself really nervous and unsure of myself. I have a really hard time talking about wanting to be a bimbo. And in general, I hate recording videos of myself in any context! But part of the magic of a dynamic is having to do what we're told, and so I did it...and it felt really good, even if I was super nervous!

I made the choice to surrender myself to Mistress Hellcat today... I'm not sure what to expect. :D I'm scared and excited. As my hand hovered over the "Accept" button, I had butterflies in my stomach like I was a teen again. I want to do a really, really good job... even if I'm not quite sure what that means yet lol

I'm also eager to see how the um, conditioning plays out. Last night, Mistress told me I was doing good. I'd steeled myself to have a serious talk about limits and protocol before accepting her ownership of me, but as soon as I saw her praise me, my walls just came tumbling down and I had to recenter myself. And once I accepted and saw that she was kind enough to lock down my account and take control of me, and rename me to BambiSub, I felt so happy. I hope she trains me and pulls me deeper and learns all the little rings and leashes that have been put in my mind for someone to use... >:)

Thank you, Mistress!